From Frayed TENTS to Forever HOMES: The Glorious Truth That DEATH Is Not Our End

A Soul-Stirring Feast of Hope and Truth

Picture a weathered tent, its canvas patched with love, swaying under a starlit sky. The wind whispers through its tears, and inside, a faint glow flickers—a soul, a spark, a life. That’s you and me, dwelling in fragile shelters of flesh, tethered to a fallen earth. I was once in a tent so tattered, so dark, I wasn’t living at all—I was dead. Not a poet’s metaphor, but a raw, biblical truth: cut off from God, the Source of all life, drowning in chaos that tasted like a foretaste of hell. Yet, from that darkness, I stumbled into a truth so radiant it set my soul ablaze: in Christ, we don’t die. We were dead once, trapped in sin’s shadow, but now we’re alive forever. When our tents fray and fold, we don’t perish—we step into a forever home, wrapped in the arms of Love Himself. Come, feast on this life-altering truth that silences fear and fills your heart with unshakable hope.

The Empty Tent: A Life That Wasn’t

Close your eyes and imagine a barren field, a lone tent sagging under the weight of a storm. No fire warms its interior, no laughter echoes within—just cold, empty silence. That was my life before Christ. The Bible calls it “nekros” (νεκρός)—spiritual death, the condition of a soul severed from God, the very Giver of life (Ephesians 2:1). Through Adam’s fall, sin unleashed “thanatos”, (θάνατος) a shadow that cloaked the world in death’s grip. Simply put, the reign of death, a shadow stretching over all creation (Romans 5:12). I walked, I breathed, I chased dreams, but my tent was a husk, my soul adrift in a wasteland of despair. Have you felt it? That ache, that hollow whisper that life should be more? It’s not life—it’s the absence of the One who is Life.

This isn’t a new warning—it echoes from the dawn of time. In Genesis 2:17, God told Adam, “Dying you shall die” (“mot tamut” in Hebrew, translated as “thanatō apothaneisthe” in Greek), a stark promise that turning from God’s way leads to death. Paul picks up this ancient thread in Romans 8:13: “If you live according to the flesh, you will die (apothnēskete),” using the same Greek root, “apothnēskō”, to warn of a slow dying—a life disconnected from God’s Spirit, drifting toward corruption. It’s not just a future end; it’s a present condition, a tent crumbling under the weight of sin’s storm. Yet, even in this sobering truth, God’s mercy shines. He saw our empty tents, our hearts starved for meaning, and He didn’t turn away. Like a father tending a shivering child, He prepared a feast of life, ready to fill our tents with His presence. This is no dry doctrine—it’s a love song, calling us home.

Yet, even in that darkness, God’s love was weaving a story. He saw our empty tents, our hearts starved for meaning, and He didn’t turn away. Like a father tending a shivering child, He prepared a feast of life, ready to fill our tents with His presence. This is no dry doctrine—it’s a love song, calling us home.

The Fire Within: God’s Life Lights the Tent

Then came the moment that changed everything, like a sunrise bursting through a stormy night. Jesus, the Word who “tabernacled among us” (John 1:14), sent His Spirit to kindle a fire in my tattered tent. The Greek word “zōē” (ζωή) captures it—God’s vibrant, eternal life, pulsing through my soul. The Bible declares, “He who has the Son has life; he who does not have the Son does not have life” (1 John 5:12). I was dead once, lost in “nekros”, but Christ’s touch was a resurrection. I passed from death to life (John 5:24), my tent now glowing with the warmth of His Spirit.

Imagine a weary traveler, shivering in a leaky tent, suddenly finding a fire roaring inside, its light spilling through every seam. That’s what it’s like to be a tabernacle for God’s presence. Once, God dwelt in a tent among Israel (Exodus 25–40); now, His Spirit pitches His tent in us, making us alive, whole, cherished. This is the heart of the gospel: God doesn’t just mend our broken tents—He moves in, turning our frail shelters into sacred homes.

The Great Homecoming: Folding the Tent, Stepping into Glory

The world calls it dying, but Scripture paints a different picture. The Greek word “apothnēskō” (ἀποθνῄσκω) means “to die off,” but for believers, it’s not death—it’s a homecoming. Our bodies, these earthly tents (skēnos – σκῆνος), are temporary, woven from a fallen earth, prone to fray and fade (Romans 8:10). When they wear out, we don’t vanish. Paul says it best: “To be absent from the body is to be present with the Lord” (2 Corinthians 5:8). Jesus seals the promise: “He who believes in Me will never die” (John 11:26). We were dead once, but now we’re alive forever, and “apothnēskō” is just folding the tent to step into a forever home.

And what does this homecoming mean for those in Christ? The Apostle Paul captures it with breathtaking clarity in Philippians 1:21: “To live is Christ, and to die is gain.” In Greek, the word for “to die” here is “ἀποθανεῖν” (apothnēskō), a decisive act of departure, not just the heart stopping but a crossing over from one realm to another. It’s the moment the frayed tent of our body (skēnos) is folded, and we step into the fullness of Christ’s presence. Paul’s words—”τὸ ζῆν Χριστός καὶ τὸ ἀποθανεῖν κέρδος”—ring with stark beauty: to live is to bask in Christ’s life (zōē), and to depart is to gain something far greater, a radiant home where every tear is wiped away. Like a traveler leaving a windswept tent for a palace aglow with love, “apothnēskō” is not loss—it’s the ultimate gain, a banquet table set in glory.

Yet, Paul also offers a sobering reminder: our choices in this tent matter. In 1 Corinthians 11:30, he warns that some believers, by partaking unworthily in the Lord’s Supper, became “weak and sickly, and many sleep”—a gentle term for premature “apothnēskō”, a physical departure hastened by spiritual misalignment. Living out of step with God’s Spirit can fray our tent sooner, through sickness or calamity, echoing the warning of Romans 8:13. But even this is not the end for those in Christ. The Spirit within us, the same that raised Jesus from the dead, holds the promise of restoration (Romans 8:11). Our homecoming, whether now or later, is secure in Him.

But rest assured—our salvation in Christ is a fortress, unshaken by fleeting failures. Only a deliberate rejection, as grave as Judas’ betrayal, embracing a false spirit, or blaspheming the Holy Spirit, severs that bond (Matthew 12:31–32). Consider the Israelites in the desert: their stubborn refusal to trust God’s promise led to their destruction, not mere fleshly missteps, but a heart hardened against Him (Numbers 14:11, Hebrews 3:19; 6:4). Yet for believers, even when we stumble, God’s grace prevails. Paul, in 1 Corinthians 5:5, delivered a wayward believer’s body to affliction, not to condemn but to save their soul for the Lord’s day. Our choices may fray our tent sooner—through sickness or calamity, as Paul warned (1 Corinthians 11:30)—but the Spirit within, the same that raised Jesus from the dead, guards our eternal homecoming (Romans 8:11). For those who hold fast to Christ, no misstep steals the promise of glory. His love is a feast, sustaining us through every storm.

Picture a child outgrowing a beloved treehouse, its boards weathered and creaking. Would you mourn the treehouse when they move into a radiant mansion, filled with laughter and love? So why weep for a believer’s tent when it folds? If they’re in Christ, they’re not gone—they’re home, basking in the warmth of their Savior’s embrace. And here’s the feast of hope: if Christ returns, those of us still in these tents will be transformed in a heartbeat, our frail bodies made glorious like His (Philippians 3:21). The same Spirit that raised Jesus from the dead lives in us, ready to quicken our mortal frames (Romans 8:11). It’s not an end—it’s a glorious beginning, a table set for eternity.

A Feast of Joy in the Face of Grief

Yes, parting with loved ones leaves a pang in our hearts. The absence of their familiar tent, their smile, their voice, feels like a storm tearing through our own. But here’s the truth that turns tears to joy: they’re not lost. If they’re in Christ, they’re more alive than ever, feasting at the Lord’s table, wrapped in His love. We don’t grieve like those “who have no hope” (1 Thessalonians 4:13), because our separation is temporary, a brief pause before the grand reunion. Imagine it: one day, we’ll join them in tents that never tear, in a home where every seat at the table is filled with joy.

This truth isn’t just for scholars or preachers—it’s a banquet for every hungry heart. It silences the lie that death is a cold, final curtain. It reminds us we were dead once, trapped in “thanatos’s shadow, but Christ’s love has made us alive. Every breath, every moment, is a taste of eternity, a foretaste of the feast awaiting us. And when our tents fray, we don’t fade—we step into the fullness of God’s presence.

A Call to Feast and Share the Light

So, let’s feast on this truth today. Live like your tent is ablaze with God’s fire, every moment a chance to love, to shine, to share. Don’t fear the wind that frays your canvas—it can’t snuff out the life Christ has kindled. Tell someone this good news: “We don’t die—we move to a forever home.” Let this truth be your daily bread, nourishing your soul, silencing fear, and filling you with joy. Like a warm meal shared with friends, this hope is meant to be passed around, lighting up every heart it touches.

The tragedy isn’t when the tent folds—it’s when it stands empty. In Jesus, it never will. Come, feast on the promise of life eternal, and let your soul sing with hope.

The RESURRECTION of the DEAD: A Profound Spiritual Lesson in the Gospels

In the gospels, we witness Jesus performing incredible miracles, one of the most striking being his raising of the dead. The physical resurrection of individuals like Lazarus, the widow’s son, and Jairus’ daughter astonishes us and speaks powerfully about Jesus’ divine authority. However, if we are to truly understand the significance of these miracles, we must look beyond their physical nature and see them as part of a larger spiritual narrative. The real depth of these resurrections is not just about physical life returning to dead bodies but about Jesus preparing the way for a deeper, eternal resurrection of the soul—one that would be fully realized through His death, resurrection, and the coming of the Holy Ghost.

In this was manifested the love of God toward us, because God sent his only begotten Son into the world, that we might live through him (1 John 4:9).

In 1 John 4:9, the Apostle John underscores the manifestation of God’s love through the sending of His only begotten Son, Jesus Christ, into the world, ‘that we might live through him.’ This spiritual life begins now, as Paul writes in Ephesians 2:1 and 6, ‘And you hath he quickened, who were dead in trespasses and sins… and hath raised us up together and made us sit together in heavenly places in Christ Jesus.’ Here, Paul captures both the immediate renewal of the soul and its eternal position in Christ, a resurrection from spiritual death to vibrant life. This new life is about more than mere survival; it represents a transformation empowered by God’s love and grace, healing the sickness of sin and aligning believers with His will. The verse invites a deeper understanding of salvation, showing that it is not only a future promise but a present reality, wherein the love of God continually transforms and revives the believer’s spirit. Furthermore, this transformation is brought to fruition through the promise of the Holy Spirit. Jesus said, Verily, verily, I say unto you, He that hears my word and believes on him that sent me, hath everlasting life, and shall not come into condemnation; but is passed from death unto life. Verily, verily, I say unto you, The hour is coming, and now is when the dead shall hear the voice of the Son of God, and they that hear shall live. “For since by man came death, by man came also the resurrection of the dead. For as in Adam all die, even so in Christ shall all be made alive” (1 Corinthians 15:21-22). This verse clearly articulates the concept of the resurrection of the dead, emphasizing that it refers to a raising to life according to the spirit rather than the body itself.

As Jesus declared in John 14:12, believers would do greater works than He did—not merely in miraculous deeds, but in the spiritual empowerment provided by the Holy Spirit. This divine empowerment, bestowed upon believers after Christ’s ascension, equips them to live out this spiritual renewal in every facet of life, enabling them to carry out the greater works Christ spoke of—that is, they would become life-givers as well, imparting the very life and power of the Spirit to others through the transformative work of Christ in them. This is exemplified in the mission given to the Apostle Paul: “To open their eyes, and to turn them from darkness to light, and from the power of Satan unto God, that they may receive forgiveness of sins and inheritance among them which are sanctified by faith” (Acts 26:18). In this way, Paul’s commission reflects the broader calling for believers to bring about spiritual renewal and transformation through the work of the Holy Spirit.

This may come as a surprise to some, but could it be that the resurrection we often await—a future raising of the body—rests upon a spiritual resurrection that has already begun? Scripture calls this the ‘first resurrection’ (Revelation 20:6), a present reality for those in Christ. As Paul declares in Ephesians 2:6, ‘And hath raised us up together and made us sit together in heavenly places in Christ Jesus,’ we are already lifted from spiritual death, seated with Him in the heavenly realms. This is not to deny the future renewal of our bodies but to affirm that it hinges on the eternal life already at work within us. Jesus Himself said, ‘The hour is coming, and now is when the dead shall hear the voice of the Son of God, and they that hear shall live’ (John 5:25). Without this spiritual awakening, how could our bodies be quickened by the Spirit? For the spiritually dead, any raising would lead only to judgment—the ’second death’ (Revelation 20:14)—but for those alive in Christ, the first resurrection secures an inheritance that the physical will one day fully reflect.

How can we expect our physical bodies to be quickened by the Spirit of God without first experiencing spiritual renewal? Shouldn’t the presence of eternal life within us make our bodies eligible to be raised to life? If a person is spiritually dead, how can they be raised except to face the second death? Revelation 2:11; 20:6,14; 21:8

It deeply troubles me when ministers of the gospel attempt to imitate Jesus by trying to raise the dead physically, using it as a means to showcase their ministerial power and validate themselves before men. Yet Jesus said, “Ye shall do greater things than these,” and they seem to have no understanding of what the New Testament is truly about. While the Spirit of God can raise someone who has experienced physical death, this pales in comparison to the power of raising someone who is spiritually dead. If we limit death to mere physical separation, its significance diminishes. However, death is not just the separation of the body; it is a spiritual condition, representing estrangement from the living God.

Physical Resurrection as a Foreshadowing of Spiritual Resurrection

While Jesus raised the dead physically, these acts were not simply displays of miraculous power. They were signs, symbols, and foretellings of a far greater reality—spiritual resurrection. These miracles pointed to Jesus’ ultimate mission: to conquer spiritual death, remove the jurisdiction of sin, and destroy the power of Satan over humanity. Through His death and resurrection, He opened the way for the Spirit to awaken souls, fulfilling His promise that those who hear His voice shall live.

In the gospels, when Jesus declares, “I am the resurrection and the life” (John 11:25), He is not merely speaking to a physical truth but to a far-reaching spiritual reality. The raising of the dead was a precursor to what Jesus would accomplish through His death and resurrection. The physical resurrections demonstrated His authority over death but also highlighted a deeper, more eternal promise—the restoration of humanity to God through spiritual rebirth. The work that Jesus did physically on earth was a foreshadowing of the spiritual resurrection that would come with the outpouring of the Holy Ghost at Pentecost.

The spiritual death resulting from Adam’s sin (Genesis 3) also brought about physical death, not the other way around. Spiritual death set the stage for the eventual physical death of the body. This can be understood by recognizing that the spirit of man is the “candle of the Lord” (Proverbs 20:27), and if that candle is extinguished, the whole body is in darkness—as the Gospels point out in Matthew 6:22–23: “The light of the body is the eye; if therefore thine eye be single (ἁπλοῦς – haplous-spiritually healthy), thy whole body shall be full of light. But if thine eye be evil (πονηρός – ponēros, a state of spiritual blindness or moral corruption—moral evil or wickedness—used to describe things or actions that are inherently corrupt, malicious, or harmful), thy whole body shall be full of darkness. If therefore the light that is in thee be darkness, how great is that darkness!” Here, the “eye” symbolizes the condition of the spirit within a person. Just as the eye governs the flow of light into the body, the state of the spirit determines whether the individual is filled with spiritual light or darkness. When the spirit is dead or corrupted—like a candle that has been extinguished—the whole person remains in spiritual darkness. This spiritual condition permeates every part of life, leading to confusion, brokenness, and separation from God. As James 2:26 says, “For as the body without the spirit is dead, so the spirit that is made alive alone can give light to the whole body.” This underscores that the spirit, once revived in Christ, is the source of light for the whole person. For God, who commanded the light to shine out of darkness, has shined in our hearts to give the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Jesus Christ (2 Corinthians 4:6). Only by bringing the spirit of man back to life through Christ can the body also expect resurrection, as the restoration of the spirit is the precursor to the physical resurrection. The reawakening of the spirit to new life through Christ guarantees that the body, too, will be transformed and quickened in the fullness of time. This is why Jesus Christ declared, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born of water and of the Spirit, he cannot enter into the kingdom of God. That which is born of the flesh is flesh, and that which is born of the Spirit is spirit (John 3:5, 6).

The Greater Works of Spiritual Resurrection

The Greater Works: Spiritual Life Through the Gospel

In John 14:12, Jesus delivers a stunning promise: “Verily, verily, I say unto you, He that believeth on me, the works that I do shall he do also; and greater works than these shall he do; because I go unto my Father.” At first, this seems almost impossible to grasp. Jesus raised Lazarus from the tomb, gave sight to the blind, and stilled the storm—how could His followers possibly exceed such feats? The key lies in understanding that Jesus was not speaking solely of physical miracles but of a far greater work: the spiritual resurrection of souls, made possible through the Holy Spirit after His ascension.

This promise came to life on the day of Pentecost, when the Holy Ghost descended upon the disciples in tongues of fire. Peter, once a fisherman who denied Christ, stood before a crowd in Jerusalem and preached the gospel with such power that “about three thousand souls” were added to the church that day (Acts 2:41). This was no mere physical healing—it was a mass resurrection of hearts, a turning from spiritual death to life in Christ. Where Jesus raised one Lazarus, the disciples, empowered by the Spirit, raised thousands into eternal life through the proclamation of the gospel. This, Jesus declared, was the “greater work”—not because it diminished His miracles, but because it addressed humanity’s deepest need: reconciliation with God.

Consider, too, the transformation of Saul of Tarsus. A persecutor of the church, he was struck blind on the road to Damascus, only to rise as Paul, a vessel of the gospel who would pen much of the New Testament (Acts 9:1–18). His physical blindness was healed, yes, but the greater miracle was the awakening of his spirit—a resurrection from the death of sin to a life that would ignite the early church. These examples reveal that the “greater works” are not about outdoing Jesus in spectacle but about extending His mission through the Spirit’s power, bringing life where death once reigned.

From Old Covenant Signs to New Covenant Reality

To fully grasp this shift from physical to spiritual resurrection, we must consider the context of Jesus’ ministry. When He walked the earth, Israel still operated under the Old Covenant, a system of signs and shadows awaiting fulfillment. The physical resurrections—like the widow’s son raised by Elijah (1 Kings 17:17–24)—were powerful yet temporary. The boy lived again, but he would one day die anew. These miracles were foretastes, pointing to a reality that could only be unveiled after Jesus’ death and resurrection ushered in the New Covenant.

Hebrews 9:8 tells us, “The way into the holiest of all was not yet made manifest, while as the first tabernacle was yet standing.” Until Christ, the Testator of the New Covenant, shed His blood, the full outpouring of the Holy Spirit remained sealed. The physical miracles Jesus performed were like rays of light breaking through a veil, illuminating what was to come. When He raised Jairus’ daughter (Mark 5:35–43), it was a sign of His authority over death—but it also foreshadowed the day when, through the Spirit, countless souls would be raised to eternal life. The Old Covenant offered glimpses; the New Covenant delivered the reality.

Contrast Elijah’s miracle with the Samaritan woman at the well (John 4:7–29). Elijah restored a body to life, but Jesus, through a single conversation, revived a soul. She left her waterpot—not because her physical thirst was quenched, but because her spirit had tasted living water. Her testimony then sparked a revival in her village, a ripple effect of spiritual life that outshone any temporary restoration. This is the New Covenant promise: not just signs, but transformation, fulfilled at Pentecost when the Spirit empowered believers to become conduits of resurrection.

Awakening to Our Resurrection Life

This brings us to a staggering truth: believers in Christ have already experienced this spiritual resurrection. Paul writes in Ephesians 2:5–6, “Even when we were dead in sins, [God] hath quickened us together with Christ… and hath raised us up together, and made us sit together in heavenly places in Christ Jesus.” This is not a future hope deferred to the end of days—it is a present reality. When we are born again, we pass from death to life (John 5:24), our spirits awakened by the same power that raised Jesus from the tomb (Romans 8:11). We are, even now, seated with Him in heavenly places, far above the dominion of sin and death.

Yet how often do we live as if this were true? Many believers fix their eyes on a distant resurrection, awaiting a physical transformation while overlooking the spiritual victory already won. Could it be that we miss the fullness of our resurrection life because we’ve yet to grasp its present power? Imagine the implications: if we are seated with Christ, how should that change the way we face temptation, fear, or suffering? The early church understood this. When Paul confronted the Areopagus in Athens (Acts 17:22–34), he didn’t perform a physical miracle—he preached the risen Christ, and souls like Dionysius and Damaris were raised to faith. This is our calling too—to live as resurrection people, wielding the gospel as a life-giving force.

This misunderstanding isn’t new. Even today, some emphasize physical healings or prosperity as the pinnacle of faith, echoing the crowds who sought Jesus for loaves rather than the Bread of Life (John 6:26–27). But the true miracle is the soul set free from sin’s chains, a victory that endures beyond this frail body. As Hebrews 12:22 declares, “Ye are come unto mount Sion, and unto the city of the living God, the heavenly Jerusalem”—not will come, but are come. We enter by faith, as children, already partakers of the first resurrection.

Conclusion: Living as Resurrection People

The physical resurrections of the Gospels—Lazarus stepping from the tomb, the widow’s son restored—were breathtaking previews of Christ’s power. Yet they were but shadows of the greater work He entrusted to us: to raise the spiritually dead through the gospel, empowered by the Holy Ghost. Just as Jesus called Lazarus forth by His voice, we are called to step into the world as agents of resurrection, bearing the life of Christ to those entombed in darkness.

Picture a church fully awake to this reality: death defeated, sin powerless, every believer a beacon of eternal light. This is not a distant dream—it is the victory Christ has already secured. The first resurrection has begun in us, and its power pulses through our lives today. Let us not linger in the tomb of ignorance or fear, but rise to walk in the Spirit, proclaiming with Paul, “O death, where is thy sting? O grave, where is thy victory?” (1 Corinthians 15:55). For we are more than conquerors, alive in Him, now and forever.

KNOWING GOD Fully: The Divine Purpose Behind Human Longing for Knowledge

As human beings, we are born with an insatiable desire to understand the world around us. This inherent hunger for knowledge often feels infinite, an endless pursuit of truth, wisdom, and understanding. But what does this longing for knowledge mean in the context of our faith, and how does it relate to God’s design for us as His image-bearers? Can the deep desire to know reflect a divine call, leading us towards our future inheritance in Christ? In this exploration, we will examine the spiritual dimensions of human curiosity and how the Bible speaks to our deepest longing for ultimate understanding.

From the moment we are born, we begin a lifelong journey of learning. Humans are curious by nature, constantly seeking to understand and make sense of the world. In fact, this pursuit of knowledge is deeply rooted in God’s design for humanity. The Bible tells us that we were created in God’s image (Genesis 1:26-27). This doesn’t mean we are identical to God, but rather that we reflect key aspects of His nature—reason, morality, creativity, and relationality.

Even though humanity’s capacity to know was marred by sin, the desire for knowledge remains. In fact, in our redemption through Christ, this desire is not only restored but also given a deeper spiritual purpose. The Bible speaks of the believer being created “after God, in righteousness and true holiness” (Ephesians 4:24). This points to a divine calling—the capacity to reflect God’s nature, which includes the pursuit of knowledge and wisdom that aligns with His will.

For those who follow Christ, the ultimate fulfilment of this longing for knowledge lies in the future. The apostle Paul writes, “Now we see through a glass, darkly, but then face to face: now I know in part, but then shall I know even as also I am known” (1 Corinthians 13:12). This verse beautifully captures the tension we experience now—our knowledge is partial, fragmented, and limited. Yet, there is a day coming when we will be transformed, when we will see God as He is, and, in that moment, we will know fully.

When we are resurrected in Christ, our bodies and minds will be glorified, no longer constrained by the limitations of the earthly body (Philippians 3:21). We will be perfectly conformed to the image of Christ, fully reflecting the knowledge and holiness of God. In that state, our insatiable hunger for truth will be fulfilled, as we will possess the fullness of understanding in perfect communion with God.

As we wait for this future perfection, the journey of knowledge is part of our sanctification. Jesus commands us to “be ye perfect, even as your Father in heaven is perfect” (Matthew 5:48), a calling that at first glance might seem unattainable. But the word for “perfect” in the Greek, ‘teleios,’ doesn’t imply flawlessness but maturity and completeness. It’s a call to grow into the fullness of Christ’s likeness, reflecting His character more fully over time.

The process of becoming holy and perfect is not about reaching a final destination in this life but participating in the transformative work of the Holy Ghost. As we are conformed to the image of Christ (Romans 8:29), our capacity to understand, to reflect God’s character, and to align ourselves with His will expands. This includes growing in our knowledge—not just of facts, but of the truth of God and His Word, which leads to a life of righteousness and holiness.

In this journey of spiritual and intellectual growth, the Holy Ghost plays a vital role, being one of the greatest blessings endowed upon mankind and fulfilling the promise of God. It’s difficult to imagine a world without the Holy Ghost—the “river of life” that nourishes, guides, and sustains us in ways that are deeply transformative. Jesus promised that the Spirit would guide us into all truth (John 16:13). The Spirit illuminates our understanding, helping us to grasp the deeper truths of God’s Word and the mysteries of the universe. The Spirit also stirs within us a desire for holiness, for knowledge that is aligned with God’s will, and for a life that reflects His nature. Remember that “knowledge” is essential for the renewal of our new self, as stated in Colossians 3:10. It’s not the knowledge that the world offers, but the knowledge of God’s Word that truly matters.

Here, the “knowledge” that Paul speaks of is not mere intellectual knowledge (gnosis) but a relational, spiritual, and transformative knowledge (epígnosis) that comes from an intimate understanding of God’s truth, His Word, and His will. This knowledge is the means by which the believer is renewed and conformed to the image of Christ—the “new self.” It’s the kind of knowledge that leads to spiritual growth, holiness, and a deeper relationship with God.

So, in this context, epígnosis refers to the knowledge of God’s will, His ways, and His truth, which renews and transforms believers into the likeness of Christ. This contrasts with superficial or worldly knowledge, known as gnosis (γνῶσις), in which the Gnostics took pride, ultimately falling into serious theological errors.

The Bible does address the danger of knowledge that leads to pride. In 1 Corinthians 8:1, Paul writes:

“Now concerning things offered to idols: We know that we all have knowledge. Knowledge puffs up, but love edifies.” (1 Corinthians 8:1, NKJV)

This verse highlights the idea that knowledge, when divorced from humility and love, can lead to pride and arrogance rather than spiritual growth. It’s a caution against intellectual pride that makes one feel superior, especially when it’s disconnected from the love and wisdom that should guide our actions and relationships.

In contrast to the kind of gnosis that puffs up with pride, epígnosis (the deeper, fuller knowledge of God) is what Christians are encouraged to seek. While gnosis can lead to spiritual elitism and division, epígnosis is a knowledge that brings humility, transformation, and greater intimacy with God. It’s not just intellectual knowledge but relational and experiential knowledge—knowing God’s will, His ways, and His truth in a way that changes the heart and mind, leading to spiritual growth and maturity.

In fact, Paul often contrasts superficial knowledge (gnosis) with the more profound, transformative knowledge of God (epígnosis), which is a hallmark of Christian discipleship. In Colossians 1:9-10, for example, Paul prays for believers to be filled with the epígnosis of God’s will:

“For this reason we also, since the day we heard it, do not cease to pray for you and to ask that you may be filled with the knowledge (epígnosis) of His will in all wisdom and spiritual understanding; that you may walk worthy of the Lord, fully pleasing Him, being fruitful in every good work and increasing in the knowledge (epígnosis) of God.” (Colossians 1:9-10, NKJV)

Epígnosis is the kind of knowledge that leads to living a life that reflects God’s character, bringing honour to Him through our actions and decisions. It is a knowledge that transforms, humbles, and empowers, unlike the prideful, divisive knowledge that the Gnostics sought.

In a way, Paul is telling us that the epígnosis of God—this deeper, Christ-centred knowledge—is what we should seek, as it leads to spiritual maturity, love, and unity in Christ.

The journey from gnosis to epígnosis is a progressive transformation, requiring not only the pursuit of knowledge but also the cultivation of patience—a virtue forged through the trials and tribulations that we endure in Christ – Romans 5:3. These experiences refine our faith, deepen our understanding, and lead us closer to the fullness of divine truth.

Let’s break it down to better understand it, as this is vital to prevent people from wasting precious time and energy investing their time in using gnosis instead of epígnosis, which is often seen in circles of Christians today. “Epígnosis” refers to a deeper, more precise, and experiential knowledge, often used in the New Testament to describe the knowledge of God, His will, and His truth—something that goes beyond mere intellectual understanding. To possess such knowledge, you must walk the walk of faith in total submission and obedience. True Christianity cannot be inherited by merely reading books or earning a PhD. It is a call to be transformed from within, to possess the mind of Christ, and to partake in His divine nature and holiness. Christianity is meant to be transformational—it is a journey of growing into the full stature of Jesus Christ. If you thought otherwise, it’s time to renew your mind. One must walk and live in the Spirit, being supplanted by the law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus, which is to get the spirit of the mind renewed. And be renewed in the spirit of your mind” (Ephesians 4:23). When it speaks of the spirit of the mind, it points to a deeper dimension—not just the surface-level thoughts, but the core of the mind, its inner realm. Thus, gnosis alone cannot suffice; it is epignosis that truly fulfils the transformative call.

In John 17:3, Jesus said, And this is life eternal, that they might know thee, the only true God, and Jesus Christ, whom thou hast sent. It implies a relational, intimate understanding that leads to transformation, particularly in the context of spiritual renewal. It is an experiential knowledge that comes from following Christ through His Word. We all, with open face beholding as in a glass the glory of the Lord, are changed into the same image from glory to glory, even as by the Spirit of the Lord—2 Corinthians 3:18. As we look into the mirror of God’s Word, we are transformed—not merely hearers, but doers of the Word. Being sanctified and cleansed with the washing of water by the word—Ephesians 5:26. Epígnosis (ἐπίγνωσις) is indeed therefore different from gnosis (γνῶσις). While gnosis refers to general knowledge or understanding, it can also have a more neutral or even secular connotation, often indicating intellectual or theoretical knowledge. In many contexts, gnosis simply refers to knowing something, whether it’s knowledge of facts or concepts.

On the other hand, epígnosis (from the prefix epi- meaning “upon” or “full” and gnosis meaning “knowledge”) signifies a deeper, fuller, and more intimate understanding—particularly in a spiritual or relational sense. It’s a knowledge that is more than just factual; it involves a profound personal experience or insight, especially about God and His will. In the New Testament, epígnosis often refers to the knowledge that leads to spiritual growth, transformation, and renewal, as seen in passages like Colossians 3:10, where it’s tied to the renewal of the new self in Christ.

Proverbs 9:10 says: “The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom, and the knowledge of the Holy One is understanding.” (Proverbs 9:10, NKJV)

The Hebrew word “daat” (דַּעַת), which generally means “knowledge,” “understanding,” or “awareness.” It’s often used to refer to a deep, intimate knowledge, particularly in relation to God. While epígnosis is a Greek term used in the New Testament to convey a fuller, more complete knowledge of God and His ways, the Hebrew concept of “daat” in Proverbs 9:10 also points to this deeper, relational understanding that leads to wisdom and spiritual growth.

Now, when we connect this with Proverbs 9:10 (“The knowledge of the Holy is understanding”), we see a profound link: true understanding comes from knowing God. Not just knowing about God, but knowing Him intimately and relationally. The knowledge of the Holy One—His will, His ways, and His nature—forms the foundation of all spiritual understanding. The application of God’s Word is what brings this understanding to life and produces results. Moreover, this is not a one-time event but an ongoing process, a continual work of the Holy Spirit in our hearts and minds, shaping us more into the likeness of Christ. It opens our spiritual eyes to see things clearly and to live in a way that aligns with God’s truth.

This deep, experiential knowledge (epignosis or daat) can only be attained through being born of God, as Jesus stated, “Unless you are born of the Spirit, you cannot enter the kingdom of God.” The kingdom of God is essentially the INHERITANCE of that spiritual kingdom (Matthew 25:34; 1 Corinthians 6:9, 10), and its virtues—righteousness, peace, and joy, as described in Romans 14:17—are signs of having possessed it. You can clearly see how distinct this is from GNOSIS, which is intellectual in nature, while the other is experiential, being IMPUTED when you come to Christ. Keep in check the specific words used, as they are intentionally chosen to convey the deeper meaning that the writer is receiving from the Spirit of God.

Matthew 4:16 does speak about the coming of the light in a way that can be understood as the revelation of God through Jesus Christ. It says, ‘The people, who sat in darkness, saw great light, and to them, who sat in the region and shadow of death, light is sprung up.’ Isn’t this ‘light’ referring to the knowledge of God, which is revealed through the face of Jesus? This understanding aligns with what the apostle Paul later says in 2 Corinthians 4:6: “For God, who said, ‘Let light shine out of darkness,’ made his light shine in our hearts to give us the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Christ. The light that is described in both Matthew 4:16 and 2 Corinthians 4:6 can indeed be understood as epignosis—a deeper, more intimate knowledge of God. So, when the Bible speaks of God shining light into our hearts, it is not just about gaining intellectual facts; it’s about a profound revelation of God’s glory through Jesus Christ that transforms us at a deep, personal level. Thus, the “light” in these passages isn’t just about illumination in the abstract sense, but about the epignosis—an intimate, life-changing encounter with God, made possible through the face of Jesus. This revelation is what draws believers into a deeper relationship with God, not just through intellectual awareness but through the experience of His glory, love, and truth. It is through the coming of the Spirit of God upon mankind that this knowledge is imparted, both on the day of Pentecost and in every personal encounter with Christ, where the Spirit bestows the saving grace of God.

So, while epígnosis isn’t used in Proverbs 9:10 specifically (because it’s a Hebrew Old Testament passage), the idea it conveys aligns closely with what epígnosis represents in the New Testament: “daat” (דַּעַת), a knowledge that transforms, humbles, and brings understanding. This is what Ephesians 1:18 refers to as “the eyes of our understanding being enlightened.”

“The knowledge of the Holy One is understanding.” In short, the “knowledge of the Holy” (whether daat in Hebrew or epígnosis in Greek) opens up your spiritual eyes, helping you see things from God’s perspective. This kind of knowledge isn’t just intellectual but transformative. It brings understanding—it helps you grasp divine truth, deepens your relationship with God, and promotes spiritual growth. This knowledge aligns your heart and mind with God’s will, leading to wisdom, maturity, and a Christlike character. It’s the kind of knowledge that not only informs but also changes you from the inside out. Though it is received once, it is a knowledge that progresses over time.

Proverbs 4:7 says, “Wisdom is the principal thing; therefore get wisdom, and with all thy getting get understanding.” This verse emphasises that understanding—the ability to truly comprehend, discern, and apply God’s wisdom—is foundational to a Christian life. And it is with a person that we align ourselves or become one in regeneration—Christ, who is the power of God and the wisdom of God, as 1 Corinthians 1:24 says.

Though the virtues of God are displayed for us to inherit, it is actually the second person of the Godhead, with whom we become one in the new birth, who embodies all these virtues, in whom dwells all the fullness of the Godhead bodily—Colossians 1:19; 2:9.

Didn’t He say, ‘I am the resurrection and the life (ζωή),’ ‘I am the way, the truth, and the life (ζωή),’ ‘I am that I am,’ ‘The wisdom and the power of God,’ the First and the Last, the Beginning and the End, and so on? He is everything that creation longs for and is deficient in.

(ζωή) Zoē refers not just to biological life (the mere existence of living beings) but more specifically to a divine, spiritual life. It denotes a life that is full, abundant, and eternal—the life that comes only from knowing God through the new birth. It is the life found in Christ, a reflection of God’s own nature, and it comes bundled with the experiential knowledge, or epignosis, that unites us with Him. He that hath the Son hath life (ζωή); and he that hath not the Son of God hath not life (ζωή),” period. (1 John 5:12)

Proverbs 2:10, which says, “When wisdom ENTERS into thine heart, and knowledge is pleasant unto thy soul,” the word “knowledge” here is indeed “da’at” (דַּעַת) in Hebrew. In summary, when da’at ENTERS the soul, it brings a rich, life-changing understanding that impacts the whole person—mind, heart, and will—and fills the soul with peace, joy, and the ability to live according to God’s wisdom. In regeneration, God’s life enters and quickens us spiritually. However, to sustain that life, we must continually nourish the inner man, which is created after God in righteousness and true holiness. This RENEWAL is accomplished through the knowledge of God, which is nourished by the word of God—Colossians 3:10; 2 Corinthians 4:16.

In a nutshell, entering into a union with this source of life, which is Christ, is what it truly means. When you are TRANSLATED into the kingdom of Christ by the Spirit—Colossians 1:13—it represents a transformation of culture. When you come to Christ and are conformed to His death through baptism, you are declared dead to the world, to Egypt and its ruler, and to your own self. Gradually, yet steadily, you begin to allow the life of Christ to reign over you, transforming you into a new creation—Galatians 2:20. As you yield to His Spirit—Romans 6:13,16—your mind, heart, and actions are progressively aligned with His will, reflecting the fullness of His life in you. It’s a progressive journey, not a one-time event sealed by the new birth, which marks only the beginning of a lifelong relationship. Just as a child must grow, so too must we mature in our fellowship with the Father, becoming fruitful and strong, in order to inherit all that He has prepared for us.

Many are content with having been justified by faith, believing that this alone is the culmination of the Christian journey and that nothing more is required. The Apostle Paul did not consider himself to have already attained the fullness of his salvation, did he? He said, “Not that I have already attained, or am already perfected, but I press on that I may lay hold of that for which Christ Jesus has also laid hold of me.” (Philippians 3:12) In another verse, he adds, “But I keep under my body and bring it into subjection: lest that by any means, when I have preached to others, I myself should be a castaway.” (1 Corinthians 9:27)

This demonstrates Paul’s recognition that despite his calling and efforts, the race was not yet finished. Even though he had been apprehended by Christ, he understood the need to continually strive, to live in submission, and to maintain a disciplined life so as not to be disqualified from the prize. Salvation is not a static state; it is a continuous journey that requires perseverance and faithfulness.

One might argue that this is promoting salvation by works, but isn’t it true that there should be works befitting repentance? Without such outward expressions revealing the condition of your inner self, how can you truly judge what you are made of? As Romans 7:5 says, “For when we were in the flesh, the motions of sins, which were by the law, did work in our members to bring forth fruit unto death.” If this is the case, and we have been delivered from sin, as many proclaim, shouldn’t we now bring forth fruit that confirms and validates our claim?

Romans 5:18 says justification unto life is a free gift—note the word “unto,” which indicates that it is not a static state but an entry point into the life of salvation. It’s a beginning, not the final destination, setting the believer on a journey toward full transformation and eternal life in Christ.

The word “UNTO” (Greek: eis) is indeed significant because it indicates movement toward a goal or purpose. It shows that justification is not merely a state but a dynamic process leading to something—life in this case. So, when the verse speaks of justification unto life, it means that justification is the beginning or entrance into the broader experience of eternal life. It’s not a static, completed state but the starting point of a journey, which aligns with the ongoing process of salvation. In this context, “unto” emphasises that justification leads to life and sets the believer on a path toward its full realisation.

If there are tests for evaluating your competency in the natural world, there are also tests in the spiritual realm, meant to evaluate your devotion and the substance of your faith. These spiritual tests refine and strengthen your character, revealing whether your commitment to Christ is genuine and enduring. Just as in the natural world, where trials and assessments lead to growth, so in the spiritual life, God allows challenges to purify and perfect us, preparing us for His eternal purpose.

If you want to join a communist party, your adherence to its political bureau and its edicts is crucial, isn’t it? Will the party validate your entry as genuine if you do not conform to its laws? Likewise, conformity to Christ comes with its own tests and trials. The tests and trials of faith are the way to God, as the Scriptures teach. God tests all men; He tested and tried everyone who came to Him; even Christ, the Son of Man, wasn’t spared from it.

Why does the Lord test? From the beginning of time, we can see the tests and trials of the godly. Jeremiah 17:9 says, ‘The heart is deceitful above all things and desperately wicked; who can know it? I, the LORD, search the heart; I try the reins, even to give every man according to his ways and according to the fruit of his doings.’ (Jeremiah 17:9-10)

Now, why would someone believe that being justified is the culmination of the work of salvation? Being saved or justified by faith is not the end—it is only the entry point into a journey with the Spirit of God. Justification is the beginning of a lifelong process, where the believer is progressively conformed to the image of Christ, continually transformed by the power of the Holy Spirit. The fullness of salvation includes sanctification and glorification, not just the initial act of being justified.

This journey of growth involves a continual deepening of our relationship with Him through His Word, prayer, and obedience. It requires an ongoing transformation of our hearts and minds, where we become more like Christ in character and conduct. The new birth initiates this process, but it is through sanctification that we are shaped into the image of the Son, pressing forward toward the fullness of the life He offers. As we mature in this union, we discover the depths of His love, the richness of His grace, and the inheritance reserved for those who endure and grow in faith.

It takes spiritual maturity to become skilful in the word of righteousness and to partake of His holiness and the divine nature, as Hebrews 5:13-14 and 12:5-11 teach us. These verses reveal that the mature believer, one who has learnt through experience and discipline, is able to discern good from evil and partake of the divine nature. The word used there is ἐμπειρος (empires)—it is derived from the combination of ἐν (en), meaning “in,” and πειρα (peira), meaning “trial” or “experience.” Literally, it means “one who is in experience”—a person who has gained skill and proficiency through ongoing exposure to challenges and practical experiences. Many are the afflictions of the righteous—Psalm 34:19. If the Captain of our salvation had to be made perfect through sufferings, and, being made perfect, became the author of eternal salvation to all who obey Him (Hebrews 2:10, 11; 5:8, 9), how much more must we?

Hebrews 6:15; 11:27; and 12:2, 3, 7 all speak of enduring faith, highlighting the perseverance of those who trusted God despite trials. In Hebrews 6:15, we see Abraham’s patience and faith leading to the fulfilment of God’s promise. Hebrews 11:27 speaks of Moses enduring, as he chose the reproach of Christ over the pleasures of Egypt. Joseph: ‘Until the time that his word came, the word of the LORD tried him.’ (Psalm 105:19) Hebrews 12:2, 3, and 7 urge believers to look to Jesus as the ultimate example of endurance through suffering, encouraging us to persevere in our own trials.

On the other hand, a babe in Christ, described here as ἀπειρος (apeiros), refers to one who is spiritually immature and unskillful in the word of righteousness (yet carnal—1 Corinthians 3:1-3). This term indicates someone who has not yet matured in their faith (being weaned on the milk—1 Peter 2:2). The idea of being “weaned on milk” typically refers to a person who has only had basic, introductory exposure to spiritual things. They lack the ability to rightly apply or fully understand the “word of righteousness”—God’s truth regarding how to live righteously. They are unskilled or inept in the “word of righteousness,” meaning they lack the ability to rightly apply or understand God’s Word, particularly when it comes to living a righteous life. Essentially, they are still in the early stages of spiritual development, unable to handle the deeper aspects of the Christian walk, remaining confined to the basics of the faith, and being under the sway of the innate corruption, yielding to unrighteousness, and, as children, tossed to and fro, and carried about with every wind of doctrine—Ephesians 4:14.

The spiritually immature lack the inner strength to bear all things for righteousness’ sake. However, the spiritual person, in whom the love of God is perfected, stands firm and unshaken when trials and testing come. This person remains steadfast in the Lord, refusing to fight fleshly battles—even in the face of family conflicts—and endures with unwavering faith. By resisting the devil, they ultimately secure victory in their circumstances. Whether they succeed outwardly or not, the fruit of righteousness is cultivated within them, proving their trustworthiness before God. Such a person is a true Jew, one who is inwardly transformed.

This is the difference: Whoso keeps his word (doer of the word—James 1:22); in him verily is the love of God perfected; hereby know we that we are in him. He that saith he abides in him ought himself also so to walk, even as he walked—1 John 2:5, 6. This is the state of a spiritual man. He is steadfast and staggers not. Let’s examine ourselves to see whether we have grown to this point and whether we possess or have developed this love: Charity ἀγάπη (agapé) suffers long and is kind; charity envies not; charity vaunts not itself, is not puffed up, does not behave itself unseemly, seeks not her own (seeks the betterment of the other person), is not easily provoked, thinks no evil (renders not evil for evil unto any man); Rejoices not in iniquity (he is vexed and grieved by his own and the world’s sinful state) but rejoices in the truth (his heart delights in the word of God—Psalm 1:2); bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, and endures all things. 1 Corinthians 13:4-7.

Paul said, When I was a child, I spoke as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child, but when I became a man (spiritually mature), I PUT AWAY childish things. —1 Corinthians 13:11 Galatians 4:3 says: Even so we, when we were children, were in bondage under the elements of the world.”

This verse is part of Paul’s argument in the book of Galatians, where he contrasts the former life under the law (as a system of bondage) with the new life in Christ. Paul speaks about the time before believers came to the knowledge of the gospel, when they were “children” (spiritually immature), living under the dominion of “the elements of the world.” In the context of spiritual immaturity, these “elements” might refer to the basic principles of the world—law, rituals, and earthly wisdom—that keep people in bondage, unable to access the deeper spiritual truths of the gospel.

“The “bondage to the elements” represents a state of spiritual infancy—a time before the believer is freed from the elementary teachings of the world. These elements could be rules, rituals, or worldly wisdom that do not lead to spiritual freedom. A spiritually immature person, like a child, remains trapped in the basic elements of the faith and is unable to experience the freedom that comes from the fullness of Christ.

Let us LAY ASIDE every weight and the sin which doth so easily beset us—Hebrews 12:1—in the context of iniquity or even a specific, recurring sin that entangles believers, hindering their spiritual progress. The phrase “beset” is translated from the Greek word “euperistaton” (εὐπερίστατον), meaning something that is easily surrounding or entangling. It conveys the image of sin as something that easily encircles or entangles a believer, preventing them from advancing in their faith and spiritual maturity.

Besetting sin is often seen as a recurring, habitual sin—a pattern or inclination that continually trips up the believer. It might be something like pride, anger, lust, covetousness, unforgiveness, pleasure-seeking, or dishonesty—sins that seem to persistently ensnare the believer’s thoughts, actions, and attitudes, which the Bible instructs us to put off—Colossians 3:8. And these are not occasional lapses, but rather persistent struggles that hold a believer back. This is why the throne of grace is made available to OBTAIN mercy—for by mercy and truth alone iniquity gets purged—Proverbs 16:6. Remember the cliché: ye shall know the truth, and the truth will make you free—John 8:32. You can’t simply put it off just because it says so; it requires time and a reliance on God and His Spirit, along with the continual washing of the Word and the trials that work toward it. The Spirit of God, through His word, shall sit as a refiner and purify us—Malachi 3.

Sowing is a process in both the natural and spiritual realms, where the seeds we plant in our hearts and lives determine the harvest we reap. Be not deceived; God is not mocked, for whatsoever a man sows, that shall he also reap—Galatians 6:7. The field of the slothful, a man without understanding, is grown over with thorns, and the nettles had covered the face thereof, and the stone wall thereof was broken down (Proverbs 24:30,31). A slothful man refers to one who fails to take the time to care for his inner man, neglecting his spiritual growth and relationship with God, doesn’t he? The thorns and thistles represent cares, riches, and pleasures of this life bringing no fruit to perfection. Luke 8:14 The stone wall, however, could represent the protective boundaries or strength of character that are compromised when we neglect spiritual discipline. When the wall is broken down, it opens the door to vulnerability, allowing worldly distractions and spiritual decay to take root.

Matthew 13:6 – And when the sun rose—representing the trials of life—they were scorched, having no root. Because they had no root, they withered. Such shall only serve to fuel the fire of hell. Now you understand the gravity of why Paul instructed us: ‘Wherefore, my beloved, as ye have always obeyed, not as in my presence only, but now much more in my absence, work out your own salvation with fear and trembling. Philippians 2:12

The Bible warns that “he who sows to the flesh will reap corruption”—a corruption that leads to depravity, iniquity upon iniquity, and ultimately, the sin that leads to death, spiralling from bad to worse. This decay cannot be ignored. Unless we bring our inner depravity—our spiritual rottenness—before Christ in utter remorse, it will continue to consume us. There comes a point when the weight of our corruption should distress us so deeply that it drives us to seek the Lord earnestly, inviting His Spirit to cleanse and transform us so that we may be freed from the misery of our inherent sinfulness.

If we say that we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us. If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. If we say that we have not sinned, we make him a liar, and his word is not in us. 1 John 1:8-10; Romans 7:14-24.

Iniquity (Lawlessness):
The concept of besetting sin aligns with the biblical idea of iniquity—a deeply entrenched moral perversity that is not merely a one-time act of sin but a persistent condition. Iniquity speaks to lawlessness or rebellion against God, and it manifests in habits or attitudes that entangle the believer in sinful behaviour. This sin may be so deeply ingrained in the believer’s nature that it keeps them from growing spiritually, often because they have not fully submitted to Christ’s transformative work. One could trace the iniquity back to their ancestors and parents, which might seem like a cursed life. However, in reality, it is the deeply ingrained iniquity that has not been dealt with by God that is making one’s life miserable. It is only when we bring this iniquity before the Lord in prayer and through a genuine confession of the heart, recognising our own corruption, that we can experience true healing and freedom. Without this surrender, the cycle of sin and misery continues, often mistaken for a generational curse, when it is in fact the unresolved iniquity that has yet to be brought under the redemptive power of God’s grace.

It took me at least 25 years to recognise the depth of my own rottenness—the iniquity that so easily besets me. This realisation has compelled me to share the truth about our real condition. One day, during a Spirit-led fast, the Lord revealed something to me that I could hardly believe—a vice that was just one of many deeply rooted in my heart, hidden for years and controlling me in ways I never realised. He not only exposed it but, in His mercy, He also expelled it from me. I could literally feel a spirit departing from within me, a deep, hidden hatred toward God that I hadn’t even known was there.

Deep down, I longed for the righteousness of God, feeling the weight of my need for it as my utter rottenness stared me in the face every day. The sting of it sought to torment me and take me captive. I was weary of this old self, constantly trying to pull me back into its grip. I began seeking His nature and holiness, and that’s when I started to see the entanglements of iniquity deeply ingrained in me—revelations that came through the Spirit of God. Until then, I didn’t understand why I kept circling around the same point, never making progress. It was this sin, which so easily besets us, that needed to be dealt with first before any true progress in life could be made.

One must take time to sit with the Lord in prayer and fasting when the Spirit directs, allowing space to examine one’s inner life and standing in Christ in the light of the holy Scriptures. But in reality, we often find ourselves consumed with building a life for ourselves and our families—caught up in the demands of daily responsibilities, peer pressures, work, and worldly pursuits. With all these distractions, the question arises: when do we truly carve out time for the things of God, especially the state of our spiritual lives? It’s easy to overlook or postpone this vital work, but it’s precisely in these moments of stillness and reflection with the Lord that we can hear His voice and address what’s been buried within us.

As Jesus asked Simon Peter, ‘Simon, son of Jonas, lovest thou me more than these?’ He is asking all of us the same question. And as He also said, ‘If anyone loves his father, mother, son, daughter, or family more than me, he is not worthy of me.’ In this context, ‘worthy of me’ means that such a person is not in a position to truly receive Jesus and His life. It’s not about personal merit, but about the devotion required to fully embrace Christ. When our love for others, even our closest family, outweighs our love for Him, we are not prepared to receive the fullness of His life and purpose. And he that taketh not his cross (the cost of discipleship, the trials in life that may arise due to following Christ and His word) and follows after me is not worthy of me—Matthew 10:37, 38. He that loves his life shall lose it (as they waste precious time neglecting their spiritual growth in Christ, prioritising the things of this present world instead), and he that hates his life in this world shall keep it unto life eternal—John 12:25. Jesus said, Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind. This is the first and great commandment.

In Philippians 3:7-11, the Apostle Paul explains that to follow Christ, he considers everything he once valued—his heritage, status, and achievements—as loss for the sake of Christ. He goes further, counting all things as dung in comparison to the excellency of the knowledge of Christ Jesus. This radical revaluation leads Paul to lose all things in order to win Christ and be found in Him, not with his own righteousness based on the law, but with the righteousness that comes through faith in Christ. Paul’s deepest desire is to know Christ intimately, experiencing the power of His resurrection, the fellowship of His sufferings, and being conformed to His death. In doing so, Paul aims to attain the resurrection of the dead, the ultimate reward of eternal life in Christ. Following Christ, therefore, requires a complete surrender of all worldly attachments, embracing a life of sacrificial devotion to Him, with the goal of being fully united with Christ in both His sufferings and His victory.

Is this what is being taught today? Isn’t it high time to examine ourselves, to see if we’ve been deceived, and return to the Lord? Apostasy is rampant, and as Jesus asked, ‘Will He find faith on the earth when He comes?’ Luke 18:8; 2 Thessalonians 2:3 This question seems clearer now more than ever. Can we honestly believe that we might not be among those who fall away? Some are content with their luxurious, retired life in a cosy cottage, believing they are ready to be received by God. But are you sure? Or will He say, “I never knew you; depart from me? Matthew 7:23 Shouldn’t we secure our destiny by being at the feet of Jesus, enquiring of the Scriptures, for in them is eternal life? John 5:39

Some become so engrossed in ministry that they place it above their own spiritual growth. In the end, I wonder what they’ve truly gained. It’s a frightening thought. A Christian’s primary focus should be to walk closely with the Lord, and ministry should naturally flow from that deep, personal relationship in wholehearted devotion to Christ.

You may attempt to please God with superficial worship, like what is often seen in many church gatherings today. But if you refuse to come to the feet of Jesus and immerse yourself in His Word to align your life with God’s ways, you may be heading down an uncertain path, one that ultimately leads to a lost position. If an aircraft deviates from its course, can it still reach its intended destination? Wouldn’t it risk running out of fuel and ultimately crashing? Likewise, we must stay on course—abiding in Christ and following sound doctrine. As 1 Timothy 4:16 says, “Take heed unto thyself and unto the doctrine; continue in them: for in doing this thou shalt both save thyself and them that hear thee.” Just as a plane must stay on its flight path to reach its destination, we must stay faithful to the truth in Christ to reach the goal of salvation.

Many people choose mere rituals and empty worship because it doesn’t require their full devotion or commitment to His Word. However, consider the layout of the tabernacle: those who worship with only their lips are standing in the outer courts, far from the Holy and Most Holy places. Is that where you want to remain, or do you desire to draw near to the presence of God, in full surrender to Him?

In the Old Testament tabernacle, worship occurred in three distinct areas, each with its own mode of worship, reflecting different levels of access to God’s presence and the roles of the people involved. The Outer Court, the Holy Place, and the Most Holy Place.                                                                              

The Outer Court, where the general congregation worshipped, represents superficial worship—rituals and songs that are outward and lack true devotion or alignment with God’s will. Here, the people’s feet are still in the world, engaged in external acts of worship without full separation from worldly influences. It is only when entering the Holy Place that one must go through a process of cleansing, symbolising the need to be set apart and cut off from the worldly system in order to draw closer to God in true devotion. In other words, this was where the general congregation, or the everyday worshippers, could enter. It was open to all and represented the initial step of approaching God, but it was still far from the most sacred areas. This corresponds to worship that is outward or superficial, such as offering prayers or songs that lack personal devotion or alignment with God’s will.                                                                                                                                                           

The Holy Place symbolises a deeper level of worship, where personal sacrifice, obedience, and intimacy with God are cultivated. This was the second, more sacred area, where only the priests could enter (we are called to be priests unto God—1 Peter 2:9; Revelation 1:6; 5:10). It symbolised a deeper relationship with God, involving personal sacrifice, intercession, and dedication to His service. Worship here would imply a more intimate, obedient life with true commitment to God’s Word.                       

The Most Holy Place, the innermost sanctum, represents the highest level of worship, characterised by absolute surrender and intimate communion with God (enter into the holiest by the blood of Jesus—Hebrews 10:19). As one approaches the Holy of Holies, words grow fewer, for the presence of God becomes so overwhelming that it shifts from speaking to simply receiving from Him. Those who enter into this sacred place of prayer and devotion and receive from God are the ones truly equipped to go out and serve others. They alone have something of eternal value to offer. Sadly, many who remain in the outer court—caught up in ritual and external worship—have taken on the role of ministers today, but without the depth of encounter that only those who draw near to God in the holy place can truly impart.                                                                                                                                                                                                                  

Many today remain in the ‘Outer Court’ of superficial worship, attending services without true transformation. There is no sacrifice required on their part, and they stand outside, performing rituals or singing songs without being willing to separate from the world. They believe that simply going through the motions—without a change of heart or a willingness to give up worldly attachments—will be enough to please God. But true worship requires more than external actions; it demands a transformation that comes from the inside out, where one must be willing to lay down their worldly desires and draw closer to God’s will. True discipleship calls for entering into deeper intimacy with God, where worship is not just external but marked by obedience, surrender, and a heart fully aligned with His Word.

Let me be clear: I’m not against worship or spiritual songs. They are vital, and God delights in melodies from the heart and songs that uplift and edify His people. When truly heartfelt, worship can draw us closer to God. But what I’m urging is that worship doesn’t end with just the songs or the rituals. These expressions should be stepping stones that lead us deeper into God’s presence. And we must be able to discern the spirit behind a song, as many songs today are not inspired by the Spirit of God. Not all music that is called ‘worship’ reflects His truth or leads us into genuine communion with Him.

Jesus, foreseeing this generation, said, ‘Many will call me “Lord, Lord,” and worship me with their lips, but their hearts are far from me, and they do not truly love me.’ And on that day, I will say to them, ‘I never knew you; depart from me.’ Despite their protests, saying, ‘Lord, we did this in your name and that in your name—we were regular churchgoers; we followed the traditions,’ He will turn them away, for their worship was mere formality, and their hearts were not truly surrendered to Him. As the Bible says, they deceived themselves, being hearers of the word only and not doers, relying on outward acts instead of living in obedience to God’s truth—James 1:22. They chose the fleeting comforts and pleasures of this world over suffering alongside God’s people. They prioritised their own worldly life over living in the Spirit. They dedicate their entire lives to a worldly system that ensures their needs are met, where their faith isn’t challenged by the daily struggle for food or providing for their family. They’ve found security in the world, but at what price?

The writer believes that work is holy, but dedicating your entire life to a company is not what the Bible teaches—that’s what I stand against. God equips each of us with gifts for labour to provide for ourselves and our families, but our work should never consume us at the expense of our faith, family, or calling. True fulfilment comes from balancing our duties with our higher purpose in God’s kingdom, not from chasing worldly success or corporate gain.

Would someone be willing to spend as much time learning God’s Word as they would invest in establishing themselves in a worldly career, which often takes 3 to 10 years? While work and career are important, the Bible teaches that spiritual growth and knowledge of God should take precedence. Just as individuals dedicate years to mastering a profession, they should also invest time in seeking God’s kingdom and growing in His Word, which has eternal value. Spiritual maturity shapes our eternal destiny, and the time we spend developing a relationship with God is the most significant investment we can make. The rewards of knowing Christ far exceed any earthly achievement.

There is the perfect will of God, and then there’s His permissive will. Yet, many people often choose the permissive will instead of seeking God’s perfect plan. I wonder why that is. Perhaps it’s because God’s perfect will often requires sacrifice, surrender, and trust in His timing, while the permissive will can feel easier, more comfortable, and aligned with our own desires. But just because God permits something doesn’t mean it’s the best for us. The perfect will of God leads to true fulfilment and eternal purpose, while the permissive will might offer temporary satisfaction but ultimately falls short of His best for our lives.

So ask yourself: Where are you in your worship journey? Are you standing in the outer court, caught up in ritual and melody without depth? Or are you pressing deeper into God’s presence, moving beyond outward expressions to true communion with Him? Worship is vital, but it is meant to draw us near—not a place to remain. The invitation is there, but only you can choose to enter into the Holy Place.

When you compare these areas to the way people worship today, you could say that many are still in the “outer court” of worship—performing external rituals, singing songs, or attending services—but not truly coming to the feet of Jesus to be transformed or to align themselves fully with His Word. The “Holy Place” would then represent those who have a deeper relationship with God, following His Word more earnestly, being tried and tested. The “Most Holy Place” symbolises a life lived in absolute surrender, where the worshipper is fully immersed in God’s presence and obedient to His will, having become one with Christ.

It serves as a powerful reminder that true worship is not just external or ritualistic—it requires an inner transformation, a heart surrendered fully to God’s ways. This goes beyond intellectual knowledge (gnosis) to a deeper, personal understanding (epignosis) that results in true devotion and alignment with God’s will.

Many people assume there’s a quick path to wholeness, but that’s not how it works. God is close to those who are broken and humble in spirit. Before He can fill you, He must first break you. The question is, how many of us are truly willing to go through that refining process? Many would sing ‘Break me, mold me,’ but few are willing to take the necessary steps in the process. It’s easy to sing those words, but true transformation requires surrender and going through the refining fire that often isn’t comfortable or immediate.

People are being deceived into believing that the careers they choose to establish themselves in according to the world are from God. However, the Bible says the opposite—‘the pride of life is not from the Father, but from the world’ (1 John 2:16). In fact, those who love the world are called ‘adulterers and adulteresses’ in James 4:4-5: ‘Do you not know that friendship with the world is enmity with God? Whosoever therefore will be a friend of the world is the enemy of God.’ The Scripture warns that the spirit that dwells in us lusts to envy, pointing to the deep spiritual conflict of aligning ourselves with the world. To do so is spiritual fornication or whoredom, as it betrays our true allegiance to God.

When you are well-founded according to the world’s standards—whether through career success, wealth, or status—you gain the approval and honour of the world. The world loves its own, and those who align with its values are often given the best positions, respect, and privileges. You’re more likely to be picked above others for marriage, given a prominent seat, or even offered a good dowry in some cultures, because the world rewards success and conformity to its system.

Sadly, even within the church, many have lost their vision and now honour those who are well-founded in the ways of the world—those with wealth, status, or influence—over those who are godly at heart. The ones who may not be as financially established but who walk in humility, love, and reverence for God are often overlooked. The church, instead of honouring the heart that seeks God above all, can sometimes elevate the external success and worldly achievement that the world values.

Out of deep remorse and sorrow, I must admit that one of the most corrupt individuals I have encountered was within the Christian world—those who profess to know God but live as though they were heathens, with no fear of God or reverence for His Word, having no remorse whatsoever. It grieves me to see individuals who claim Christ with their lips but deny Him through their actions, living in stark contrast to the holiness and obedience that the faith calls for. Their lives often reflect a disconnection from the truth of the gospel, and it is a heartbreaking reminder of how easily one can be deceived into thinking that outward profession is enough while inward transformation is neglected.

But beyond the big issues, what truly takes me aback is the glaring absence of the love of God in their hearts—an absence of the very virtue that should characterise those who have been born again. The love of God is meant to be the foundation of our new life in Christ, yet it is often absent in those who claim to know Him. This is our calling as followers of God, as beloved children: to walk in love, just as Christ loved us and gave Himself up for us—an offering and a sacrifice to God, a fragrant aroma. (Ephesians 5:1) This lack of love for God and others leaves me deeply troubled and even leads me to doubt the authenticity of their rebirth. The Bible tells us that the love of God is poured out in our hearts through the Holy Ghost (Romans 5:5), and it is this love that should radically transform our lives. When this love is missing, it raises serious questions about whether the new birth has truly occurred and whether the faith they profess is genuine.

As followers of God, beloved children, our mandate is clear: “And walk in love, as Christ also hath loved us, and hath given himself for us an offering and a sacrifice to God for a sweet-smelling savour” (Ephesians 5:1). This love is not just an abstract concept but a practical reality that must shape our interactions. We cannot try, pretend, or assume to love God without loving the person whom we can see. Jesus made it clear that if we claim to love God but fail to love others, we are deceiving ourselves (1 John 4:20). Love for God is demonstrated in how we love those around us, especially those who are close to us. Love for God is always reflected in love for people—our brothers and sisters in Christ, and even those outside the household of faith.

Let all bitterness, wrath, anger, clamour, and evil speaking be PUT AWAY from you, with all malice (Ephesians 4:31). Instead, we are called to be KIND to one another, TENDERHEARTED, forgiving one another, even as God for Christ’s sake has forgiven you (Ephesians 4:32). When we walk in these virtues, we reflect Christ’s love. However, when we harbour malice, anger, or unforgiveness, we grieve the Holy Spirit (Ephesians 4:30), hindering His work in our lives. It is clear that our love for others should be as selfless and sacrificial as Christ’s love for us, for it is “Christ who gave Himself up for us” as the ultimate offering to God, a model of love that demands a response from us in how we treat others.

Therefore, to honour God’s love for us, we must lay aside all forms of negativity and extend the same grace and mercy that He has shown to us. As the elect of God, holy and beloved, we are called to PUT ON bowels of mercies, kindness, humbleness of mind, meekness, and longsuffering; forbearing one another and forgiving one another (Colossians 3:12-13). If any man has a quarrel against another, even as Christ forgave you, so also do ye (Colossians 3:13). And above all, put on charity, which is the bond of perfectness (Colossians 3:14). This charity, or love, is the ultimate expression of Christ in us, binding all virtues together in perfect unity. Love is the “fulfilment of the law” and the sign that we truly belong to Christ. It is through this love that the world will know that we are His disciples (John 13:35).

In everything we do, we are called to reflect “Christ’s love,” not as a mere sentiment but as a living, active force in our lives, expressed through kindness, forgiveness, and self-sacrifice. When we live this way, we are not only honouring God but also allowing His Spirit to work freely in us, transforming our hearts and relationships into a testimony of His grace and goodness.

Knowing God carries a deeper significance than merely possessing intellectual knowledge.

On the surface, we can put on a facade, but deep within the recesses of our hearts, there are sinful dispositions that silently consume us. This is what Scripture refers to as our innate or inherent sinful nature, as described in Romans 7. For some, these vices may manifest in areas like sexual immorality, sensuality, lust of the eyes, theft, or fornication. For others, it could be uncontrolled anger, envy, hatred, or even gossip and lying, often justified as harmless “white lies.” These sinful tendencies, though varied, are all expressions of the innate or inherent sinful nature that holds us captive if left unchecked.

Jesus said, That which cometh out of the man, that defileth the man. For from within, out of the heart of men, proceed evil thoughts, adulteries, fornications, murders, thefts, covetousness, wickedness, deceit, lasciviousness, an evil eye, blasphemy, pride, and foolishness: All these evil things come from within and defile the man—Matthew 7:20-23. It defiles us!

What else could defile us? Hebrews 12:14-17 speaks powerfully about the dangers of spiritual defilement and the importance of pursuing peace and holiness. The passage warns us that a root of bitterness can spring up within us, defiling not just ourselves but many others. It emphasises that without peace with all men and holiness, no one will see the Lord.

The Spirit of God urges us to be diligent in ensuring that we do not fall short of God’s grace, warning that bitterness, when left unchecked, can trouble us and spread, causing others to stumble as well. This bitterness can lead to the rise of other vices, such as fornication or a profane spirit, exemplified in the story of Esau. For a single moment of fleshly desire, Esau sold his birthright, trading something eternal for the temporary satisfaction of his hunger. Later, when he sought the blessing, he was rejected, unable to find a place of repentance, despite his tears. This passage serves as a reminder of the consequences of ignoring the call to holiness and peace and the need to deal with the roots of bitterness that can defile our hearts and hinder our relationship with God.

This isn’t a call to change yourself but a call to walk closely with Christ, allowing Him to cleanse and purify you. He will enable you to live in true obedience, not just through outward adherence to the law but by living a Spirit-filled life. Our responsibility is to be as Christ was to the Father—submissive to Him in every area of our lives.

In fact, it is not your duty to make yourselves holy by adherence to any laws. For if there had been a law given that could have given life, verily righteousness should have been by the law—Galatians 3:21. The righteousness of God gets imputed to us. Philippians 2:13 says, “For it is God who works in you both to will and to do for His good pleasure. Christ living in us is the hope of glory—Colossians 1:27. Holiness is the work of God in you, enabling you to partake in His holiness and divine nature. It is only by His grace that we can be transformed. As the Scripture says, ‘No one can receive anything unless it has been given him from heaven’ (John 3:27). The ability to walk in holiness and the divine nature is not of ourselves but is a gift from God. And the law of the Spirit in life in Christ Jesus washes us thoroughly and prepares us as vessels unto honour, sanctified and meet for the master’s use, and prepared unto every good work.

Relying on our own efforts to attain holiness puts us in a dangerous cycle, just like Israel and the Galatians, who fell from grace by trying to be holy through their own works after beginning in the Spirit. This is the essence of legalism—starting in grace but then shifting to human effort, attempting to achieve righteousness through the law instead of through the Spirit. It’s like adding rules such as ‘Do not touch, do not taste, do not handle’ (Colossians 2:21), which only lead us further from the true life in the Spirit.

As Paul warns in Galatians 5:1, we are not to be entangled again in the yoke of bondage—legalism, with its false humility and outward rituals. Unfortunately, modern-day Protestants too often fall into this same trap, practicing legalistic behaviors under the guise of piety, focusing on outward appearances and man-made rules rather than on the inward transformation through the Spirit. These rituals and rules can take many forms, from strict observances of traditions to an emphasis on external morality, all of which can lead us away from the true freedom and life we have in Christ. And like in the first century, those who go against these traditions are often ostracized, marked as defectors and sinners, creating division within the body of Christ and missing the heart of the gospel.

Such man-made regulations only bring us back into slavery, whereas Christ has called us to freedom through the Spirit. The false brethren, as seen in Galatians 2:4, couldn’t bear this liberty and sought to impose these rules, but following such practices only distances us from the true freedom and life we have in Christ.

For those caught in legalism, everything becomes sin—some wear only white clothes, believing it sinful to wear anything coloured or what they deem ‘good’ clothing. Others focus solely on what goes into the stomach, much like the Pharisees—Matthew 15:17-20. They ignore the sinfulness of the heart while condemning external things, missing the true essence of righteousness. In contrast, the apostles in Acts 15:28-29 gave only a few commands to the Gentiles, such as abstaining from food offered to idols, blood, things strangled, and fornication, and explicitly stated, ‘We should not burden you with anything beyond these essential requirements.’ Legalism adds countless unnecessary rules, but true holiness is not found in outward rituals but in a heart surrendered to Christ.

Israel, despite having the law, missed the righteousness of God because they sought it through works instead of faith. As Paul warns the Galatians, ‘Having begun in the Spirit, are you now being made perfect by the flesh?’ (Galatians 3:3). This legalistic mindset only leads to frustration and failure, because true holiness comes through God’s grace, not through human effort. And in the end, such people find themselves devoid of true joy and life, having either failed the grace of God or fallen from grace itself.

We are indeed called to be the temple of the Holy Ghost. But do we truly desire to possess His fullness without first undergoing the internal cleansing and transformation that comes through Christ our Lord? The grace of God makes it possible for Christ to dwell in our hearts by faith (Ephesians 3:17). But putting on Christ is a different thing altogether—something we must aim toward, for it requires a daily commitment to live out His character and nature in our lives. After all, you cannot live out what you do not possess within, nor can you reap what you haven’t sown (Galatians 6:7). But before He can fully dwell in us, He must cleanse us thoroughly. He will only dwell in a holy place. The Spirit of Christ dwells in us as the Spirit of sonship, but for the Holy Ghost to come and dwell in us in His full glory, the temple must first be purified and in order. It is through the work of Christ that we are made a suitable dwelling place for the fullness of God. That ye might be filled with all the fulness of God – Ephesians 3:19.

James 4:8 tells us, Cleanse your hands, you sinners, and purify your hearts, you double-minded; put off concerning the former conversation the old man, which is corrupt according to the deceitful lusts”—Ephesians 4:22; let us cleanse ourselves from all filthiness of the flesh and spirit, perfecting holiness in the fear of God—2 Corinthians 7:1.

The discipline and training that come through God’s loving correction lead us to a deeper holiness, refining us to share in His nature and righteousness. The process of sanctification is not just about obeying laws but about a deeper alignment with the heart of God (according to the law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus—Romans 8), becoming more like Christ as we walk in His truth.

This is what it means to suffer as a Christian for the sake of righteousness’ cause. And if children, then heirs; heirs of God and joint heirs with Christ; if so be that we suffer with him, that we may also be glorified together—Romans 8:17 “If we suffer, we shall also reign with Him; if we deny Him, He also will deny us.” — 2 Timothy 2:12; 1 Peter 4:13

Understand that you are integrated into “one new man” as living stones (Ephesians 2:15; 1 Peter 2:5). Just as the natural body is made up of many parts, so is Christ’s body (1 Corinthians 12:12; Ephesians 4:16). If one member suffers, all the members suffer with it (1 Corinthians 12:26). Didn’t the head of this body suffer for us? If so, how can the pain not be felt throughout the entire body? Each member shares in the pain—unless, of course, you are not truly part of it. That’s why, as a member of this body, it is inseparable from our experience to share in the sufferings of Christ (1 Peter 4:13; Romans 8:17; 2 Timothy 2:12).

What does it mean that He will deny us? Yes, it is true. Just as God did not spare the natural branches of Israel, neither will He spare us if we deny Him—Romans 11:21—by rejecting His way of life and failing to remain connected to the Vine. If we rebel, murmuring through unbelief, as the Israelites did, we are walking the same dangerous path; we risk separation from Him. Hebrews 3:12 warns that to harbour or continue in an evil heart of unbelief is to turn away from the living God. This departure is often subtle—it’s more about the condition of the heart than any outward, drastic action. It’s a matter of turning away from God and seeking hope in something else, like turning back to Egypt rather than trusting the Lord who delivered us from it. It’s a refusal to trust God when things aren’t going well, choosing to doubt His word and His guidance instead of holding fast to His promises. It’s as if we think He is failing us by not providing for us when times are rough. But then, what does the testing of our faith mean? Is it not through trials that our faith is refined, proving its genuineness? These things happened to them as examples for us, and they are written for our admonition, as 1 Corinthians 10:10-11 reminds us—”upon whom the ends of the world have come.” Their failures serve as warnings, urging us to stay vigilant and faithful so we don’t fall into the same patterns of disobedience and unbelief. The consequences they faced should stir us to examine our own hearts and remain steadfast in the faith.

To deny Him, then, is not just to speak against Him—it’s to doubt His goodness, to question His provision, and to walk as though He has abandoned us when in reality, He is working in ways we may not immediately understand. The testing of our faith is not a sign of His failure but a process to purify and strengthen us. Just as the Israelites’ rebellion in the wilderness was a failure to trust God’s promises, so too can our murmuring and unbelief keep us from experiencing the fullness of His grace. Let us, instead, hold fast to His word, trusting that He will not fail to provide even in the hardest of times.

A true Christian can experience seasons of want, lack, and seemingly unanswered prayers, which can make it feel as though God has left them or is not mindful of their needs. However, these times often have a deeper purpose. Just as God humbled and tested the Israelites in the wilderness (Deuteronomy 8:2-3), He sometimes allows His people to face difficulty to refine their faith and teach them to rely on Him. While it may seem like God is absent, these periods of testing can draw us closer to Him, strengthening our trust in His provision rather than our own understanding. As Romans 8:17-18 reminds us, suffering is part of the Christian walk, but it is temporary and leads to eternal glory. James 1:2-4 further teaches that trials develop perseverance and refine our character. So, while difficult, these times of apparent “lack” are not signs that God has forgotten us; they are part of His refining process to deepen our faith and dependence on Him.

I am writing to you in a time of deep desperation, when we can barely afford the basic necessities for our daily sustenance, and the needs of my immediate family are overwhelming. Both of my hands feel tied, and I am unable to help in the ways I want to. The natural tendency is for my mind to wander into disbelief, but in this moment, I am reminding myself to stand firm, recalling the trials endured by the holy men of the past. This path we walk is unlike the comfortable Western Christianity many are used to, isn’t it? The weight of this burden feels heavy, especially when we see others preach a message of prosperity, and we feel so far removed from it. It can make us feel out of place or even as if we’re in error. But in this moment of obscurity, I have no choice but to trust in God’s word, knowing that even in the hardest times, He is faithful.

Otherwise, what is faith for? What purpose does it serve? Is it just to work miracles? Surely, that can’t be the whole point. Faith is given to help us live and walk the path that leads to life. Without exercising faith, it’s impossible to please God—Hebrews 11:6. The fear of being separated from God through our disbelief should drive us back to Him, always.

The history of Israel serves as a sobering warning to us. 1 Corinthians 10:9-10 reminds us that God did not spare them when they rebelled but destroyed them for their disobedience and disbelief. Jude 1:5 also recalls, “Though ye once knew this, how that the Lord, having saved the people out of the land of Egypt, afterward destroyed them that believed not.” Israel struggled to believe in the ways of Christ, often clinging to their outward possession of the law and their claim to Moses. They thought that by simply having the law, they were right with God, but in reality, they missed the fullness of what God had intended through Christ. Just as they professed adherence to the law, they often denied the true spirit of it, rejecting the very fulfilment of the law in Christ. This disconnect between their profession and their actions mirrors the warning in Titus 1:16, where mere outward declarations of faith are insufficient without true obedience and transformation.

In Psalm 78:40-41, the psalmist reflects on how the Israelites repeatedly provoked God in the wilderness, grieving Him in the desert. Despite witnessing His mighty works, they turned back, tested God, and limited the Holy One of Israel through their unbelief and disobedience. This provocation is further echoed in Hebrews 3:8, where we are warned not to harden our hearts “as in the provocation, in the day of temptation in the wilderness.” The Israelites’ failure to trust God during their time of trial led them to test His patience and grieve His Spirit, serving as a powerful reminder for us today not to follow the same path of rebellion and disbelief.

Well, because of unbelief, they were broken off, and you stand by faith. Be not high-minded, but fear: for if God spared not the natural branches, take heed lest he also spare not thee. Behold therefore the goodness and severity of God: on them which fell, severity; but toward you, goodness, if you continue in his goodness; otherwise you also shall be cut off—Romans 11:19-22.

Likewise, we too might face our own wilderness testing—moments when our faith is challenged, and we are tempted to doubt God’s provision and goodness. Just as the Israelites did, we might struggle to trust God in the midst of hardship. But their story serves as a cautionary tale for us: we must not harden our hearts or turn away in disbelief when faced with trials. Instead, we are called to trust God, knowing that, just as He was with the Israelites in their wilderness, He remains with us through our own tests, refining and strengthening our faith. What a comfort it is to know that the Lord will never leave us alone to walk this path but has given us His Spirit. The same Spirit that empowered the saints of old now dwells in us, guiding, comforting, and strengthening us in our trials. In our moments of weakness, He is our constant companion, reminding us that we are never truly alone, even when the road is hard.

In Acts 7:39, Stephen recounts how the Israelites, despite experiencing God’s deliverance, “would not obey but thrust him from them, and in their hearts turned back again into Egypt.” This reflects a deeper spiritual rebellion, where their hearts longed for the security of their past in Egypt, rather than trusting in the God who was leading them to freedom. Likewise, we too are prone to “thrust the Lord from us” through disbelief. In moments of trial or hardship, when God’s ways don’t align with our expectations, it’s easy to turn our hearts back to the comfort of the familiar, much like the Israelites did. This warning, then, is not just a historical lesson but a caution directed toward us as well: if we harden our hearts in disbelief, we risk turning away from the very God who calls us to trust Him, even when the way forward is uncertain. The same caution given to the Israelites applies to us today, urging us to remain steadfast in faith, even when faced with trials that challenge our understanding.

Many Christians, without realising it, have already turned back in their hearts, deceiving themselves and unaware of their true stance with the Lord. Their regular church attendance leads them to believe that all is well, assuming that the Lord is pleased with their outward rituals, not recognising that true devotion goes beyond mere acts and requires a heart that is fully surrendered to Him.

Titus 1:16 says, “They profess that they know God, but in works they deny him, being abominable and disobedient, and unto every good work reprobate.” (KJV) This highlights the truth that it’s not enough to merely profess knowledge about God—knowing His principles, commandments, and doctrines—without truly applying them to one’s life or having a deep, relational understanding of Him. Gnosis refers to this kind of superficial knowledge. On the other hand, epignosis is intimate, experiential knowledge that goes beyond just intellectual assent. It’s about knowing God in a relational, heart-transforming way through His Word, and it leads to spiritual maturity.

So, to deny His ways—His commandments, His teachings, His character—is to deny Him in practice. When we refuse to follow His ways, we effectively reject His authority in our lives. This aligns with the biblical principle that true faith is demonstrated through obedience, and without it, our profession of knowing God is hollow. And as Jesus said, in vain they do worship me, teaching for doctrines the commandments of men (Matthew 15:9).

The phrase “believed not” carries a profound meaning, linking it not only to a lack of intellectual belief but also to disobedience and a lack of trust in God’s ways. For in their hearts, they turned back to Egypt. As Acts 7:39 says, “To whom our fathers would not obey, but thrust him from them, and in their hearts turned back again into Egypt.”

This serves as a clear reminder that true belief cannot be separated from obedience, and rejecting God’s ways brings us back into spiritual bondage. Isn’t it time to examine whether we truly possess this kind of knowledge—epignosis?

Isn’t it a question we all must ask ourselves: Will we trust the Lord our God when times are tough and we are in need?

When times are tough and challenges feel overwhelming, that’s when I feel a deep excitement rise in my spirit. Instead of complaining or grieving God’s heart, I learnt to choose to thank Him for the trials. Though my flesh may be burning, my spirit rejoices—this also I’ve learnt should be the true posture of a Christian. If our inner stance is one of gloom and despair, it’s a sign we need to check our spiritual foundation. Are we truly rooted and grounded in Christ and His Word?

I can’t boast that I’ve always been steady and steadfast, but the goodness of God has kept me and led me to be planted in His Word. This is what it means to be founded upon the rock. When the tide rises and the storm hits, the house built on that foundation will stand the test of time, for it is anchored on the solid, unshakeable rock of Christ.

Come to Christ and bring all your sorrows, needs, petitions, and everything you lack to Him—He is more than enough for you. What you lack, He will supply through His eternal Spirit. He longs for a deep and intimate fellowship with you. If you feel unworthy of Him, you may be right in acknowledging your shortcomings, but know this: you are still worthy to receive Christ, the Lord and King, as your partner. Just stay true to His Word, and He will meet you where you are.

Humble yourselves in the sight of the Lord, and he shall lift you up—James 4:10. Be clothed with humility, for God resists the proud and gives grace to the humble. Humble yourselves, therefore, under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time, casting all your care upon him, for he cares for you—1 Peter 5:5-7.

The Word of God tells us to “leap for joy” in the midst of trials—Luke 6:22-23 says, “Rejoice ye in that day, and leap for joy: for, behold, your reward is great in heaven.” James 5:11 reminds us, “Behold, we count them happy which endure. Ye have heard of the patience of Job and have seen the end of the Lord, that the Lord is very pitiful and of tender mercy.” Like as a father pitieth his children, so the LORD pitieth them that fear him—Psalm 1033:13. Look unto Jesus, the author and finisher of our faith, who for the joy that was set before him endured the cross, despising the shame, and is set down at the right hand of the throne of God—Hebrews 12:1,2. If we endure, God deals with us as with sons—Hebrews 12:7. The just shall live by faith, but if any man draw back (in times of trials and faith are tried), my soul shall have no pleasure in him – Hebrews 10:38. Abraham did not waver in unbelief but remained strong in faith, giving glory to God. We, too, are called to follow in those same steps of faith—Romans 4:12, 29. And in James 1:2, we are instructed, “My brethren, count it all joy when ye fall into divers temptations.” These verses remind us that our trials are not in vain but are opportunities to grow in faith and trust, with the promise of a great reward in heaven and God’s tender mercy guiding us through.

The word “temptations” in James 1:2 (where it says, “count it all joy when ye fall into divers temptations”) is the Greek word “peirasmos” (πειρασμός).“Peirasmos” refers to trials or tests that challenge our faith. These can be difficult circumstances or situations that test our patience, endurance, and trust in God. The verse encourages believers to count it as joy, not because of the difficulty itself, but because of the opportunity to grow spiritually and rely on God’s strength through those trials.

Can you find one person in the Scriptures whose faith was never tested or tried? For it is through sufferings that we are shaped, as suffering builds perseverance, perseverance builds character, and character leads to hope (Romans 5:3-4). Moreover, as Hebrews 12:5-11 and 2 Peter 1:4 remind us, though it is grievous, suffering refines us, helping us partake in the divine nature and share in His holiness. And there are no shortcuts—this is the process that leads to true transformation.

These days, many talk about fellowship with the Lord, but do they emphasise that true fellowship is not merely superficial? Fellowship with Christ also means sharing in His sufferings. We are called into the fellowship of His Son, Jesus Christ our Lord (1 Corinthians 1:9). This is exactly what the Apostle Paul sought after: “That I may know Him, and the power of His resurrection, and the fellowship of His sufferings, being made conformable unto His death; if by any means I might attain unto the resurrection of the dead” (Philippians 3:10-11). True fellowship with Christ involves both the power of His resurrection and the intimacy of His sufferings.

When we let the word of Christ dwell in us richly, in all wisdom, we come to possess this experiential knowledge—Colossians 3:16. 1 John 2:13-14 states that those who are born of God and in whom the love of God dwells have known Him. Similarly, 1 John 4:12 says that if we love one another, God dwells in us, and this indwelling of God through His eternal Spirit is what imparts that knowledge of the Holy One.

We often know how to sidestep such a life, opting for a more comfortable version of Christianity. Yet, we must understand that the outcomes of these two paths are starkly different in the end. Can we truly neglect so great a salvation and expect to escape the consequences? Ministers of Satan, disguised as ministers of righteousness (2 Corinthians 11:14-15), have infiltrated to teach a different way from what has been established. This is the path the majority prefer, as they seek to satisfy their itching ears and reject sound doctrine (2 Timothy 4:3).

Just as children naturally know their father because of the blood connection, those who are born of God come to know God through the spiritual rebirth and the intimate, relational knowledge that results from that connection—da’at or epignosis.

In Matthew 7:21-23, Jesus is addressing those who claimed to have done works in His name—prophesying, casting out demons, and performing miracles—and yet, despite all their outward religious activities, Jesus declares, ‘I never knew you, workers of iniquity.’ This statement goes beyond merely not being acquainted with them. It highlights the reality that they never had an intimate, relational connection with Jesus and failed to purge themselves from inherent corruption. As Scripture commands, we are to ‘cleanse ourselves from all filthiness of the flesh and spirit, perfecting holiness in the fear of God’ (2 Corinthians 7:1). They also neglected to ‘put off concerning the former conversation the old man, which is corrupt according to the deceitful lusts’ (Ephesians 4:22; Colossians 3:8,9). For ‘the wrath of God is revealed from heaven against all ungodliness and unrighteousness of men, who hold the truth in unrighteousness‘ (Romans 1:18). So the “knowing” Jesus refers to here is not intellectual knowledge or even surface-level acknowledgement but da’at, the deep, relational knowledge that comes through a genuine spiritual connection that comes through living out His word. For this is the will of God, even your sanctification, that we should abstain from fornication: that every one of us should know how to possess his vessel in sanctification and honor—1 Timothy 4:3, 4.

In the Hebrew Scriptures, “knowing” often speaks of intimacy—as when the Bible says “Adam knew Eve” (Genesis 4:1), which signifies a deep, personal, and intimate relationship, not just awareness or recognition. This same idea applies when Jesus speaks about knowing His followers. In John 10:14, He says, “I am the good shepherd, and I know my sheep and am known of mine.” This knowing is the deep relational connection between Christ and His followers, built on the new birth and ongoing communion with Him in everything.

When Jesus says, “I never knew you,” He is declaring that those people never entered into this kind of intimate relationship with Him. Though they might have done religious works, they did not possess da’at, the experiential, relational knowledge that comes through being born of the Spirit and being united with Christ in His sufferings. If you endure chastening, God deals with you as with sons; for what son is he whom the father chasteneth not? But if you are without chastisement, whereof all are partakers, then you are bastards and not sons—Hebrews 12:7, 8.

This knowing is a sign of intimacy with Christ—those who are genuinely born again are brought into a real, transformative relationship with Him. But those who do not know Him in this way, despite their outward religious appearances, are estranged from Him.

  • “I never knew you” highlights that the relationship with Jesus is not about religious actions or even professed belief; it’s about being united with Him through the new birth, where we receive the life of God (zoē) and come to know Him in the most intimate, experiential way.
  • The da’at that comes through the new birth is what enables us to know God as our Father and Jesus as our Saviour. If this personal connection is missing, then, despite outward appearances or religious works, the relationship is not genuine, and Jesus will say, “I never knew you.”

In sum, the “I never knew you” statement is deeply tied to the idea of da’at—a spiritual, intimate knowledge that is rooted in being born of God. Without this relationship, no amount of religious activity or outward obedience can bring one into true communion with Christ.

In the case of Jesus’ statement, ‘I never knew you, workers of iniquity‘ (Matthew 7:23), He’s referring to those who profess faith but have not been transformed by it. They continue in sin, without a true, repentant relationship with Him, remaining spiritually immature and carnally oriented—‘still babes in Christ’ (1 Corinthians 3:1-3).

Psalm 69:27 warns, ‘Add iniquity unto their iniquity, and let them not come into thy righteousness.’ In parallel, Romans 6:19 says, ‘I speak after the manner of men because of the infirmity of your flesh; for as ye have yielded your members servants to uncleanness and to iniquity unto iniquity, even so now yield your members servants to righteousness unto holiness.’ This is a clear statement of judgement upon those who persist in their corruption and do not continuously yield their members to righteousness or come to the throne of grace to deal with their inner corruption through the Spirit and His Word.

One could now ask, can a person exercise spiritual gifts without having da’at, the intimate, relational knowledge of God? Yes, a person can, as evidenced in Matthew 7:21-23, where individuals who prophesy, cast out demons, and perform miracles in Jesus’ name are still rejected because they never truly knew Him. While the gifts and calling of God are without repentance (Romans 11:29), meaning God can use people for His purposes even without a personal relationship with Him or perfecting holiness or without the righteousness of God upon them, spiritual gifts do not guarantee salvation or intimacy with God.

The parable of the labourers in the vineyard (Matthew 20:1-16) highlights God’s sovereignty in distributing His grace, where even those who labour for only a short time receive the same reward, but it doesn’t imply they have a deep, eternal relationship with the master. Similarly, spiritual gifts can be exercised without a personal connection to Christ. However, while these gifts are meant for God’s service, they are intended to point to something deeper—the da’at of God, the transformative knowledge that comes through being born again. Spiritual gifts, though powerful, should not be confused with the eternal, life-giving relationship that comes from truly knowing God.

I want to bring in a few more verses that tie together beautifully, revealing the profound process of spiritual transformation and enlightenment that happens through the Holy Spirit. This process, at its core, is deeply connected to epígnosis—the intimate, transformative knowledge of God that shapes and matures the believer.

1. Revelation 3:18—The Call to Seek the Word and Spiritual Clarity

In Revelation 3:18, Jesus offers a call to the church to “buy of me gold tried in the fire” and “anoint thine eyes with eyesalve, that thou mayest see.” The gold tried in the fire represents the refined truth of God’s Word (as silver tried in a furnace of earth (the body of Jesus), purified seven times—Psalm 12:6), which is purifying and valuable. The eye salve, on the other hand, symbolises the spiritual clarity that only comes when we truly understand and apply God’s Word. This epígnosis (the deep, relational knowledge of God) is not merely about intellectual knowledge but about an intimate understanding of God’s will and ways through the Word.

Jesus is urging us to seek out the deeper truths of His Word, which can only be truly seen and understood through the Holy Spirit. The Spirit illuminates the Scriptures, opening our eyes to see and apply God’s truth in our lives.

The phrase “buy of me gold tried in the fire” (Revelation 3:18) can be understood as a call to engage in a spiritual transaction or trade, not involving literal money or material wealth, but rather symbolising spiritual value that demands sacrifice and commitment. The “gold tried in the fire” represents refined, purified faith—faith and the word of God that have been tested through trials and tribulations, emerging stronger and more genuine. The act of “buying” suggests that in order to receive this purified faith and true riches, one must surrender something of lesser value. As Paul writes in Philippians 3:7-9, “But what things were gain to me, those I counted loss for Christ. Yes, doubtless, and I count all things but loss for the excellency of the knowledge of Christ Jesus my Lord, for whom I have suffered the loss of all things and do count them but dung, that I may win Christ and be found in Him, not having mine own righteousness.” This is the trade: exchanging the worldly for the eternal, where you surrender your life, desires, and self-reliance for the righteousness of God and a deeper relationship with Him. The call is to continuously trade the temporary for the eternal, sacrificing the things of this world in exchange for spiritual riches that cannot be taken away. It is not a one-time transaction but a lifelong commitment to follow Christ and allow Him to refine you.

How can we expect to gain what is above without first letting go of what we cling to here below? What does the Bible say to us? Set your affection on things above, not on things on the earth—Colossians 3:2. To grasp the eternal, we must release the temporal. The things we hold tightly—our comfort, security, and earthly attachments—are often the very things that prevent us from reaching for the higher, lasting riches in Christ. Until we are willing to surrender what we hold secure under our arms, we cannot fully embrace the fullness of what God offers us above. It’s a call to let go in faith, trusting that what God has in store is far greater than anything we could hold onto in this world.

To “set your affection” means to intentionally direct your heart, mind, and desires toward something or someone—particularly aligning them with God and His Kingdom. In Colossians 3:2, when we are told to “set your affection on things above, not on things on the earth,” it’s not just about emotional attachment but about where we focus our priorities and energy. It’s a deliberate choice to prioritize God’s Kingdom and His will over the temporary things of this world.

Setting your affection on things above doesn’t necessarily mean engaging in traditional ministry; rather, it means aligning your life with Christ and His Word, allowing them to shape every decision and action. It’s about becoming more like Christ—letting Him be the central focus of your life and shaping everything from relationships to goals according to His values. This involves being intentional with your time, energy, and resources in a way that reflects your true identity as a child of God, rather than chasing fleeting worldly pleasures.

It also means not letting the pursuit of possessions, career success, or worldly comforts define you. Instead, seeking God’s Kingdom first, finding satisfaction in His eternal promises, and living in a way that reflects your identity in Christ. In every pursuit—whether family, career, or personal ambitions—your relationship with Christ should be the driving force, ensuring that you aren’t consumed by the temporary things of this world.

In fact, Jesus made it clear that following Him requires a careful consideration of the cost. As He said in Luke 14:28-33, “For which of you, intending to build a tower, sits not down first and counts the cost, whether he has sufficient to finish it? Lest haply, after he hath laid the foundation and is not able to finish it, all that behold it begin to mock him, saying, ‘This man began to build and was not able to finish.’ Or what king, going to make war against another king, sits not down first and consults whether he is able with ten thousand to meet him that cometh against him with twenty thousand? Or else, while the other is yet a great way off, he sends an embassage and desires conditions of peace. So likewise, whosoever he be of you that forsakes not all that he hath, he cannot be my disciple.” Following Christ means being willing to forsake all we hold dear in this world and counting the cost of that surrender. It’s a radical call to let go of the temporary in order to gain the eternal.

To win Christ, we must let go of our own life. This is what we profess—that we are crucified with Him, no longer living for ourselves, but allowing Christ to live in us. But are we truly meaning what we profess? Do we fully live out this surrender, or is it just words we speak without the depth of true transformation? John 12:25, He that loves his life shall lose it, and he that hates his life in this world shall keep it unto life eternal. For no man can serve two masters, for either he will hate the one and love the other, or else he will hold to the one and despise the other.

You cannot serve God and mammon” (Matthew 6:24). James 4:4 warns that anyone who pursues their own desires above God’s will is considered an adulterer or an adulteress, and even an enemy of God. This speaks to spiritual whoredom, where one coalesces with the spirit of the world rather than being faithful to God. 1 John 2:15-16 further admonishes, “Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any man loves the world, the love of the Father is not in him. For all that is in the world—the lust of the flesh, the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life—is not of the Father, but is of the world.” This is a clear warning against aligning with the world’s values, which stand in opposition to God’s.

Can you imagine modern Christianity, where many openly disregard these principles, yet unabashedly display such worship on stage, all while calling Jesus ‘Lord, Lord’? As the Lord says, ‘In vain do they worship Me, teaching for doctrines the commandments of men’ (Matthew 15:9). Yet, Jesus clearly states, ‘He who has My commandments and keeps them, it is he who loves Me; and My Father will love him, and We will come unto him and make Our abode with him. He that loves Me not keeps not My sayings; and the word which ye hear is not Mine, but the Father’s which sent Me’ (John 14:21-24).

Let me make this clear: setting your affection on things above doesn’t mean disregarding important responsibilities like caring for your family. It’s about finding the right balance—prioritising Christ and His Kingdom while still fulfilling your duties in the world, including loving and providing for your family. Balancing both is key. The focus is on ensuring that your relationship with Christ shapes how you approach everything, including family, work, and other commitments, rather than allowing worldly concerns to take the place of your spiritual priorities. It’s about integrating your faith into every aspect of life, giving Christ the central place without neglecting your God-given responsibilities.

In fact, the Bible makes it clear that neglecting our family or failing to provide for them is a serious matter. 1 Timothy 5:8 warns, “But if anyone does not provide for his own, and especially for those of his household, he has denied the faith and is worse than an infidel.” This underscores that caring for our family is not only a duty but also an essential part of living out our faith. So, while our ultimate allegiance is to Christ, this should never lead to neglecting our responsibilities to those closest to us. True spiritual devotion doesn’t disregard the practical aspects of life; instead, it shapes how we fulfil our roles as spouses, parents, and providers, ensuring that both our love for God and our love for our families are given their rightful place.

However, it’s important to recognise that God understands the challenges people face, and His heart is compassionate toward those who are genuinely unable to meet their needs due to circumstances like illness, job loss, or other hardships. The verse in 1 Timothy 5:8 speaks primarily to those who have the means to provide but deliberately withhold support or fail to take responsibility for their families. It’s about wilful neglect, not the inability to provide because of external factors. Our Heavenly Father sees our hearts and knows our struggles, and His grace covers those who genuinely desire to provide but are hindered by their circumstances. And as a community of believers, we are called to support one another in times of need, fulfilling the law of love by caring for those who are struggling (Galatians 6:10).

Modern Christianity, especially in certain circles, often promotes a mindset of balancing both worlds—keeping one foot in the world and one in Christendom. This approach tends to encourage people to pursue their earthly passions, careers, comforts, desires, and securities while also claiming the benefits of a relationship with Christ. It’s a convenient path that allows for the best of both worlds: worldly pleasures and spiritual promises.

However, the Scriptures make it clear that such a divided commitment is not what Christ calls His followers to. Jesus Himself said, “No man can serve two masters” (Matthew 6:24). Trying to hold on to both earthly attachments and a full surrender to God creates a spiritual imbalance. It’s like trying to build a tower without counting the cost or attempting to fight a battle without being fully prepared. As we’ve seen in Luke 14:28-33, Jesus encourages us to carefully consider what it means to follow Him, emphasising that true discipleship requires wholehearted commitment. In the Kingdom of God, there’s no room for divided loyalty.

The truth is, when we try to keep one foot in the world and one in Christ, we risk losing both. The world’s security, comforts, and attachments will always hold us back from fully embracing the eternal, transforming riches that are only found in Christ. True discipleship requires a complete surrender—a willingness to let go of the temporary in exchange for the eternal.

The passage from Hebrews 11:6, “God is a rewarder of them that diligently seek him,” highlights the importance of diligence in our pursuit of God. Diligence, in this context, means actively and intentionally seeking God with a focused, consistent effort. It’s not a passive or occasional pursuit, but a wholehearted commitment to growing closer to Him through prayer, scripture, and living out our faith. This diligent seeking requires prioritizing God, making time to engage with Him, and doing so with a heart full of faith, trusting that He rewards those who earnestly pursue Him. Ultimately, this verse encourages us to be persistent in our pursuit of God, knowing that while His rewards may not always be earthly, they come in the form of spiritual blessings, divine guidance, and a deeper, more intimate relationship with Him.

2. Ephesians 1:18—Enlightenment of the Understanding

In Ephesians 1:18, Paul prays that the ‘eyes of your understanding be enlightened,’ highlighting the need for spiritual insight. This echoes the imagery in Revelation 3:18, where Christ offers to anoint the believer’s eyes with eye salve so they can see clearly. It’s not a matter of self-anointing but of humbly seeking Christ, who opens our eyes to the deeper truths of His Word and Kingdom.

Yes, our spiritual eyes are opened at the new birth, but the vision is often limited for a babe in Christ. As a result, such individuals are unskilled in the word of righteousness, as Hebrews 5:13-14 states. 1 Corinthians 3:1-3 also serves as a prime example of this, where Paul addresses the Corinthians as infants in Christ, unable to handle deeper spiritual truths because they are still carnal and immature in their faith. This spiritual immaturity led to division and jealousy among them, even though such behaviours were “not even heard among the heathens” (1 Corinthians 5:1), revealing the depth of their fallen condition despite their new birth.

It is a progressive journey toward maturity; it involves replacing the law of sin and death, which is in our members, with the law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus (Romans 8). It is the putting off of the corrupt self through the sanctification of the Holy Spirit and by the washing of water by the word (Ephesians 4:22; 5:26; Colossians 3:8; James 4). It is the replacement of earthly, sensual, and devilish wisdom with the wisdom that comes from above, which is first pure, then peaceable, gentle, and easy to be entreated, full of mercy and good fruits, without partiality, and without hypocrisy (James 3:17). Only a person who has transitioned from being a babe in Christ to a spiritually mature believer can acquire this wisdom, as such a person possesses the mind of Christ (1 Corinthians 2:14-16).

James 3 speaks of the unbridled tongue as a sign of spiritual immaturity, highlighting the difficulty of controlling our speech and its potential to lead us astray. The tongue, when uncontrolled, can be like a fire, ‘foaming out hellfire,’ capable of causing great destruction (James 3:6). Such a person has no rule over their spirit, and Proverbs 25:28 says, ‘He that hath no rule over his own spirit is like a city that is broken down and without walls.’ One can only imagine the state of ‘a city that is broken down’ and its vulnerability to enemy invasion. This reveals how the lack of self-control, especially in speech, reflects deeper spiritual instability. A spiritually mature person, however, has learnt to govern their words and emotions, showcasing the power of the Holy Spirit working within them to bring true transformation and control. As they mature in Christ, they develop the ability to tame their tongue and exercise self-control, demonstrating growth in wisdom, stability, and Christlikeness.”

James 1:26 also says, “If any man among you seems to be religious and bridles not his tongue but deceives his own heart, this man’s religion is vain.” Isn’t that related to James 1:22, which says, “But be ye doers of the word, and not hearers only, deceiving your own selves“? This emphasises that a lack of control over the tongue is a serious issue, revealing that a person’s outward religious expression can be hollow if it is not accompanied by a transformed life. Such a one is a mere hearer of the Word and not a doer. James compares this person to a man who looks at his natural face in a mirror: ‘For he beholds himself, and goes his way, and straightway forgets what manner of man he was.’ In other words, though he sees the truth, he doesn’t act on it and soon forgets what he has seen. However, ‘whoso looketh into the perfect law of liberty and continues therein, he being not a forgetful hearer but a doer of the work, this man shall be blessed in his deed.’ This is the difference between just hearing the Word and allowing it to transform your life by putting it into practice. The blessing comes to those who actively live out God’s Word, demonstrating true spiritual maturity as they progressively develop the mind of Christ. And this transformation can only be achieved by acquiring epignosis or da’at.

This process involves more than just knowing the Scriptures; it’s about applying them to every area of life, allowing the Holy Spirit to renew our thoughts, actions, and desires. As we grow in our relationship with Christ, we begin to reflect His character, wisdom, and love. The more we live out God’s Word, the more we align our thoughts and actions with the mind of Christ, which is the ultimate goal of spiritual maturity.

James 3:2 may sound intimidating as it exposes the truth about our imperfections, but it also offers hope. It says, “For in many things we offend all. If any man offend not in word, the same is a perfect man”—a person who is mature in the Word of righteousness, unlike a babe in Christ (as described in Hebrews 5:13-14). Such a person is able to bridle the whole body, demonstrating spiritual maturity and self-control. Here, James acknowledges the challenge of perfect speech but assures us that mastering the tongue is one of the signs of spiritual maturity and self-control, and it is through this control that one becomes more aligned with God’s will, able to govern the entire body and life in righteousness.

James 3:2 and 2 Timothy 3:16-17 offer a powerful parallel on spiritual maturity. James highlights that the person who can control their speech is considered “perfect,” or mature, capable of controlling their whole body. This connects with 2 Timothy 3:16-17, where Scripture is described as essential for teaching, correcting, and training in righteousness. The purpose of Scripture is to equip the believer, making them “perfect” or fully mature, thoroughly prepared for every good work.

Just as controlling the tongue is a sign of spiritual maturity in James, the application of God’s Word in our lives perfects us, shaping us to reflect Christ in all areas, including our speech. Both verses point to the transformative power of God’s Word in leading us to true spiritual maturity. The control of our words, much like our overall growth in Christ, requires ongoing learning, application, and the power of the Holy Spirit to bring about the inner transformation that manifests in our outward actions.

As we allow God’s Word to dwell richly in us, we are gradually conformed to His image, and our speech becomes one of the clearest signs of that spiritual maturity, reflecting not only self-discipline but also the character of Christ and our inner man’s stance. If any man can control his tongue, he is identified as a ‘perfect’ man—one who can bridle the whole body.

This is the display of the spirit man, created after God in righteousness and true holiness. It reveals his true identity, the prowess and might he has come to possess—Ephesians 3:16—even the ability to control the doors of hell, as James 3 describes: ‘The tongue can no man tame; it is an unruly evil, full of deadly poison and a world of iniquity that defiles the person.’

Achieving control over our spirit, or allowing the spirit to govern the entire being, is something supernatural and life-altering. The perfected man, as the same chapter explains, brings forth good fruit, and clean water flows from within. Hebrews 12:23 identifies such individuals as the spirits of just men made perfect. Mark 7:20-23 presents a stark contrast to this, revealing the defilement that comes from within when the spirit is not governed. And one can only imagine the liberation this would bring to the soul, which is at the heart of the abundant life Jesus spoke of. You cannot truly claim to possess this life unless you confront and overcome the inner chaos within.

We must replace the law of sin and death, which is deeply embedded in our flesh, with the law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus, as Paul explains in Romans 7:16-23 and 8:2. This is not a passive process but requires an active effort to submit our will to the Holy Spirit. It takes intentional labour according to the Spirit to experience this transformation. As John 6:27 reminds us, ‘Labour not for the meat which perishes, but for that meat which endureth unto everlasting life, which the Son of man shall give unto you: for him hath God the Father sealed.’ The work of replacing the old nature with the life of Christ demands effort—an ongoing commitment to seek after what lasts forever, rather than what is fleeting. It is a spiritual pursuit that requires diligence, surrender, and the constant application of God’s Word to bring about real change, moving us from death to life.

How are we going to undertake this task if we are so engrossed in the affairs of life until the day we leave this earth? If our attention is consumed by the fleeting pleasures and distractions of this world, how can we expect to experience the transformation that Christ calls us to? The constant pursuit of temporal things, such as career, wealth, and personal desires, can easily overshadow the eternal work the Holy Spirit wants to do in us. In order to replace the law of sin and death with the law of the Spirit of life, we must shift our focus, prioritise what is lasting, and be intentional in cultivating a life that is rooted in the Word of God. This requires time, effort, and a shift in priorities—a conscious decision to allow God’s will to take precedence over the noise of everyday life. Only then will we be able to walk in the fullness of what God has for us, moving from spiritual infancy to maturity in Christ.

It is only through the ongoing application of the Word of Christ, allowing it to dwell in us richly in all wisdom, that the eyes of our understanding are fully illuminated to see the things of God clearly. The Holy Spirit plays a vital role here, bringing epígnosis—a deep, experiential understanding of the Word of God, which results in spiritual enlightenment.

The Christian life is a serious endeavour—it’s much deeper than just attending church, engaging in church activities, experiencing emotional highs during worship, or even exercising the gifts of the Spirit.

“Divine Intervention: The Transformative Power of FAITH and GRACE”

In theological contemplation, a profound journey unfolds as we navigate the complex interplay of faith, grace, and divine intervention. The core or essence of faith—God’s gift that stirs the soul—is akin to a seed sown in fertile soil, which is the soul of man, and gets germinated under the guiding influence of the Holy Spirit. This transformative process, marked by the union of heaven and earth, illuminates the way to spiritual rebirth and renewal. Through the lens of Scripture and personal reflection, we explore the profound impact of faith and grace in awakening the dormant spirit, ushering in a new life illuminated by divine light. Join me on a thought-provoking exploration of the sacred union between faith and grace, where the hand of God extends to illuminate hearts and minds, leading souls from darkness to light and from bondage to freedom.

“Faith comes by hearing” (Romans 10:17, meaning God’s Word awakens belief)! When a weary soul—the good ground, ready to receive in his God-given free will, yet moved by the convincing and convicting power of the Holy Spirit—opens the soil (door) of his heart (soul) to the knock of the Word seed (Revelation 3:20, “Behold, I stand at the door, and knock”), and absorbs it or embraces Him, a blessed union takes place. This Word comes wrapped in faith—the Spirit of His Son in our hearts, crying, “Abba, Father” (Galatians 4:6), given unto us as His Holy Spirit (1 Thessalonians 4:8; 1 Corinthians 2:12). This applies even to those led by the Spirit of God into a spiritually mature state (Romans 8:14; Hebrews 5:13-14). Heaven meets earth in that moment: “When wisdom enters your heart, and knowledge is pleasant unto thy soul; discretion shall preserve thee, understanding shall keep thee: to deliver thee” (Proverbs 2:10-12), for Christ is “the power of God, and the wisdom of God” (1 Corinthians 1:24). “The entrance of thy words gives light; it gives understanding unto the simple” (Psalm 119:130). The Bible calls this being “born again, not of corruptible seed, but of incorruptible, by the word of God, which lives and abides forever” (1 Peter 1:23).

The formerly barren area quickly begins to bloom because of this heavenly intervention. “This desolate land is become like the garden of Eden” (Ezekiel 36:35). “For the Lord shall comfort Zion: he will comfort all her waste places; and he will make her wilderness like Eden, and her desert like the garden of the Lord; joy and gladness shall be found therein, thanksgiving, and the voice of melody” (Isaiah 51:3). “For the kingdom of God is not meat and drink; but righteousness, and peace, and joy in the Holy Ghost” (Romans 14:17). This rebirth, where heaven meets earth, isn’t just a beginning—it’s a destination. The spirit is alive because of the righteousness that God imputes unto us (Romans 8:10, Amplified: “the Spirit is life because of righteousness”; see also Romans 4:6; Psalm 32:2—“Blessed is the man unto whom the Lord imputes not iniquity/sin, and in whose spirit there is no guile”). “Now, being dead in your sins and the uncircumcision of your flesh, hath he quickened together with him, having forgiven you all trespasses” (Colossians 2:13). And now, “YE ARE COME unto mount Zion, and unto the city of the living God, the heavenly Jerusalem, and to an innumerable company of angels, to the general assembly and church of the firstborn, which are written in heaven, and to God the Judge of all, and to the spirits of just men made perfect” (Hebrews 12:22-23)—those who “cannot sin” (1 John 5:18), created “after God in righteousness and true holiness” (Ephesians 4:24), the saints in light (Colossians 1:12), who abide in Him (1 John 3:6)—“and to Jesus the mediator of the new covenant, and to the blood of sprinkling, that speaks better things than that of Abel” (Hebrews 12:24).

This rebirth sets the stage for an even deeper reality. For “God, who commanded the light to shine out of darkness, hath shined in our hearts, to give the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Jesus Christ. We (now) have this treasure in earthen vessels, that the excellency of the power may be of God, and not of us” (2 Corinthians 4:6-7; see also 12:9; 1 Corinthians 1:27; 2:3-4). Our intellect was blind before the birth of this sacred seed within the heart. But Jesus anointed and awakened our inner eyes (John 9:6; Isaiah 42:7: “to open the blind eyes”); “thy Word hath quickened me” (Psalm 119:50); “And you hath he quickened, who were dead in trespasses and sins” (Ephesians 2:1, 5; Colossians 2:13). For “by grace—a free, undeserved gift—are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God” (Ephesians 2:8).

Some might argue that God never imposes His will, suggesting He persuades us repeatedly, leaving the ultimate choice to accept Him in our hands—an idea rooted in human free will, as Arminians might say. But is that correct? I don’t think so, and I find the Bible doesn’t fully support it either. Instead, I had to acknowledge that God had to save us, that He had to take the initiative, that He had to declare, “Let there be light,” and that light had to illuminate our hearts (2 Corinthians 4:6). Upon close inspection of the holy writings, I declare that no creature could turn down or thwart God’s invitation. “Many receive calls” (everyone is invited), but only a chosen few are “accepted in the beloved” (Ephesians 1:6). They are called “the elect of God,” “the remnant of Israel,” or “the residue of men.” God’s sovereign choice shines through Scripture: “He hath chosen us in him before the foundation of the world” (Ephesians 1:4); “God hath from the beginning chosen us to salvation” (2 Thessalonians 2:13); “The election hath obtained it, and the rest were BLINDED” (Romans 11:7); “Knowing, brethren beloved, your election of God” (1 Thessalonians 1:4). If our efforts were involved, how could we call it grace, election, or God’s gift? God’s love takes the lead: “He commends his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us” (Romans 5:8); “We love him, because he first loved us” (1 John 4:19); and Jesus declares, “Ye have not chosen me, but I have chosen you” (John 15:16).

The first thing the Lord commanded Apostle Paul to do was “to open their eyes” (by the power of the Holy Ghost and the Word of God) “and turn them from darkness to light, and from Satan’s control to God, that they may receive forgiveness of sins and inheritance among those who are cleansed by faith in him” (Acts 26:18). Why would God have to open our eyes if “free will” could choose? A soul must be saved, delivered by the preaching of the cross. A slave must be released before he or she may say, “I am free,” and someone must pay for their liberty. For “it is God which works in you both TO WILL and TO DO of his good pleasure” (Philippians 2:13). Yes, we used free will, but it had to be REVIVED by God before it could function. The quickening occurs first. The dead must be brought back to life before they can be called alive. God said, “I will cause breath to enter you, and ye shall live” (Ezekiel 37:5).

‘Total depravity’—the idea that sin has corrupted every part of human nature—implies that it has eroded our ability to exercise free will. I didn’t come to this through some system or school of thought; it’s what the Scriptures pressed upon me as I wrestled with them. I have free will, no doubt about it, but left to myself, it only tends toward evil since my soul is dead—spiritually lifeless apart from God—and I am unable to use the realm of my will that still exists within me to achieve anything good: ‘For I know that in me (that is, in my flesh,) dwelleth no good thing: for to will is present with me; but how to perform that which is good I find not’ (Romans 7:18). As I dug deeper, I saw this wasn’t just my story but a truth woven throughout the Word. ‘The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked: who can know it?’ (Jeremiah 17:9). Even our best intentions falter, for ‘there is none righteous, no, not one… there is none that seeketh after God’ (Romans 3:10-11). I once thought I could reach for God on my own, but every other notion dissipated when I read, ‘Can the Ethiopian change his skin, or the leopard his spots? then may ye also do good, that are accustomed to do evil’ (Jeremiah 13:23). It hit me: my will, though real, was bound—enslaved to sin—until God’s voice broke through. ‘The Lord looked down from heaven upon the children of men, to see if there were any that did understand, and seek God. They are all gone aside, they are all together become filthy’ (Psalm 14:2-3). What I gleaned wasn’t a label like ‘depravity,’ but a stark reality: apart from God’s intervention, my free will couldn’t climb out of the pit—it needed Him to lift me. What benefit does it then offer? Is it able to save me? If my free will could assist me, I wouldn’t require saving grace…

Are we able then to confirm “irresistible grace”—God’s overwhelming love that draws us to Him without fail? While some believe grace can be resisted, I see in Scripture that God’s call is effectual: “As many as were ORDAINED TO ETERNAL LIFE BELIEVED” (Acts 13:48). Isn’t it true that it’s this irresistible grace that does the heavy lifting for us?

This divine initiative isn’t just a cosmic truth—it’s personal, as I’ve seen in my own life. I still don’t understand how and why the Lord reached out to me and saved me, even though I was the chief of sinners, the weakest, and most broken of them all. Before I would even know Christ Jesus personally or be saved by Him, I saw this mystery play out in others too. Many of my friends tried and longed to come out of their sinful lives of misery. They would say, ‘If I come to Christ, I would go around and save all those around me’—a noble dream—but then, in the same breath, they’d confess, ‘I just can’t submit to Christ.’ What a juxtapose! It struck me: their hearts yearned for freedom, yet something held them back, as if their wills were tethered to the very chains they despised. And there I was, in my own pit, crying for redemption while they longed to do things for Christ. Deep pangs overwhelmed me to the point that I felt I would die—I longed for death rather than living like that. If Jesus had not saved me at that point, I wouldn’t be alive today, learning of His goodness and sharing this life with you. It baffled me then, and it echoes now: how could I, or they, bridge that gap when our strength faltered? It still baffles me how the Lord saved me. I could trace His protection and care back to when I was dead in sin, and He wooed me with His eternal Spirit. How could I be saved if it weren’t for God’s grace? Can I proudly claim my first step of having faith and trust in Christ?…

Wouldn’t that imply that I chose Christ? Jesus Christ is the author of our faith, isn’t He? Hebrews 12:2; Ephesians 2:8. Where would I find such characteristics within myself when everything in my life was rot and death? The only explanation I can conceive of is that God foreknew and predestined us (Romans 8:29-30), chose us in Christ (Ephesians 1:5, 11), and elected us according to His foreknowledge (1 Peter 1:2). I obtained the precious faith to respond; IT CAME TO ME, not the other way around—“The faith… which is by him hath given” (Galatians 3:23; 2 Peter 1:1)—“whose heart THE LORD OPENED” (Acts 16:14).

What began in my heart reflects a plan that stretches back to eternity. God’s grace did not arrive on the day you believed—it was set in motion when “the Lamb slain from the foundation of the world” (Revelation 13:8) poured out His love. “God commends his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us” (Romans 5:8). That’s when God lavished His grace on humanity, which is why Abraham and his descendants were spared and justified by faith. Didn’t they all “eat the same spiritual meat” and drink from “that spiritual Rock that followed them: and that Rock was Christ” (1 Corinthians 10:3-4)? It was Christ in the wilderness congregation whom their fathers revolted against and refused to obey, casting Him out (Acts 7:37-39)—the prophet Moses predicted, saying, “A prophet shall the Lord your God raise up… him shall ye hear” (Deuteronomy 18:15; Acts 3:22, 37). “When the fulness of the time was come, God sent forth his Son” (Galatians 4:4), “who verily was foreordained before the foundation of the world, but was manifest in these last times for you” (1 Peter 1:20). Every time the Israelites offered a sacrifice on the altar to atone for their transgressions, God accepted it as an offering anticipating the cross of Calvary, on which the blood of His own Son would be spilled. This is because God saw this Lamb slain from the beginning of time, sacrificed in His heart. Witnesses of it were the apostles of the Lamb, who declare, “That which was from the beginning, which we have heard, which we have seen with our eyes, which we have looked upon, and our hands have handled, of the Word of life; for the life was manifested, and we have seen it, and bear witness, and shew unto you that eternal life, which was with the Father, and was manifested unto us” (1 John 1:1-2).

God’s love for us was made evident in this: “He sent his only Son into the world so that we could live through him” (1 John 4:9). Jesus said, “Many prophets and kings have desired to see his day but have not seen them” (Luke 10:24); “Of which salvation the prophets have enquired and searched diligently, who prophesied of the grace that should come unto you” (1 Peter 1:10), “which the angels desire to look into” (1 Peter 1:12) and witnessed (1 Timothy 3:16). “The Son of God was manifest for this purpose, that he might destroy the works of the devil” (1 John 3:8) and deliver “us who through fear of death were all our lifetime subject to bondage” (Hebrews 2:15). The day grace and truth were revealed in Christ was His birth—“For the law was given by Moses, but grace and truth came by Jesus Christ” (John 1:17). Emmanuel, meaning “God with us” (Matthew 1:23), “God was manifest in the flesh” (1 Timothy 3:16), “the Lord from heaven” (1 Corinthians 15:47). “The Lord hath appeared of old unto me, saying, Yea, I have loved thee with an everlasting love: therefore with lovingkindness have I drawn thee” (Jeremiah 31:3). “For the grace of God that bringeth salvation hath appeared to ALL MEN” (Titus 2:11); “now once in the end of the world hath he appeared to put away sin by the sacrifice of himself” (Hebrews 9:26). “We who, because of him, believe in God” (1 Peter 1:21). “For as by one man’s disobedience many were made sinners, so by the obedience of one shall many be made righteous” (Romans 5:19).

In addition to dethroning sin and its power, His sacrifice fulfilled the Father’s promise to pour the Spirit of God upon all flesh. A period of grace was ushered in for the entirety of creation with the arrival of the Spirit.

In this contemplative journey exploring the interplay of faith, grace, and divine intervention, it becomes evident that the transformative power of these elements—rooted in God’s sovereign love—is profound and life-altering. The narrative underscores the pivotal role of faith as a seed sown in fertile soil, germinating under the influence of the Holy Spirit. This transformative process symbolizes a rebirth and renewal, where the union of heaven and earth brings about a spiritual awakening. Moreover, the discussion on grace emphasizes that salvation is a gift from God, underscoring the divine initiative in the process of redemption. The concept of election and God’s sovereign choice in salvation is highlighted, challenging the notion of human free will as the sole determinant in accepting or rejecting God’s invitation. Ultimately, the text invites reflection on the profound mysteries of faith, grace, and divine intervention, illustrating a journey of spiritual growth and enlightenment guided by the hand of God.

Yet, the New Testament reveals a stark truth: not everyone senses their need for a Savior. Some souls stand content, convinced of their own wholeness. They are the “righteous” Jesus spoke of—not righteous in God’s eyes, but in their own. To them, their virtues gleam like polished armor, hiding the decrepitude beneath. Scripture calls all humanity depraved—“There is no one righteous, not even one” (Romans 3:10)—yet these refuse to see it. Their sanctimony is their doom, a self-made prison barring them from the light. Picture a man standing tall, chest puffed with pride, declaring his soul whole—while the Savior he claims to follow passes him by, seeking the broken instead. Jesus said it plainly: “I have not come to call the righteous, but sinners” (Matthew 9:13). Again, “It is not the healthy who need a physician, but the sick” (Matthew 9:12). His mission was clear—yet so many miss it, blinded by a righteousness of their own making. This is the paradox of pride: those who need Him most often see Him least, while the wretched and weary find their way to His feet. And worse, even those who’ve tasted His grace can forget its source, trading humility for a gavel. So, as we marvel at the grace that saves, let us never lose sight of our own poverty apart from Him—for it is in that brokenness that His light shines brightest.

From CHAOS to CLARITY: The Transformative Power of the Gospel in Personal Struggle

Introduction to Personal Struggle

Since my early years, as I began to comprehend the world around me, I became aware that something within me was not quite right. I experienced a sense of emptiness and disorder within myself, like a shapeless existence. I struggled to find a sense of identity and who I am. Chaos and Void are intertwined, as seen since the beginning of time. It was only after the radiant light of the wonderful gospel of Jesus Christ had entered my heart and I grew spiritually that I recognized the diabolical forces within me that sought to destroy my life.

Theological Foundations

An evil domain within us! That is what the Adamic transgression has brought us. Even though we have turned to Christ, we will still have to deal with two conflicting natures and authorities within ourselves until the day the Lord changes our sinful body. According to the apostle Paul, “evil is present with us”, that is in our flesh – Acts 7:14-21; Galatians 5:17.

The book of James discusses the contrast between two different types of wisdom that every believer must navigate – James 3. One realm follows the “law of sin and death” while the other follows “the law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus”– Romans 6:22/7:5/8:2,13. However, for the unregenerate, sin reigns supreme.

Our struggle against sin starts the day we come into Christ’s life. Only believers, as opposed to the wicked, face an opponent. Given that sin is his master, why would a sinner engage in combat? However, once he or she is set free from the power of sin, a born-again believer faces opposition. The kingdom of the dark world desires to reclaim its captives, and it will pursue them until the body of sin is put off. Sanctification is therefore essential to living a successful life –1 Thessalonians 4:3/5:21-23.

We must always put on the Lord Jesus Christ (that is, to put on the new man, which after God is created in righteousness and true holiness), making no provision for the body to fulfil its lusts – Romans 13:14; Ephesians 4:24; Colossians 3:10; abstaining from fleshly lusts that war against the soul – 1 Peter 2:11; and thus, giving no place to the devil – Ephesians 4:27. The process of sanctification is just the replacement of the old corrupt nature with the divine nature and holiness – Hebrews 12:10; 2 Peter 1:4.

If you see previous inclinations coming back, don’t be surprised; they may even seem to be present. Though it could give the impression that it is still alive, it has ended and is lifeless. It may fool us into thinking it’s still powerful, but that’s not the case.

Through Christ’s crucifixion, our old selves were crucified as well. The Bible confirms that we have been made alive with Christ, sharing in his death and resurrection, which is symbolically represented in the act of baptism. Ephesians 2:1,5,6; Colossians 2:12,13; and Romans 6:3,4 all convey the message that God has brought us back to life with Christ, enabling us to participate in his death and resurrection, a significance that is deeply ingrained in the ritual of water baptism.

We are instructed to discard the corrupt old nature, as there is no reason to carry something dead. It is akin to shedding old skin. The old sinful nature, which was crucified with Christ, must be removed to avoid becoming unpleasant.

The book of Genesis reflects the condition of the human heart. Just as a baby’s soul is surrounded by the womb’s water, so is the soul of man. When God says, “Let there be light,” the soul breaks forth from the dark watery realm into the world’s light. Jesus Christ is the light that shines in darkness; the true Light, which lights every man that cometh into the world – John 1:5,9. God must speak for something to come forth into being—for He upholds all things by the word of his power (before and after) – John 6:44; Hebrews 1:3.

The Human Condition and God’s Sustenance

If God doesn’t uphold all things, nothing can remain intact. Even the very breath that sustains all living creatures comes from God. The Spirit of God has made me, and the breath of the Almighty gives me life – Job 33:4. God Yahweh, created the heavens and stretched them out, who spread out the earth and that which comes out of it, who gives breath to its people and spirit to those who walk in it – Isaiah 42:5. David, the Psalmist, and the prophets all grasped this concept, as David expressed it when he said, “the earth is abundant with the goodness of the Lord” – Psalms 33:4,5.

Raising the earth from the watery depths can be compared to the emergence of a soul. The soul originates from its maker – Job 12:10; Ecclesiastes 12:7. While the body is earthly, it is also formed and supported by the divine creator – Psalms 139. Despite man’s innate nature to hate the Creator – Romans 5:10; Colossians 1:21; God loves the human beings He has created, as they are His children – Acts 17:26-29. No wonder the Lord God causes the sun to rise on the evil and the good and sends rain on the just and on the unjust – Matthew 5:45. The Lord God does not delight in the death of the wicked; rather, He desires that the wicked renounce their ways and live – Ezekiel 33:11. For the Lord is righteous in all his ways, and holy in all his works – Psalm 145:17.

The Lord executes judgment for the oppressed: which gives food to the hungry. The Lord frees the prisoners. The Lord opens the eyes of the blind: the Lord raises them that are bowed down. For He loves righteousness. He preserves the strangers; he relieves the fatherless and widow: but the way of the wicked he turns upside down – Psalm 146:7-9.

It’s still unclear how a soul is generated, and man simply wishes to deny the existence of a creator God. Tell me where the soul goes after death, you who consider yourself intelligent. Since you are unable to respond to that question, and since the Bible is the only source of doctrine that is acknowledged as inspired by God, I will quote from it instead. It states that no one has the authority to control the spirit or to hold onto it after death since the spirit will ultimately return to the Almighty – Ecclesiastes 8:8/12:7.

All that man designs, and uses is the product of human creativity, but he is unaware that in making things, he is embodying the quality of his heavenly father. Man cannot attest that it is God that gives to all life, and breath, and all things; And hath made of one blood all nations of men for to dwell on all the face of the earth, and hath determined the times before appointed, and the bounds of their habitation; That they should seek the Lord if haply they might feel after him, and find him, though He is not far from every one of us: For in him we live, and move, and have our being; as certain also of your poets have said, For we are also his offspring – Acts 17:25-28.

But sin, which paved the way for ignorance to set in, blinded him and led him to believe that the Godhead is like gold, silver, or stone, graven by art and man’s device – Acts 17:29,30, which God has come to remove through Christ. Through the destruction of sin in his flesh – Romans 6:14/8:3; Colossians 1:22, Christ made it possible for anyone who believes in him to have that life and walk in it. There is no need for a pilgrimage or sacrifices to receive this spiritual emancipation; because anyone calls on the name of the Lord shall be saved, that is the offer – Romans 10:13. And as many as received him, to them, He gave power (freedom, authority, strength) to become the sons of God, even to them that believe on his name – John 1:12. For those He picked, He took away the scales from their eyes, enabling them to see and be amazed at God. The eyes of their understanding were enlightened, and they could see not only the reality of God but their nakedness as well – Ephesians 1:18.

The Struggle with Sin and Identity 

The soul then must break forth out of the watery grave, which represents the sinful realm. Didn’t the Psalmist recite, Behold, I was shaped in iniquity; and in sin did my mother conceive me? Psalm 51:5 That’s what the watery grave represents. Every child born into the world, because of the Adamic sin, must come through the realm of sin. No other way can you come. Even Jesus the Messiah had to take that route. This is going to shock many who claim that the body that Jesus Christ possessed was unlike ours. Wouldn’t that imply that the body of Mary too would thus be realized? It was from this that the immaculate conception doctrine originated. And if that be true, wouldn’t that make all her lineage sinless? But the truth is far from it.

Tell me, did Mary not come from the Adamic line and was she not born in sin, as mentioned in Psalm 51:5? If we look at the lineage of Jesus according to the flesh, it is the worst lineage that he came from. It ranges from murderers, adulterers, wicked kings, prostitutes etc.

What is man, that he should be clean? and he which is born of a woman, that he should be righteous? Job 15:14 Jesus too was made of a woman, made under the law – Galatians 4:4. Forasmuch then as the children are partakers of flesh and blood, he also himself likewise took part of the same – Hebrews 2:14/4:15. His body was taken from man, which man, you might ask? King David to be precise. Was he not dead and buried ages back? But is there anything too hard for the Lord? People are willing to believe the declarations of scientists, who are only mortals, but they are reluctant to believe what God says. Whose report would you believe? If we receive the witness of men, the witness of God is greater; for this is God’s testimony which he has testified concerning his Son – 1 John 5:9.

The Sacrificial Role of Christ

I believe in the word of God. For it says, Jesus Christ was born of the seed of David according to the flesh – Romans 1:3; David being a prophet and knowing that God had sworn with an oath to him, that of the fruit of his loins, according to the flesh, he would raise Christ to sit on his throne – Acts 2:30; Remember that Jesus Christ of the seed of David – 2 Timothy 2:8. Here we see the Holy Ghost speaks through three holy men about its validity. Isn’t that enough to convey that the body that Jesus Christ took upon was vulnerable to all sinfulness and weakness as we also are? Yes, the Bible confirms it – Hebrews 2:10,14,18/ 4:15/ 5:8,9; Romans 8:3.

Death would not have affected his body if Jesus did not partake of the same, which would jeopardize God’s purpose; not to mention, that he would be unable to prove that he is a high priest capable of understanding us – Hebrews 2:14,18/4:15. Death is the result of sin. The last Adam also took upon him the sin of the world. The Messianic Psalms tell us the cry of the Messiah pleading for forgiveness of his sins. Isaiah 53 says, thou hast in love to my soul delivered it from the pit of corruption: for thou hast cast all my sins behind thy back – Isaiah 38:17; Job 33:24. He became the scapegoat and absorbed all the wrath of God, which was due toward us. He thus condemned sin in the flesh – Romans 8:3. The recorded declaration that he condemned sin in the flesh would therefore be unacceptable if he had chosen a different body. So how are you going to accept it?

Christ's Example and Our Spiritual Journey

How did he survive the pull and tug of the body of sin? His total reliance upon the Father helped him succeed, leaving us an example, that we should follow his step – John 5:19,30. Through the eternal Spirit, he offered himself without blemish to God – Hebrews 9:14.

And being found in fashion as a man, he humbled himself and became obedient unto death, even the death of the cross. Wherefore God also hath highly exalted him and given him a name which is above every name – Philippians 2:8,9. Just like any of us, Jesus too had to grow in spirit – Luke 2:40, to realise his identity and his purpose. Jesus knowing that the Father had given all things into his hands, and that he was come from God, and went to God – John 13:3 – KJV.

The Divine Intervention in Creation

The soul comes out breaking the sin barrier with the help of the unseen hand of the Spirit of God, which moves upon the face of the deep or darkness. Psalm 139 clearly states the work of God in the birth of every child. To Jeremiah God says, before I formed thee in the belly, I knew thee; and before thou came forth out of the womb I sanctified thee – Jeremiah 1:5. Come forth is the same word that is used throughout the Bible when God commanded something that was held back to come forth, to issue, causatively, to bring out, to draw out.

The phrase “to come forth” means to appear or make an appearance, often in response to a call or invitation. “To issue” refers to the act of making something public or available, such as a statement or order. “Causatively” is an adverb that means in a way that produces a cause or effect. “To bring out meaning” means to reveal or make clear the significance of something.

Psalm 139:13-16 says it is God who creates our inmost being; He knit us together in our mother’s womb; my frame was not hidden from you when I was made in the secret place when I was woven together in the depths of the earth. Your eyes saw my unformed body; all the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to be.” Why would he say, “when I was woven together in the depths of the earth“? Isn’t he relating or drawing a parallel between the birth of humans and the verses in Genesis 1?

Isaiah 44:24 says, “Thus says the Lord, your Redeemer, who formed you from the womb: ‘I am the Lord, who has made all things, who alone stretched out the heavens, who spread out the earth by myself.'”

The Breath of Life and the Light of Christ

The phrase “God breathed life into man” refers to the biblical creation story found in the Book of Genesis, specifically in Genesis 2:7. In this verse, it is written: “Then the Lord God formed man of dust from the ground and breathed into his nostrils the breath of life, and the man became a living being.” The phrase “breathed life” is often interpreted symbolically, representing the idea that God gave Adam a soul or spirit, making him a living and conscious being. In the context of the Hebrew language, the word “breath” is “neshamah,” which carries a deeper meaning beyond mere physical respiration. It refers to the vital force or spirit that animates a person, often translated as “soul” or “spirit of life.”

Christ: The Life and Light of Men

I am going to shock you with this. Do you know what was that breath? It was the life of man, which was Christ. Hard to digest? In him (the Word) was life, and the life was the light of men – John 1:4. Of course you knew it. But wait, there’s more. He is the true Light, which lights every man that cometh into the world – John 1:9. He lights up every man that comes into the world! Recall the verse in Genesis when God commanded the light to shine out of darkness in verse 3 before creating man! It doesn’t exactly say in Genesis that God commanded the light to shine out of the darkness but when the mystery was revealed in the New Testament, apostle Paul understood it and he said, For God, who commanded the light to shine out of darkness, hath shined in our hearts, to give the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Jesus Christ – 2 Corinthians 4:6.

The Pre-Creation Light

Do you see the parallel? The cosmic light that we see created on the fourth day is not the same as this light, that was brought forth before God began creation itself. It not only came forth but also God divided the light from darkness in verses 4 and 5. Unlike the cosmic lights He created on the fourth day; this one is unique.

Jesus Christ: The Breath of Our Nostrils

Who is the breath of our nostrils? The breath of our nostrils, the anointed of the Lord (mashiyach) – Lamentations 4:20; who is the Mashiyach or Messiah? Jesus Christ is the Christos – John 6:69/20:31. And he is before all things, and by him, all things consist – Colossians 1:17. This light, which lights up every man, came first, then the creation. He is the first and the last, the beginning and the end – Revelation 1:11,17/ 22:13. He is the firstborn of every creature – Colossians 1:15. Keep in mind that unlike us, the Word of God is not a created being but came forth from God Himself. Now you know why man is nothing without Jesus Christ. God brought forth the Word of God first and through and by and for Him created everything. All things were made by him, and without him was not anything made that was made – John 1:3. And man was created after His image and likeness. He is the exact representation of the invisible God. For, he who hath seen Him hath seen God – John 1:18/14:9; 1 Timothy 6:14-16.

This is the life that Adam was cut off from. His name is called the Word of God – Revelation 19:13; and it isn’t just in him that the life is, but He is the very life of man – John 1:4; 1 John 5:11,12. He upholds all things by the word of His power – Hebrews 1:3.

The Dual Nature of Man

So, darkness was upon the face of the deep, which means, not only was I shaped in iniquity but in sin did my mother conceive me – Psalm 51:5. And because God divided the light from darkness, man is now endowed with two spiritual realms. One is his spirit, and the other is his carnality. The spirit realm can be seen as the tree of life and the fleshly realm as the tree of good and evil. Since the fall, the tree of life has been withheld from man as sin became the dominant force. Until the Son of God comes and destroys sin, he won’t have access to the Tree of Life.

The Tree of Life and the Overcomer

I want you to carefully glean the revelation that God has given me through the scripture verse I am giving you. If you can see it, it will blow your world and will transform your life.

The Spirit saith unto the churches; To him that overcomes will I give to eat of the tree of life, which is in the midst of the paradise of God – Revelation 2:7. We have learned that this overcoming and everything else and because the book of Revelation is attached to the end of the Bible, we deem it not only as an eschatological order of life but written for people of that times. On the contrary, it is written about us. I will show you.

The Scripture tells us in the book of Proverbs 3:18, that the Wisdom is a tree of life; The fruit of the righteous too is a tree of life – Proverbs 11:30; and the leaves of the tree were for the healing of the nations – Revelation 22:2; Blessed are they that do his commandments, that they may have right to the tree of life, and may enter in through the gates (pulon) into the city – Revelation 22:14.

“Pulon” is the doorway of a building or city. Who is the door, a portal or entrance? Jesus said I am the door: by me, if any man enters in, he shall be saved, and shall go in and out (of the heavenly city) – John 10:9. Have we not come in yet? Indeed, we have come unto Mount Zion, and unto the city of the living God, the heavenly Jerusalem – Hebrews 12:22. Overcomes is “Nikao”. The Greek word “nikaomai”, means “to be victorious” or “to win”. This word is derived from the Greek root “nikē”, which means “victory”. It means “to win the game”, and the phrase “nikao ti zōi” means “to overcome life’s challenges”. Overall, while the word “nikao” itself is not a Greek word, it is likely related to the Greek word “nikaomai” and shares its meaning of “to win” or “to be victorious”. To be victorious, to conquer, to triumph.

Who is he that overcomes the world, but he that believeth that Jesus is the Son of God? 1 John 5:5. For whatsoever is born of God overcomes the world: and this is the victory that overcomes the world, even our faith – 1 John 5:4. Ye are of God, little children, and have overcome them (overcome the spirit of antichrist, the world and the wicked one – the world is that great whore, the Mystery Babylon): because greater is he that is in you, than he that is in the world – 1 John 4:3,4 (he hath delivered us from this present evil world – Galatians 1:4); the word of God abides in you, and ye have overcome the wicked one – 1 John 2:13,14; To him that overcomes will I grant to sit with me in my throne, even as I also overcame, and am set down with my Father in his throne – Revelation 3:21; God hath raised us up together, and made us sit together in heavenly places in Christ Jesus – Ephesians 2:6. He that overcomes shall inherit all things; and I will be his God, and he shall be my son – Revelation 21:7. Before the founding of the New Testament with His blood – Hebrews 9:15-22; Jesus said to his disciples, be of good cheer; I have overcome the world – John 16:33. But after the inception of the Spirit of God upon all flesh on the day of Pentecost, which is the promise of the Father; the Lord says, all who are born of God are overcomers like Jesus is. Because as he is, so are we in this world – 1 John 4:17.

Zion: The Ecclesia of God

For the Lord shall comfort Zion: he will comfort all her waste places, and he will make her wilderness like Eden, and her desert like the garden of the Lord; joy and gladness shall be found therein thanksgiving, and the voice of melody – Isaiah 51:3. And they shall say, This desolate land has become like the garden of Eden, and the waste and desolate and ruined cities are become fenced and are inhabited – Ezekiel 36:35. Didn’t the Lord build all the ruined places and plant that that was desolate? Indeed, he did.

Zion is where the ecclesia of God is; it is the heavenly Jerusalem, the spiritual body of Christ. God has made her like the garden of Eden and the tree of life in the midst of it, whose leaves were for the healing of the nations. Where the nations of the world were like this before the inception of the kingdom of Christ? The world has been transformed by the triune entities of God that are in the world, which are the Spirit, the Word, and the Ecclesia. In the midst of the street of it, and on either side of the river, was there the tree of life, which bare twelve manners of fruits, and yielded her fruit every month: and the leaves of the tree were for the healing of the nations – Revelation 22:2. Are we waiting for this to transpire? Listen, people of God, we are in it. Don’t you see? The saving health (yshuw`ah = salvation) among all nations is already made known – Psalm 67:2; 1 Chronicles 16:23,24; Psalms 22:27; Jeremiah 3:17; Isaiah 35:5-8. The Gentile world or the nations of the world has come to possess the “Tabernacle of Witness” – Acts 7:44,45; Romans 9:25,26; Hosea 1:10. The “Tabernacle of Witness” also known as the “Temple” or “Home of the Lord.” The city of the living God, the heavenly Jerusalem – Hebrews 12:22. It is inevitable that the Church of Jesus Christ, a living entity that exists presently in a spiritual state, will descend from heaven to manifest on Earth, where she will be visible to everyone and establish her dominion as the exclusive possessor of all that God possesses – Revelation 21:2.

The New Humanity in Christ

After eating from the forbidden tree, Adam ought to have acquired two distinct fruit-bearing trees, but God barred him from accessing the tree of life. Moreover, a soul only becomes dual-identity capable when it undergoes spirit regeneration. Although that is not how God meant for man to exist, he must put up with it until the Lord grants him a new body. By embracing the domain of darkness, which is what eating from the forbidden tree represents, Adam neutralized the tree of life, so to speak. By coalescing with the dark world, Adam rescinded the godly order. He was cut off from life and his spirit, which was the tree of life had become defunct. That is what Jesus Christ came and restored. That which is born of the Spirit is spirit – John 3:6; which is the candle of the Lord – Proverbs 20:27. The light is come, and the glory of the Lord is risen upon us – Isaiah 60:1; For God, who commanded the light to shine out of darkness, hath shined in our hearts, to give the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Jesus Christ – 2 Corinthians 4:6.

Unlike Adam, who was made a living soul – Genesis 2:7, the last Adam was made a quickening spirit. That was not first which is spiritual, but that which is natural; and afterwards that which is spiritual. The first man is of the earth, earthy: the second man is the Lord from heaven. As is the earthy, such are they also that are earthy: and as is the heavenly, such are they also that are heavenly – 1 Corinthians 15:45-48. God hath begotten us again unto a lively hope by the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead – 1 Peter 1:3.

God created a superior species of humanity in Christ, one that is composed of both flesh and Spirit. Even the Old Testament believers could only look through the prophets’ eyes but couldn’t experience it. Of which salvation the prophets have enquired and searched diligently, who prophesied of the grace that should come – 1 Peter 1:10. They were shut up unto the faith which should afterwards be revealed – Galatians 3:23.

The Heart Transformed by Spirit

Now, the voidness and formless heart have become functioning—as the spirit of man is revived or quickened by the Spirit of God. Darkness, which was upon the face of the deep in Hebrew is “Choshek”, which is the antonym of “Shalom”. The word “darkness” in Hebrew is “Choshek,” and it means darkness, misery, destruction, death, sorrow, and wickedness. It can refer to physical darkness or metaphorical darkness, such as spiritual or moral confusion. In the Bible, the concept of “Choshek” is often associated with the punishment of sin and the need for repentance.

The Departure from Darkness

The darkness is past (ignorance is past – Acts 17:30), and the true light now shines – 1 John 2:8. That thou mayest say to the prisoners, go forth; to them that are in darkness, Shew yourselves (the people that walked in darkness have seen a great light – Isaiah 9:2). They shall feed in the ways, and their pastures shall be in all high places. They shall not hunger nor thirst; neither shall the heat nor sun smite them: for he that hath mercy on them shall lead them, even by the springs of water shall he guide them. And I will make all my mountains a way, and my highways shall be exalted. Behold, these shall come from far: and, lo, these from the north and the west; and these from the land of Sinim. Sing, O heavens; and be joyful O earth, and break forth into singing, O mountains: for the Lord hath comforted his people and will have mercy upon his afflicted – Isaiah 49:9-13.

The Dual Nature of Man

So now, as new creatures – 2 Corinthians 5:17; Galatians 6:15, we must contend with two opposing forces; the spirit and the flesh. For the flesh lusts against the Spirit, and the Spirit against the flesh: and these are contrary the one to the other – Galatians 5:17; Romans 8:13.

Man is now endowed with two traits, so to speak. He through Christ is granted access to the tree of life but the effects of eating from the tree of good and evil are still stuck in his teeth that he cannot get it out, that it is so ingrained in himself that God must transform his vile body to get rid of the sinful nature – Philippians 3:21.

Personal Testimony of Inner Struggle

Coming back to me: As I said in the beginning, ever since I have grown to understand things, I realized that something was off in me; I felt a void in me, and chaos ensued. I didn’t have the slightest idea what it was. I thought it was me. It was miserable and utterly hopeless and chaotic I wanted to end my life somehow.

I would say, I was kind of a masochist. Masochism, or the pursuit of personal anguish or seeking pain for oneself, is another phenomenon that affects not only confused teenagers but adults as well. These customs were also observed by ancient civilizations or groups.

A masochist is a person who derives gratification from their pain or humiliation; a person who enjoys an activity that appears to be painful or soul-destroying. I now realize that both sadism and masochism are fueled by a craving for atonement. It is the effect of the original sin in humans, which the Savior of the world has come and taken away. One must only believe in the shed blood of Jesus Christ to appropriate the merits of the redemptive work on the cross of Calvary.

The Descent into Despair and Discovery of Faith

Because of the lack of Spirit-inspired teaching in the body of Christ, and the lack of the demonstration of the power of the Holy Ghost within the local churches, people are not seeing the life of God percolating in their lives. It took me years of learning, and the grace and mercy of God to realize what was it that I was wrestling with. Though my conversion was a radical one, and I was filled with the Holy Spirit multiple times and have experienced the joy of salvation; as I grew in the spirit, when I began walking on my feet, as a child would grow and walk on his strength—The reality strikes and the comfort of the parents’ nurturing now missing—our face droops to all of life’s struggles. The Holy Spirit of God is the one who was with me nurturing me and giving me all the comforts that I needed—and suddenly, I felt I could no longer enjoy His pampering.

The Dark Night of the Soul

It wasn’t that He left me, the truth was that I had grown and that I must now begin to walk on my own. And the pressures of the world and the lusts of the flesh and the deceitfulness of riches began dragging me again back presumably to a failed life. I started to see my life falling apart and I couldn’t achieve anything. I was a total failure according to the world’s standards. My father said, you are accursed and good for nothing and there was none left in my family that did not reject me and disowned me. Even my friends, whom I thought were friends mocked and left my life. I was left alone starting to experience the old haunting depression and oppression and hopelessness trying to drag me back to my old life.

Renewal through the Word

It wasn’t until the day that I found a Gideon pocket Bible, which I treasured and began to eat from it like a ravenous wolf—I realized how impoverished I was in the spirit, and that was the cause of my voidness. I would sit on a chair and read like I would die if I didn’t. As I read through its pages, I felt a sweetness, which I cannot describe spreading all over my mouth. As the apostle John described in Revelation 10:10; it was in his mouth sweet as honey; it was in mine too. But I wasn’t aware that it had another side. As soon as I had eaten it, my belly was bitter – Revelation 10:10.

The Struggle and Triumph of Faith

When you receive something in the spirit, your flesh will enter into a struggle. After ye were illuminated, ye endured a great fight of afflictions – Hebrews 10:32. Yeah, and all that will live godly in Christ Jesus shall suffer persecution – 2 Timothy 3:12. By activating your spirit man, you are now working against all that the devil has built in you. There will be a battle that one would have to endure. Paul charged Timothy to war a good warfare – 1 Timothy 1:18. Thou therefore endure hardness, as a good soldier of Jesus Christ – 2 Timothy 2:3. What else would wage war on us? Other than the demonic spirits, the fleshly lusts, war against the soul – 1 Peter 2:11. Though we walk in the flesh, we do not war after the flesh, but we use our mighty spiritual weapon to thwart the work of the enemy and subdue the flesh – 2 Corinthians 10:3-6.

The Lifelong Battle with Darkness

The battle did not end there. I had to contend with the devil and flesh for many years. It’s been thirty-two years now having come to the Lord, and I’ve had innumerable heavenly spiritual experiences. I have seen God change people’s lives through my ministry; I have seen lives transformed by the power of the Holy Ghost; I have seen people delivered from the power of the enemy when I would lay hands; I have seen barren wombs blessed when I prayed; I have seen God heal many when I prayed; I have experienced the saving work of angels multiple times; I have experienced the touch of the Master countless times in my life; yet I could not pray in the Holy Ghost, which is praying in tongues. Something deep down prevented me from experiencing it.

Healing through Partnership and Prayer

God started another profound work in me just a few years ago after I met my wife, who is from Kyrgyzstan. I didn’t know that I had deep wounds of rejection and childhood abuse and the spirit of failure had its sway in me, despite my spiritual stance.

Victory and Liberation in Spiritual Warfare

When all hell broke loose in my life and all my family disowned me, I felt the same harrowing hopelessness haunting my life once again. Even after coming to Christ, its hold was deep down in me waiting to pounce when the time comes. This time it emerged and showed a suicidal intent. It wanted to kill me. The Lord placed a burden on my wife’s heart regarding me. She believed that I was her ministry. I recall her attempting to persuade me that I am a king’s child and that she is come to assist me break away from my routine. She would declare, “We will defeat the adversary and reclaim what is rightfully yours—that which the devil has taken.” Was it that simple? I will tell you that my wife had to go through a lot of pain trying to fix my life. The devil was enraged at her, but God’s mercy was with us. I can’t thank God enough for my wife, whom He has blessed me with, who prayed and prayed and fought until I was healed in many areas. I am still a work in progress, and she has borne the brunt of it. “Hereby perceive we the love of God, because he laid down his life for us: and we ought to lay down our lives for the brethren” – 1 John 3:16. How effective it would be if all Christians heeded this amazing idea to act as their brethren’s protectors and defenders in times of need.

The Power of Speaking in Tongues

My spirit, which was throttled, is finally starting to speak in heavenly language after all these years of struggling and warfare; having been cleansed from numerous interior scars and traumas.

Embracing the Gift of Tongues and Divine Rest

I sensed the formlessness or emptiness that was trailing my existence disappearing as soon as the Lord opened my mouth to speak in tongues. It could no longer plague me as I employed the gift of tongues. To keep our spirits steady and avoid getting throttled once more, we must fight this war every day. It takes a constant effort to keep our flesh, through which the evil spirits operate, under check.

A Testimony to the Power of the Spirit

By the spirit, I was speaking to God, mysteries. Every time, I would feel emptiness come, the spirit would begin to speak, which my mind could not understand. But the word of God says, for he that speaks in an unknown tongue speaks not unto men, but unto God: for no man understands him; howbeit in the spirit he speaks mysteries – 1 Corinthians 14:2. He that speaks in an unknown tongue edifies himself – 1 Corinthians 14:4. I wonder how “the Cessationists” edifies themselves, and what they would counsel those who are oppressed by the devils due to deep traumas. While the presbytery’s laying on of hands is important, it is not sufficient in and of itself to finish a person’s healing process. Certain healings can be received from God’s prepared ministers, but others can be achieved only via the use of our spirit man. Because our flesh works in opposition, we cannot win the struggle unless we employ our spirit. That is why the word of God enjoins us: As new-born babes, desire the sincere milk of the word, that ye may grow thereby – 1 Peter 2:2; let us go on unto perfection – Hebrews 6:1. That is why spiritual development is so important. Every time I would experience heaviness, my spirit would spring into action speaking mysteries and I would see darkness dissipating when I prayed in tongues.

Not only do I see and experience darkness fleeing, but I have also felt refreshed and light on the inside and light/life permeating through me. This is what prophet Isaiah was saying: with stammering lips and another tongue will he speak. This is the rest wherewith ye may cause the weary to rest; and this is the refreshing – Isaiah 28:11,12. Let us labour therefore to enter that rest – Hebrews 4:11. There remains therefore a rest to the people of God. For he that is entered into his rest, he also hath ceased from his works, as God did from his – Hebrews 4:9,10. Let us, therefore, fear, lest a promise being left us of entering his rest, any of you should seem to come short of it – Hebrews 4:1. This is the promised rest that Jesus was telling about; he said, Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest – Matthew 11:28. It is Jesus Christ that will baptize you with the Holy Ghost – Luke 3:16. And one must come to him, the source of all life to obtain that rest. Not only should one come to him, but they must also speak forth what the Spirit prompts them to say for life to flow from inside. They must approach him in a childlike manner and accept without question what he has to offer them. There’s a good chance that one would be sceptical since what Jesus would offer would not make sense to a rational mind. A person who harbours subtle pride may find it difficult to receive anything from the Lord. Preachers who fail to explain to believers the importance of this rest that comes from speaking the heavenly language are preventing them from fulfilling God’s greatest promises.

This is the rest multitudes including “the Cessationists” have come short of and are guilty of. The gift of speaking in tongues may not have seemed all that important in the Western world, where the spiritual atmosphere is not as tainted as it is in Asian countries with their abundance of temples and idol worship; however, a Christian would realize that he or she is helpless without the gift of tongues if they wanted to survive in any of those nations where voodooism, occultism, sacrilege, and similar practices are common. One might just be able to survive but at what cost? People have survived without exercising this gift, but they have also been plundered by the devil in many areas. Given that the Bible itself says that we are ignorant of what to pray for, how are you going to pray? Likewise, the Spirit also helps our infirmities: for we know not what we should pray for as we ought – Romans 8:26. If not for this gift, how do we even follow the command “Pray without ceasing” – 1 Thessalonians 5:17?

The Unseen Battle: A Testimony of Spiritual Warfare and Victory

An Encounter with Earthly Challenge

I would like to end this discussion by telling you another incident. When my wife and I tried to rent a house, the owner told us that we could avoid paying rent each month if we gave him a certain amount right away since he required a big sum of money. We felt it was fantastic as it would benefit us as well. He agreed to return the money at the conclusion of the contract when it was signed. When the time came, he was reluctant to give us any money and instead tried to evict us from the residence. Numerous horrors befell us, and we were at a loss for what to do. We were powerless and could only talk to God about this and that, but our prayers were ineffective. It was a meaningless exchange of sentimental words.

The Breakthrough of Spiritual Tongues

Thank God for this trauma; it was during this period that I began speaking in tongues and received my victory. A barrage of stupid phrases came shooting out of my throat, and I had no choice but to spit them out. My natural thought claimed that it was dumb since it was so illogical. I started to clear it out, though, because what is there for me to lose? I’ve chosen specific terms on purpose to convey what I went through. I had no idea at the time that it was the start of a stream that came from deep within.

Embracing Childlike Faith

I now know what 1 Thessalonians 5:19—”Quench not the Spirit”—means. Oh, how many people stifle His presence by refusing to accept His gifts? With our conceited and arrogant attitude, how often do we grieve the Holy Spirit of God – Ephesians 4:30? Didn’t Jesus say, Verily I say unto you, whosoever shall not receive the kingdom of God as a little child shall in no wise enter therein – Luke 18:17.

The Power of Spiritual Language

Like a child, I began to speak all of the inexplicable words aloud, and that’s when I started singing in tongues. Mysteries and songs that I had never heard before began to emerge from me. When I talked in tongues, I felt a surge of energy that I had never experienced before. I understood that my spirit was binding and destroying the enemy’s works. In short, everything transpired so quickly that the entire amount of money was transferred to our bank account within a few days. I can promise that we would have lost everything if God hadn’t given us the ability to speak or pray in unfamiliar tongues.

Conclusion: 

The Victory of Faith

In the vast landscape of life’s trials, this story stands as a powerful testament to the triumph of faith over adversity. Our challenges and moments of despair served as a crucible, revealing the might of God’s power in our lives. Through the unexpected gift of speaking in tongues, we tapped into a divine strength that propelled us beyond our limited understanding and into a realm of spiritual breakthrough.

Our experience underscores the enduring truth that our struggles are not against flesh and blood, but against spiritual forces that aim to weaken our faith and determination. It is in our weakest moments that God’s strength shines brightest, manifesting in mysterious and profound ways, such as the language of the Spirit.

Now, as we reflect on our victory, our hearts overflow with gratitude, and our spirits resonate with the deeper cadences of God’s grace. We are reminded that our spiritual weapons are mighty through God for the demolition of strongholds – 2 Corinthians 10:4. The once seemingly foolish words and melodies were, in reality, expressions of liberation, a sacred vocabulary of the Spirit that transcended human languages and situations.

Our journey from despair to deliverance is not just our own, but an invitation to all who walk the path of faith. It urges us to seek God with a childlike heart, to embrace the spiritual gifts He provides, and to stand firm in the knowledge that our spiritual language is key to unlocking the chains of our trials.

May this testimony inspire bravery in the face of life’s storms, encouraging believers to cling to their faith, to trust in God’s invisible hand, and to declare, with unwavering conviction, the dominance of His power in every facet of life. For in Him, we are more than victors, and through Him, we can bring light to the dark corners of our journey, filling them with the unquenchable light of His everlasting love.