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The FIRE of GRACE: How God RESUSCITATES Dead SOULS

The enemy’s camp is ablaze with a lie: that man, in his own strength, can climb to God. This falsehood has chained countless souls, convincing them they can save themselves. But the Word of God thunders a different truth—a truth that shatters pride, revives the dead, and sets captives free. Like Samson tying firebrands to foxes to burn the Philistines’ fields (Judges 15:4-5), we must send the fire of divine revelation to torch the enemy’s deceptions. The scriptures declare: salvation is God’s work, from first breath to final glory, and only the humble receive His grace.

Dead Bones and the Breath of God

Picture a valley of dry bones—bleached, scattered, lifeless. This is humanity apart from God. Ezekiel 37:1-14 paints a vivid portrait of our spiritual state: “dead in trespasses and sins” (Ephesians 2:1). These bones can’t stitch themselves together, nor can they choose to live. When God asks Ezekiel, “Can these bones live?” the prophet doesn’t point to human effort. He replies, “O Lord God, thou knowest” (Ezekiel 37:3). Only God can act, and act He does. He commands Ezekiel to prophesy, and the Spirit—the “ruach”—breathes life into the lifeless (Ezekiel 37:9-10). The bones rattle, flesh forms, and an army rises—not by their own power, but by the breath of God.

This is the starting point of salvation. We are not merely sick or struggling; we are spiritually dead, incapable of responding to God without divine resuscitation. The lie of self-salvation crumbles here. No amount of good deeds, religious rituals, or willpower can spark life in a dead soul. As Ephesians 2:5 declares, “Even when we were dead in sins, [God] hath quickened us together with Christ, (by grace ye are saved).” Salvation begins with God’s initiative, not ours.

The Son of Man Seeks the Lost

Enter Jesus, the Shepherd of souls, who declares His mission: “For the Son of man is come TO SEEK and TO SAVE that which was lost” (Luke 19:10). Like a heat-seeking missile, Christ locks onto the lost—those spiritually adrift, weary, and yearning for life. But who are the “lost”? They are not the self-sufficient or the proud, who think they need no savior. They are the “poor in spirit” (Matthew 5:3), those who sense their emptiness and cry for life. Jesus doesn’t wait for them to find Him; He seeks them, as a shepherd pursues a stray sheep (Luke 15:4-7).

Yet this seeking is not universal in its outcome. Not all respond, for not all are drawn. Jesus Himself reveals the divine prerequisite: “No man can come to me, except the Father which hath sent me draw him” (John 6:44). The Father, through the Holy Spirit, initiates the pull, stirring the dead heart to life. This drawing is the breath of Ezekiel’s vision, the grace that enables a response. The lie of human autonomy burns here: we don’t choose God until He first chooses to awaken us. As Romans 2:4 proclaims, “The goodness of God leadeth thee to repentance.” Salvation is God’s pursuit, not man’s achievement.

Salvation to the Uttermost

For those who are drawn, the promise is staggering: “Wherefore he is able also to save them to the uttermost THAT COME unto God BY HIM, seeing he ever liveth to make intercession for them” (Hebrews 7:25). Jesus’ salvation is complete, eternal, and unshakable. The phrase “to the uttermost” is a divine shout—there is no limit to His saving power for those who come. But notice the condition: “that COME unto God BY him.” This coming is not a work we muster; it’s a response enabled by grace. As in the Genesis dawn, when God said, “Let there be light,” and the Word shaped creation while the Spirit hovered over the formless deep, so too in redemption: the Father draws, the Spirit breathes, and the soul, now alive, runs to Christ. Just as God commanded light to shine out of darkness, He now makes His light shine in our hearts to reveal the glory of Christ (2 Corinthians 4:6), awakening us as a new creation in His boundless grace.

Who comes? The humble, the broken, those who know they’re spiritually bankrupt. Jesus said, They that be whole need not a physician, but they that are sick. But go ye and learn what that meaneth, I will have mercy, and not sacrifice: for I am not come to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance – Matthew 9:12,13. Jesus uses the metaphor of a physician to explain His mission. The “whole” refers to those who consider themselves righteous, self-sufficient, or spiritually healthy, feel morally upright and does not need repentance. The “sick” represents sinners—those who recognize their spiritual brokenness, moral failings, or need for forgiveness, such as those marginalized by society.

Jesus quotes Hosea 6:6, saying, “I will have MERCY, and not sacrifice,” emphasizing that God desires compassion and a heart oriented toward repentance. His mission is to call “sinners to repentance,” inviting those who acknowledge their need for grace to follow Him, rather than those who feel they are already whole. The people which sat in darkness SAW great light; and to them which sat in the region and shadow of death light is sprung up” (Matthew 4:16). The people which sat in darkness saw great light,” comes from Matthew 4:16 in the New Testament, quoting Isaiah 9:2 from the Old Testament, which represents spiritual ignorance, spiritual lostness, sin, despair, and separation from God.

Grace and truth CAME through Jesus Christ (John 1:17), and the grace of God that brings salvation HATH appeared to all men (Titus 2:11), leaving none with excuse. Jesus, the embodiment of grace, stands at the door and knocks on every heart (Revelation 3:20). Yet not all respond, nor can all receive, for “this is the condemnation, that light IS COME into the world, and men loved darkness rather than light, because their deeds were evil” (John 3:19). Those who do evil hate the light and shrink from it, lest their deeds be exposed (John 3:20), but he that doeth truth comes to the light, that his deeds may be made manifest, wrought in God (John 3:21). This movement toward the light cannot occur without the work of grace in a heart, for no one can say, “Jesus is Lord,” except by the Holy Spirit (1 Corinthians 12:3). The soul’s motion toward God is sparked by the Spirit’s divine work, as no one can come to Christ unless drawn by the Father’s grace (John 6:44). Without this grace, the natural inclination is to remain in sin, loving darkness (John 3:19). To “do truth” is to live in alignment with God’s will, embracing honesty, righteousness, and faith—not merely intellectual assent but a lifestyle of sincerity and obedience to the truth revealed in Christ. But God be thanked, that ye were the servants of sin, but ye have obeyed from the heart that form of doctrine which was delivered you. – Romans 6:17. This reflects a heart already touched by grace, for only those regenerated by the Spirit can genuinely seek truth, responding to God’s initiative rather than relying on self-generated effort. Coming to the light means accepting Jesus, confessing sin, and submitting to His truth in an act of faith and humility, acknowledging the need for salvation. Just as the people who “sat in darkness” were passive until the great light dawned (Isaiah 9:2, Matthew 4:16), so too in John 3:21, grace moves a person from spiritual passivity to actively seeking the light, fulfilling God’s redemptive promise. This underscores the synergy of divine grace and human responsibility: God’s grace initiates, but individuals must respond through faith and obedience. Coming to the light is transformative—it exposes sin yet empowers righteous living through the Spirit, shifting one from hiding in darkness to standing openly before God.

God resists the proud, but gives grace to the humble (James 4:6; 1 Peter 5:5). The proud, with no room for God in their thoughts (Psalm 10:4), build towers of self-reliance, unaware of their spiritual deadness. Yet the humble, awakened BY grace to their spiritual poverty (Matthew 5:3) and lack of strength (Romans 5:6), recognize their need and cling to the Savior. Jesus exalts them, for “he that shall humble himself shall be exalted” (Matthew 23:12). Some hearts, like stony ground or thorn-choked soil, cannot receive the seed of grace, while the good ground of the humble heart yields fruit (Matthew 13:3-23).

This redemption mirrors the Genesis dawn, when God said, “Let there be light,” the Word shaped creation, and the Spirit hovered over the formless deep (Genesis 1:2-3). Likewise, in salvation, the Father’s grace pierces the darkness of the humble heart, where the Spirit moves as over the deep; the Word incarnate brings redemption, and the Spirit breathes life, awakening the soul to embrace Christ.

Burning the Falsehood

The enemy’s lie—that we can save ourselves—crumbles under the weight of these truths. Consider the implications:

– “Dead souls can’t save themselves.” Like dry bones, we need the Spirit’s breath to live (Ezekiel 37:9; Ephesians 2:1-5).

– “God initiates salvation.” Jesus seeks the lost, and the Father draws them (Luke 19:10; John 6:44).

– “Grace enables response.” We repent and come because God’s goodness leads us (Romans 2:4; Titus 3:5).

– “Humility receives grace.” The proud are rejected, but the humble are saved to the uttermost (James 4:6; Hebrews 7:25).

This is no scattershot salvation. God’s grace is precise, like a laser targeting the weary, the lost, and the poor in spirit. Not all are drawn, and not all respond, but those who do are saved completely. The lie of self-salvation fuels pride, but the truth of grace humbles us before a sovereign God.

A Call to the Humble

If your heart stirs as you read this, it may be the Spirit’s breath, drawing you to the Savior. Don’t trust in your own strength—it’s a lie that leads to death. Instead, humble yourself before God. Cry out as the tax collector did: “God be merciful to me a sinner” (Luke 18:13). Jesus seeks you, the Father draws you, and the Spirit empowers you to come. And when you come, Christ saves you to the uttermost. Jesus said, All that the Father giveth me SHALL COME to me; and him that cometh to me I will in no wise cast out – John 6:37.

For believers, this truth is a firebrand to carry. The world is choking on the falsehood of self-reliance. Like Samson, tie these truths together—God’s initiative, grace’s power, and salvation’s completeness—and send them into the enemy’s camp. Proclaim that salvation is by grace alone, through faith alone, in Christ alone. Let the proud stumble, but let the humble rise, revived by the breath of God.

Conclusion

The valley of dry bones lives because God breathes. The lost are saved because Jesus seeks. The humble are exalted because grace draws. This is the gospel that burns away falsehood and opens blind eyes. Salvation is not man’s work but God’s glory. So come, you weary and poor in spirit. Come to God by Christ, and be saved to the uttermost. And for those who know this truth, let’s set the enemy’s lies ablaze with the fire of grace.

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DESECRATION and Grace: The HOLY TRIAD of God’s Reign

The Bible unveils a “holy place”—first the tabernacle, then the temple, shadows of a deeper reality (Hebrews 8:5). I see it now as a triad, three pillars where God’s kingdom stakes its claim: the political sphere, pulsing through the White House, mightiest office reigning over earthly kings; the Church, America’s charge to bear the gospel’s light, whose fall imperils Christendom; and the individual soul, a temple of the Holy Spirit (1 Corinthians 6:19). Daniel declares, “The God of heaven will set up a kingdom that shall never be destroyed” (Daniel 2:44), and I’m convinced it reigns today—not in triumph, but in contention, desecrated by Satan’s claw yet upheld by a grace I’ve tasted. This isn’t whimsy; it’s a lens to pierce our lawless age of April 2025, a truth to make us wise and evade the “man of lawlessness” rising (2 Thessalonians 2:3). I lay it bare—credible, urgent, a call to see the snake’s bore and the line that holds the world from his sway.

The Political Sphere: The White House

The White House stands as more than stone—it’s the nerve center of worldly might, the most powerful office on earth, its decrees bending kings and nations like a shepherd’s rod sways the flock. Scripture affirms God “removes kings and sets up kings” (Daniel 2:21), and I see His hand wrestling here, in this holy sphere—not divine in essence, but set apart by its dominion. For years, I watched desecration take root: pride flags raised as idols on its lawn each June, a rainbow banner supplanting the cross; policies bent to appease abortion’s altar—millions of lives lost since Roe v. Wade, a stain unwashed even after its fall. Lawlessness poured forth—open borders bled chaos, cities burned in riots, unchecked by a spirit not of God but of Babylon’s daughter, “mother of harlots and abominations” (Revelation 17:5).

The 2024 election was a war of kingdoms, lawlessness against order, Godlessness against grace. I saw anarchy rise—human trafficking surged through shadowed routes, cartels grew rich with blood money, streets drowned in fentanyl’s tide—until a new tenant swore the oath in January 2025. Flawed—his tongue cuts, his past stumbles—but orders shifted ground: border patrols doubled in Texas, trafficking rings raided from Ohio to California, a grace on the world, frail yet a lifeline cast across the waves. Daniel 4:26 says, “The heavens do rule.” I’ve wrestled—can law hold this dark? The White House shines when its edicts bow to justice—shielding the weak, binding the lawless—not man’s whims. Yet Revelation 18’s merchants, drunk on her wine, claw back—lobbyists weave agendas through April’s halls, ideologues twist truth into shadows. It teeters, a linchpin or a fall—I watch with breath held.

The Church: The Ecclesia

The Church, Christ’s body, is the second pillar—“salt of the earth,” “light of the world” (Matthew 5:13-14), restraining evil until He returns (2 Thessalonians 2:6-7). America once stood as its head in the West, tasked to blaze the gospel across the earth, a charge to anchor God’s order. If she falls, the West crumbles; if that goes, Christianity’s husk is razed, and Israel’s walls fall—the snake bores deep, seeking to unravel all. I see apostasy breaking her: prosperity preachers hawk gold over the cross, megachurch scandals bare greed masked as faith—millions gained while truth fades—while drag queens bless pulpits, rainbow robes mocking the sacred in St. James Episcopal. Worship turns theater—Jesus flipped tables for less, naming it a “den of thieves” (Matthew 21:13); Paul warned of Satan’s ministers cloaked as righteous (2 Corinthians 11:14-15). This is desecration—a pest piercing Christendom’s shell, a rot spreading wide.

Yet grace holds—the ecclesia restrains the lawless one, thwarting Satan’s sway. In the last presidency, the enemy struck—politics warped, pulpits twisted, hearts poisoned—but it failed, the remnant firm. I’ve seen it stand: in Georgia’s pews, they reject rainbow banners; across Asia’s rice fields, South America’s slums, Africa’s sun-scorched plains, they pray, casting out lies with scripture’s steel. A preacher’s flock grew from 50 to 200, dozens baptized in a muddy creek, hymns rising against the wind’s chants. Cocooned by the Holy Ghost, led by Christ, this core endures—the gates of hell batter but won’t breach God’s shield. I’ve seen the Spirit’s fire there, a warmth pulsing through cracked walls, defying the cold beyond. The husk breaks—lawlessness tests—but the remnant reigns, its light fierce across the earth.

The Individual: The Soul

The individual soul—you, me—is the third holy place, God’s temple (1 Corinthians 6:19), where the battle cuts personal. Our age mirrors Noah’s—“every intention was only evil continually” (Genesis 6:5)—a flood reborn. Rebellion runs wild; Godlessness spreads. Babylon’s wine of wrath (Revelation 18:3) pours from screens—porn streams flood views, TikTok peddles self-worship to kids, minds molded before prayer. Lawlessness grows—anger festers, perversion twists love, pride chokes humility. I’ve seen it—a child parroting filth from a phone in a grocery aisle; a teen lost to fentanyl, his temple broken in a ditch off the road. Satan defiles these temples, cracking what’s holy, staining the innocent.

But grace breaks through—I’ve tasted it. A soul says “No,” sparked by a laugh or a verse: “He who began a good work in you will complete it” (Philippians 1:6). It’s surrender—turning from filth, step by step. A young man turned from his phone’s poison to prayer after a sermon pierced his heart; his eyes cleared by Easter, a light kindled anew in his gaze. I’ve seen that shift—a spark against the flood, growing to a flame through nights of wrestling. One redeemed soul lifts the Church—picture a mother in a small congregation, weeping as she returned from years lost; a steadfast Church guides the state—her voice ringing strength to steady a faltering land. This fight’s ours—lawlessness tempts, Babylon beckons—yet grace sparks what’s cracked, a hope enduring.

The Triad’s Truth

Here’s the revelation I stake: God’s kingdom reigns—through the White House, mightiest among kings, when it bows to His law; through the Church, America’s torch, whose remnant restrains the lawless one; through the soul when it spurns Babylon’s cup. If the U.S. falls, the West collapses; if Christianity’s razed, Israel’s fate hangs by a thread—the snake bores to topple God’s order. In the last presidency, the enemy swung—lawlessness flooded—but it failed, the ecclesia holding fast in muddy creeks and shadowed slums, a grit forged in prayer and steel. Yet should the rapture snatch this remnant, the safety pod breaches—all hell breaks loose, a recoil shattering resistance, “darkness shall cover the earth, and gross darkness the people” (Isaiah 60:2), sleeper cells artfully infused into the West’s architecture springing alive by the tiger spirit of antichrist, kicking off the great tribulation, a trouble unlike anything seen. With the ecclesia at the helm, the dark world’s rage chants death to Israel and Christendom—the end crashing in like a storm long held at bay. One can only imagine when the kernel is plucked from the husk, that which restrains all darkness, its fallout unleashed. Daniel 7’s beasts rage; Revelation 18’s harlot seduces with her wine; yet grace rides the flood, as Noah’s ark endured. April 2025 echoes Matthew 24:12—“Lawlessness will abound”—but the gospel presses on, a lifeline in chaos.

The White House teeters—will it hold? The Church’s husk fractures—America falters, yet the remnant digs in, unbowed under Christ. Souls drown—do we rise? Satan desecrates all three, coiling through power, pews, hearts, but grace redeems—not fully, not now. “The kingdom of God is at hand” (Mark 1:15)—present in this triad, a truth to discern. See the desecration, the lies; see the snake’s aim, the line he can’t break till the trumpet sounds; cling to the grace—for the Lord reigns, His holy places endure, a beacon in the twilight.

The Illusion of Choosing Belief: Unleashing the True Gospel

We’ve been sold a counterfeit gospel—a flimsy tale of human triumph where faith begins with us. Ask someone when they met Christ, and they’ll point to a moment of personal resolve: “I chose to believe.” It’s a story we cling to, a trophy we polish—belief as our doing, our decision. But that’s a mirage, a hollow lid begging to be blown off. The gospel the apostles preached doesn’t start with man’s will. It starts with God’s decree, surges with the Spirit’s fire, and leaves no room for boasting. It’s time to shake the dust off our boots, let the Lion of the Tribe of Judah roar, and march to the Spirit’s tune.

The Apostolic Gospel: God’s Act, Not Ours

The apostles didn’t peddle a feel-good pitch. They proclaimed a fact: Jesus Christ, sent by God, died for our sins, was buried, and rose on the third day, fulfilling Scripture (1 Cor. 15:3-4). Peter thundered at Pentecost, “Jesus of Nazareth… God raised Him up, loosing the pangs of death” (Acts 2:22-24). Paul hammered it home: Christ’s death and resurrection, witnessed and foretold, is the power by which we’re saved (1 Cor. 15:1-8). Philip unpacked Isaiah 53 to the eunuch—Jesus, the suffering servant who bore our iniquities (Acts 8:35). No “Jesus loves you; just believe.” No sentimental hook. They announced God’s victory—Christ crucified, raised, and reigning—and the Spirit took it from there.

Jesus Himself set the pattern when He sent Paul: “Open their eyes, so that they may turn from darkness to light and from the power of Satan to God, that they may receive forgiveness of sins and a place among those who are sanctified by faith in me” (Acts 26:18). Open their eyes—whose job is that? The Spirit’s, through an anointed vessel. Belief isn’t the root; it’s the fruit. Paul said it: “My speech and my proclamation were not with plausible words of wisdom, but in demonstration of the Spirit and of power” (1 Cor. 2:4-5). The apostles waited for the Spirit’s move—Peter saw hearts cut at Pentecost (Acts 2:37), Philip discerned the eunuch’s faith after illumination (Acts 8:37), Cornelius’ household spoke in tongues mid-sermon (Acts 10:44-46)—the Spirit didn’t wait for their “yes.” “Believe” wasn’t a command tossed out solo; it came after the Spirit’s visible work. Belief came up few times, always after the Spirit’s visible work—“everyone who believes in Him receives forgiveness,” Peter preached (Acts 10:43), but only as the Spirit fell. This is the gospel: God decrees, the Spirit moves, and dead souls rise.

The Lie of Human Initiative

We’ve twisted this into a man-made myth: faith as a personal decision, a rational flex we muster up. But Scripture torches that illusion. “For God, who said, ‘Let light shine out of darkness,’ has shone in our hearts to give the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Jesus Christ” (2 Cor. 4:6). It’s Genesis 1 all over again—God speaks, light breaks in, and the Spirit hovers. That’s regeneration: the Word decrees, the Spirit acts, and a corpse stirs. Lydia’s heart? “The Lord opened it” (Acts 16:14). The Gentiles? Unlocked by God for the “incorruptible seed” (1 Peter 1:23). A dead man doesn’t choose life—it’s breathed into him first.

Romans 2:4 nails it: “The goodness of God leadeth thee to repentance.” Not your grit—His kindness. Galatians 6:7 warns, “God is not mocked”—we can’t sow faith and claim we plowed the field. If we wedge ourselves into God’s order, we steal leverage to boast. But Romans 3:27 slams the door: “Where is boasting then? It is excluded… by the law of faith.” Faith’s merit isn’t ours—it’s His. The elect soul doesn’t claw its way to Christ; it’s drawn by the Father, quickened by the Spirit, born anew by the Word. So when someone asks, “Do you believe?” don’t flex your choice. Ask: Who spoke light into your darkness?

The Cost of a Counterfeit Gospel

Without the Spirit’s power, men invent their own ways—fabricating ministries, preaching a “different gospel” (Gal. 1:6-7). It’s all noise unless the Holy Ghost drives it: “Not by might, nor by power, but by my Spirit, saith the Lord” (Zech. 4:6). Jesus told them, “Tarry… until ye be endued with power from on high” (Luke 24:49). That’s the crucible—trying, sanctifying, breaking. You might lose, paying a price for the inheritance in Christ. But it’s easier to jump ahead, build your own stage, and peddle a hollow gospel. Today’s “Jesus loves you, just believe” is a shadow of what the apostles preached—a sales pitch dodging the Spirit’s fire.

How to Do the Gospel Work

The apostles didn’t wing it—they tarried, then proclaimed Christ’s victory, letting the Spirit open eyes. We can’t fake that power. Here’s how to bring the true gospel to every soul:

– Start with Prayer and Tarrying: Wait on the Spirit. No anointing, no impact—seek the fire that breaks yokes (Zech. 4:6).

– Proclaim, Don’t Plead: Declare what God did—Christ died, rose, reigns (1 Cor. 15:3-4). No fluff—just the fact of His lordship (Acts 2:24).

– Discern the Spirit’s Move: Don’t push “believe.” Look for conviction—cut hearts, lit eyes (Acts 2:37; 8:37). The Spirit leads; you follow.

– Tailor the Approach:

– Idol Worshipper: Show Christ’s empty tomb over dead altars (Acts 17:24-31); pray the Spirit shatters their blindness (Acts 26:18).

– Atheist: Hit with resurrection evidence (1 Cor. 15:6); let the Spirit pierce their denial (2 Cor. 4:6).

– Backslider: Call them to the cross they knew (1 John 1:9); pray the Spirit reignites their fire (Rev. 2:4-5).

– Moralist: Break their self-righteousness—Christ’s death saves, not works (Rom. 3:23-24); let the Spirit convict (John 16:8).

– Seeker: Feed their hunger with Christ’s truth (Acts 8:35); trust the Spirit to plant the seed (1 Peter 1:23).

– Wait and Work: Some turn fast, some slow—stay Spirit-led, not success-driven (Acts 14:22).

– Seal with Baptism: When faith blooms, baptize them into Christ’s life (Acts 2:38)—the Spirit’s mark, not your win.

This isn’t a script—it’s surrender. The power’s the same for every soul: tarry ‘til you’ve got it, then go.

Let the Lion Roar

The church has slumbered under a diluted gospel, abused by falsehoods that rob grace and sideline the Spirit. No more. The time has come to put things right—to reclaim the apostolic thunder: Christ died, rose, reigns, and the Spirit sets men free. Let the Lion of the Tribe of Judah’s voice reverberate across the earth. Shake the dust off your boots, march to the Spirit’s tune, and watch the captives rise. When they ask, “Do you believe?” don’t nod to your will. Point to the One who woke you up.

Historical Case Studies: “How Christianity Transformed Brutal Cultures”

What tamed the ruthless tribal hearts of ages past? Picture the Aztecs, Mayans, Incas—cultures steeped in blood, their altars stained with human sacrifice. The Pawnee, Muskogean, Natchez, Iroquois, Anasazi, and Hurons weren’t far behind, bound by practices that reveled in violence. Then came the Christian missionaries. They didn’t just preach—they bulldozed through darkness with a light that shattered those ancient chains.

These weren’t timid travelers handing out pamphlets. They faced spears, jungles, and suspicion, armed only with a doctrine rooted in love and sacrifice—Christ’s doctrine. Where tribal gods demanded death, they offered life. The result? Entire cultures shifted. Rituals of cruelty faded as communities glimpsed a God who didn’t thirst for blood but gave His own. The “doctrines of the devils”—those spirits fueling terror and domination—crumbled under the weight of something stronger.

History proves it: ideas have power to build or destroy. When missionaries brought the gospel, they didn’t just change beliefs—they rewrote the soul of societies. Today, we stand on that legacy, yet it’s fraying. Anti-Christian attitudes creep in, threatening the Judeo-Christian roots of our world. So, ask yourself: What doctrines are shaping our culture now? The answer matters—because what transformed the past can still redeem the present.

The Power of DEATH and the Gift of LIFE: A Choice Between Two Realities

Death stands as the most powerful and unrelenting force humanity will ever confront—an inescapable grip that no effort can ultimately outrun. No matter how far we flee, how much we distract ourselves, or how advanced our medicine becomes, its reach claims all: the rich and the poor, the healthy and the sick, the great and the small. This is the undeniable truth we must face: death is the ultimate equalizer, leveling every life in its path.

In response, humanity grasps at anything to dull the weight of this reality. We seek solace in fleeting comforts—addictions like fentanyl, alcohol, and a thousand other vices, each a hollow attempt to silence the restless soul. People turn to twisted forms of entertainment, depraved ways of living, and endless distractions, all in a futile effort to mask the deep spiritual separation from the life of God. Consider the evidence: wars rage, murders multiply, lies fester, divorces fracture families, and punishments echo through societies—all stemming from death’s pervasive dominion. It invades every corner, corrupting the body with incurable diseases, blood disorders, and the ravages of time, while breaking the soul through betrayal, abandonment, and the harshness of this world.

How strange is it that we run to everything but the life freely offered to us? There is, however, a profound alternative.

One has conquered this overwhelming force: Jesus Christ of Nazareth. He faced death head-on, in its full fury, and emerged victorious through His death on the cross and resurrection. No other figure in recorded history can claim such a feat. The empty tomb, documented in the Gospels, and the rapid spread of Christianity despite Roman persecution stand as testaments to this unique triumph. He did not merely delay death; He shattered its power, rendering it powerless over those who believe. This is the gospel: through His sacrifice, death no longer holds the final word, and eternal life—a restored connection with God—becomes available to all.

Scripture affirms this in 1 John 4:9: “In this was manifested the love of God toward us, because that God sent his only begotten Son into the world, that we might live through him.” Jesus did not come to offer a better way of coping or to teach us resilience. He came to abolish death itself, to break the chains that have bound humanity since the fall. The same Spirit that raised Him from the grave is offered to those who believe—a Spirit that quickens us, fills us with divine life, and empowers us to transcend the limits of this dying world.

Yet, here lies the tragedy: though He bore the consequences of sin and made this ultimate sacrifice, many still refuse the gift. Why? Pride drives some to cling to illusions of self-sufficiency, rejecting any need for a savior. Ignorance blinds others, leaving them unaware of the light within reach. Suffering—grief from loss, scars from abuse, or doubts born of injustice—causes many to question whether such a gift could be real. Instead, they fill the void with temporary pleasures: drugs, distractions, or fleeting thrills that crumble under scrutiny. Is it not tragic that the very life we need most—eternal life—is the thing we so often resist?

Death reigns supreme in this world, its evidence inescapable in every graveyard, every hospital bed, and every broken heart. But Jesus has broken its dominion. He has overcome the grave, and His victory can become ours through faith. The choice is clear yet profound: we can persist in the path of death, chasing empty comforts that fade, or we can turn to the One who has defeated it. History and Scripture declare His triumph; the Spirit extends His life to us now.

So, I ask you: Why would anyone choose the grip of death over the gift of life when the contrast is so stark? Every person must confront death, but through Christ, we can also conquer it. His life is ours to claim, freely offered to all who will believe. Will we persist in the shadow or embrace the light?

From CHAOS to CLARITY: The Transformative Power of the Gospel in Personal Struggle

Introduction to Personal Struggle

Since my early years, as I began to comprehend the world around me, I became aware that something within me was not quite right. I experienced a sense of emptiness and disorder within myself, like a shapeless existence. I struggled to find a sense of identity and who I am. Chaos and Void are intertwined, as seen since the beginning of time. It was only after the radiant light of the wonderful gospel of Jesus Christ had entered my heart and I grew spiritually that I recognized the diabolical forces within me that sought to destroy my life.

Theological Foundations

An evil domain within us! That is what the Adamic transgression has brought us. Even though we have turned to Christ, we will still have to deal with two conflicting natures and authorities within ourselves until the day the Lord changes our sinful body. According to the apostle Paul, “evil is present with us”, that is in our flesh – Acts 7:14-21; Galatians 5:17.

The book of James discusses the contrast between two different types of wisdom that every believer must navigate – James 3. One realm follows the “law of sin and death” while the other follows “the law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus”– Romans 6:22/7:5/8:2,13. However, for the unregenerate, sin reigns supreme.

Our struggle against sin starts the day we come into Christ’s life. Only believers, as opposed to the wicked, face an opponent. Given that sin is his master, why would a sinner engage in combat? However, once he or she is set free from the power of sin, a born-again believer faces opposition. The kingdom of the dark world desires to reclaim its captives, and it will pursue them until the body of sin is put off. Sanctification is therefore essential to living a successful life –1 Thessalonians 4:3/5:21-23.

We must always put on the Lord Jesus Christ (that is, to put on the new man, which after God is created in righteousness and true holiness), making no provision for the body to fulfil its lusts – Romans 13:14; Ephesians 4:24; Colossians 3:10; abstaining from fleshly lusts that war against the soul – 1 Peter 2:11; and thus, giving no place to the devil – Ephesians 4:27. The process of sanctification is just the replacement of the old corrupt nature with the divine nature and holiness – Hebrews 12:10; 2 Peter 1:4.

If you see previous inclinations coming back, don’t be surprised; they may even seem to be present. Though it could give the impression that it is still alive, it has ended and is lifeless. It may fool us into thinking it’s still powerful, but that’s not the case.

Through Christ’s crucifixion, our old selves were crucified as well. The Bible confirms that we have been made alive with Christ, sharing in his death and resurrection, which is symbolically represented in the act of baptism. Ephesians 2:1,5,6; Colossians 2:12,13; and Romans 6:3,4 all convey the message that God has brought us back to life with Christ, enabling us to participate in his death and resurrection, a significance that is deeply ingrained in the ritual of water baptism.

We are instructed to discard the corrupt old nature, as there is no reason to carry something dead. It is akin to shedding old skin. The old sinful nature, which was crucified with Christ, must be removed to avoid becoming unpleasant.

The book of Genesis reflects the condition of the human heart. Just as a baby’s soul is surrounded by the womb’s water, so is the soul of man. When God says, “Let there be light,” the soul breaks forth from the dark watery realm into the world’s light. Jesus Christ is the light that shines in darkness; the true Light, which lights every man that cometh into the world – John 1:5,9. God must speak for something to come forth into being—for He upholds all things by the word of his power (before and after) – John 6:44; Hebrews 1:3.

The Human Condition and God’s Sustenance

If God doesn’t uphold all things, nothing can remain intact. Even the very breath that sustains all living creatures comes from God. The Spirit of God has made me, and the breath of the Almighty gives me life – Job 33:4. God Yahweh, created the heavens and stretched them out, who spread out the earth and that which comes out of it, who gives breath to its people and spirit to those who walk in it – Isaiah 42:5. David, the Psalmist, and the prophets all grasped this concept, as David expressed it when he said, “the earth is abundant with the goodness of the Lord” – Psalms 33:4,5.

Raising the earth from the watery depths can be compared to the emergence of a soul. The soul originates from its maker – Job 12:10; Ecclesiastes 12:7. While the body is earthly, it is also formed and supported by the divine creator – Psalms 139. Despite man’s innate nature to hate the Creator – Romans 5:10; Colossians 1:21; God loves the human beings He has created, as they are His children – Acts 17:26-29. No wonder the Lord God causes the sun to rise on the evil and the good and sends rain on the just and on the unjust – Matthew 5:45. The Lord God does not delight in the death of the wicked; rather, He desires that the wicked renounce their ways and live – Ezekiel 33:11. For the Lord is righteous in all his ways, and holy in all his works – Psalm 145:17.

The Lord executes judgment for the oppressed: which gives food to the hungry. The Lord frees the prisoners. The Lord opens the eyes of the blind: the Lord raises them that are bowed down. For He loves righteousness. He preserves the strangers; he relieves the fatherless and widow: but the way of the wicked he turns upside down – Psalm 146:7-9.

It’s still unclear how a soul is generated, and man simply wishes to deny the existence of a creator God. Tell me where the soul goes after death, you who consider yourself intelligent. Since you are unable to respond to that question, and since the Bible is the only source of doctrine that is acknowledged as inspired by God, I will quote from it instead. It states that no one has the authority to control the spirit or to hold onto it after death since the spirit will ultimately return to the Almighty – Ecclesiastes 8:8/12:7.

All that man designs, and uses is the product of human creativity, but he is unaware that in making things, he is embodying the quality of his heavenly father. Man cannot attest that it is God that gives to all life, and breath, and all things; And hath made of one blood all nations of men for to dwell on all the face of the earth, and hath determined the times before appointed, and the bounds of their habitation; That they should seek the Lord if haply they might feel after him, and find him, though He is not far from every one of us: For in him we live, and move, and have our being; as certain also of your poets have said, For we are also his offspring – Acts 17:25-28.

But sin, which paved the way for ignorance to set in, blinded him and led him to believe that the Godhead is like gold, silver, or stone, graven by art and man’s device – Acts 17:29,30, which God has come to remove through Christ. Through the destruction of sin in his flesh – Romans 6:14/8:3; Colossians 1:22, Christ made it possible for anyone who believes in him to have that life and walk in it. There is no need for a pilgrimage or sacrifices to receive this spiritual emancipation; because anyone calls on the name of the Lord shall be saved, that is the offer – Romans 10:13. And as many as received him, to them, He gave power (freedom, authority, strength) to become the sons of God, even to them that believe on his name – John 1:12. For those He picked, He took away the scales from their eyes, enabling them to see and be amazed at God. The eyes of their understanding were enlightened, and they could see not only the reality of God but their nakedness as well – Ephesians 1:18.

The Struggle with Sin and Identity

The soul then must break forth out of the watery grave, which represents the sinful realm. Didn’t the Psalmist recite, Behold, I was shaped in iniquity; and in sin did my mother conceive me? Psalm 51:5 That’s what the watery grave represents. Every child born into the world, because of the Adamic sin, must come through the realm of sin. No other way can you come. Even Jesus the Messiah had to take that route. This is going to shock many who claim that the body that Jesus Christ possessed was unlike ours. Wouldn’t that imply that the body of Mary too would thus be realized? It was from this that the immaculate conception doctrine originated. And if that be true, wouldn’t that make all her lineage sinless? But the truth is far from it.

Tell me, did Mary not come from the Adamic line and was she not born in sin, as mentioned in Psalm 51:5? If we look at the lineage of Jesus according to the flesh, it is the worst lineage that he came from. It ranges from murderers, adulterers, wicked kings, prostitutes etc.

What is man, that he should be clean? and he which is born of a woman, that he should be righteous? Job 15:14 Jesus too was made of a woman, made under the law – Galatians 4:4. Forasmuch then as the children are partakers of flesh and blood, he also himself likewise took part of the same – Hebrews 2:14/4:15. His body was taken from man, which man, you might ask? King David to be precise. Was he not dead and buried ages back? But is there anything too hard for the Lord? People are willing to believe the declarations of scientists, who are only mortals, but they are reluctant to believe what God says. Whose report would you believe? If we receive the witness of men, the witness of God is greater; for this is God’s testimony which he has testified concerning his Son – 1 John 5:9.

The Sacrificial Role of Christ

I believe in the word of God. For it says, Jesus Christ was born of the seed of David according to the flesh – Romans 1:3; David being a prophet and knowing that God had sworn with an oath to him, that of the fruit of his loins, according to the flesh, he would raise Christ to sit on his throne – Acts 2:30; Remember that Jesus Christ of the seed of David – 2 Timothy 2:8. Here we see the Holy Ghost speaks through three holy men about its validity. Isn’t that enough to convey that the body that Jesus Christ took upon was vulnerable to all sinfulness and weakness as we also are? Yes, the Bible confirms it – Hebrews 2:10,14,18/ 4:15/ 5:8,9; Romans 8:3.

Death would not have affected his body if Jesus did not partake of the same, which would jeopardize God’s purpose; not to mention, that he would be unable to prove that he is a high priest capable of understanding us – Hebrews 2:14,18/4:15. Death is the result of sin. The last Adam also took upon him the sin of the world. The Messianic Psalms tell us the cry of the Messiah pleading for forgiveness of his sins. Isaiah 53 says, thou hast in love to my soul delivered it from the pit of corruption: for thou hast cast all my sins behind thy back – Isaiah 38:17; Job 33:24. He became the scapegoat and absorbed all the wrath of God, which was due toward us. He thus condemned sin in the flesh – Romans 8:3. The recorded declaration that he condemned sin in the flesh would therefore be unacceptable if he had chosen a different body. So how are you going to accept it?

Christ's Example and Our Spiritual Journey

How did he survive the pull and tug of the body of sin? His total reliance upon the Father helped him succeed, leaving us an example, that we should follow his step – John 5:19,30. Through the eternal Spirit, he offered himself without blemish to God – Hebrews 9:14.

And being found in fashion as a man, he humbled himself and became obedient unto death, even the death of the cross. Wherefore God also hath highly exalted him and given him a name which is above every name – Philippians 2:8,9. Just like any of us, Jesus too had to grow in spirit – Luke 2:40, to realise his identity and his purpose. Jesus knowing that the Father had given all things into his hands, and that he was come from God, and went to God – John 13:3 – KJV.

The Divine Intervention in Creation

The soul comes out breaking the sin barrier with the help of the unseen hand of the Spirit of God, which moves upon the face of the deep or darkness. Psalm 139 clearly states the work of God in the birth of every child. To Jeremiah God says, before I formed thee in the belly, I knew thee; and before thou came forth out of the womb I sanctified thee – Jeremiah 1:5. Come forth is the same word that is used throughout the Bible when God commanded something that was held back to come forth, to issue, causatively, to bring out, to draw out.

The phrase “to come forth” means to appear or make an appearance, often in response to a call or invitation. “To issue” refers to the act of making something public or available, such as a statement or order. “Causatively” is an adverb that means in a way that produces a cause or effect. “To bring out meaning” means to reveal or make clear the significance of something.

Psalm 139:13-16 says it is God who creates our inmost being; He knit us together in our mother’s womb; my frame was not hidden from you when I was made in the secret place when I was woven together in the depths of the earth. Your eyes saw my unformed body; all the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to be.” Why would he say, “when I was woven together in the depths of the earth“? Isn’t he relating or drawing a parallel between the birth of humans and the verses in Genesis 1?

Isaiah 44:24 says, “Thus says the Lord, your Redeemer, who formed you from the womb: ‘I am the Lord, who has made all things, who alone stretched out the heavens, who spread out the earth by myself.'”

The Breath of Life and the Light of Christ

The phrase “God breathed life into man” refers to the biblical creation story found in the Book of Genesis, specifically in Genesis 2:7. In this verse, it is written: “Then the Lord God formed man of dust from the ground and breathed into his nostrils the breath of life, and the man became a living being.” The phrase “breathed life” is often interpreted symbolically, representing the idea that God gave Adam a soul or spirit, making him a living and conscious being. In the context of the Hebrew language, the word “breath” is “neshamah,” which carries a deeper meaning beyond mere physical respiration. It refers to the vital force or spirit that animates a person, often translated as “soul” or “spirit of life.”

Christ: The Life and Light of Men

I am going to shock you with this. Do you know what was that breath? It was the life of man, which was Christ. Hard to digest? In him (the Word) was life, and the life was the light of men – John 1:4. Of course you knew it. But wait, there’s more. He is the true Light, which lights every man that cometh into the world – John 1:9. He lights up every man that comes into the world! Recall the verse in Genesis when God commanded the light to shine out of darkness in verse 3 before creating man! It doesn’t exactly say in Genesis that God commanded the light to shine out of the darkness but when the mystery was revealed in the New Testament, apostle Paul understood it and he said, For God, who commanded the light to shine out of darkness, hath shined in our hearts, to give the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Jesus Christ – 2 Corinthians 4:6.

The Pre-Creation Light

Do you see the parallel? The cosmic light that we see created on the fourth day is not the same as this light, that was brought forth before God began creation itself. It not only came forth but also God divided the light from darkness in verses 4 and 5. Unlike the cosmic lights He created on the fourth day; this one is unique.

Jesus Christ: The Breath of Our Nostrils

Who is the breath of our nostrils? The breath of our nostrils, the anointed of the Lord (mashiyach) – Lamentations 4:20; who is the Mashiyach or Messiah? Jesus Christ is the Christos – John 6:69/20:31. And he is before all things, and by him, all things consist – Colossians 1:17. This light, which lights up every man, came first, then the creation. He is the first and the last, the beginning and the end – Revelation 1:11,17/ 22:13. He is the firstborn of every creature – Colossians 1:15. Keep in mind that unlike us, the Word of God is not a created being but came forth from God Himself. Now you know why man is nothing without Jesus Christ. God brought forth the Word of God first and through and by and for Him created everything. All things were made by him, and without him was not anything made that was made – John 1:3. And man was created after His image and likeness. He is the exact representation of the invisible God. For, he who hath seen Him hath seen God – John 1:18/14:9; 1 Timothy 6:14-16.

This is the life that Adam was cut off from. His name is called the Word of God – Revelation 19:13; and it isn’t just in him that the life is, but He is the very life of man – John 1:4; 1 John 5:11,12. He upholds all things by the word of His power – Hebrews 1:3.

The Dual Nature of Man

So, darkness was upon the face of the deep, which means, not only was I shaped in iniquity but in sin did my mother conceive me – Psalm 51:5. And because God divided the light from darkness, man is now endowed with two spiritual realms. One is his spirit, and the other is his carnality. The spirit realm can be seen as the tree of life and the fleshly realm as the tree of good and evil. Since the fall, the tree of life has been withheld from man as sin became the dominant force. Until the Son of God comes and destroys sin, he won’t have access to the Tree of Life.

The Tree of Life and the Overcomer

I want you to carefully glean the revelation that God has given me through the scripture verse I am giving you. If you can see it, it will blow your world and will transform your life.

The Spirit saith unto the churches; To him that overcomes will I give to eat of the tree of life, which is in the midst of the paradise of God – Revelation 2:7. We have learned that this overcoming and everything else and because the book of Revelation is attached to the end of the Bible, we deem it not only as an eschatological order of life but written for people of that times. On the contrary, it is written about us. I will show you.

The Scripture tells us in the book of Proverbs 3:18, that the Wisdom is a tree of life; The fruit of the righteous too is a tree of life – Proverbs 11:30; and the leaves of the tree were for the healing of the nations – Revelation 22:2; Blessed are they that do his commandments, that they may have right to the tree of life, and may enter in through the gates (pulon) into the city – Revelation 22:14.

“Pulon” is the doorway of a building or city. Who is the door, a portal or entrance? Jesus said I am the door: by me, if any man enters in, he shall be saved, and shall go in and out (of the heavenly city) – John 10:9. Have we not come in yet? Indeed, we have come unto Mount Zion, and unto the city of the living God, the heavenly Jerusalem – Hebrews 12:22. Overcomes is “Nikao”. The Greek word “nikaomai”, means “to be victorious” or “to win”. This word is derived from the Greek root “nikē”, which means “victory”. It means “to win the game”, and the phrase “nikao ti zōi” means “to overcome life’s challenges”. Overall, while the word “nikao” itself is not a Greek word, it is likely related to the Greek word “nikaomai” and shares its meaning of “to win” or “to be victorious”. To be victorious, to conquer, to triumph.

Who is he that overcomes the world, but he that believeth that Jesus is the Son of God? 1 John 5:5. For whatsoever is born of God overcomes the world: and this is the victory that overcomes the world, even our faith – 1 John 5:4. Ye are of God, little children, and have overcome them (overcome the spirit of antichrist, the world and the wicked one – the world is that great whore, the Mystery Babylon): because greater is he that is in you, than he that is in the world – 1 John 4:3,4 (he hath delivered us from this present evil world – Galatians 1:4); the word of God abides in you, and ye have overcome the wicked one – 1 John 2:13,14; To him that overcomes will I grant to sit with me in my throne, even as I also overcame, and am set down with my Father in his throne – Revelation 3:21; God hath raised us up together, and made us sit together in heavenly places in Christ Jesus – Ephesians 2:6. He that overcomes shall inherit all things; and I will be his God, and he shall be my son – Revelation 21:7. Before the founding of the New Testament with His blood – Hebrews 9:15-22; Jesus said to his disciples, be of good cheer; I have overcome the world – John 16:33. But after the inception of the Spirit of God upon all flesh on the day of Pentecost, which is the promise of the Father; the Lord says, all who are born of God are overcomers like Jesus is. Because as he is, so are we in this world – 1 John 4:17.

Zion: The Ecclesia of God

For the Lord shall comfort Zion: he will comfort all her waste places, and he will make her wilderness like Eden, and her desert like the garden of the Lord; joy and gladness shall be found therein thanksgiving, and the voice of melody – Isaiah 51:3. And they shall say, This desolate land has become like the garden of Eden, and the waste and desolate and ruined cities are become fenced and are inhabited – Ezekiel 36:35. Didn’t the Lord build all the ruined places and plant that that was desolate? Indeed, he did.

Zion is where the ecclesia of God is; it is the heavenly Jerusalem, the spiritual body of Christ. God has made her like the garden of Eden and the tree of life in the midst of it, whose leaves were for the healing of the nations. Where the nations of the world were like this before the inception of the kingdom of Christ? The world has been transformed by the triune entities of God that are in the world, which are the Spirit, the Word, and the Ecclesia. In the midst of the street of it, and on either side of the river, was there the tree of life, which bare twelve manners of fruits, and yielded her fruit every month: and the leaves of the tree were for the healing of the nations – Revelation 22:2. Are we waiting for this to transpire? Listen, people of God, we are in it. Don’t you see? The saving health (yshuw`ah = salvation) among all nations is already made known – Psalm 67:2; 1 Chronicles 16:23,24; Psalms 22:27; Jeremiah 3:17; Isaiah 35:5-8. The Gentile world or the nations of the world has come to possess the “Tabernacle of Witness” – Acts 7:44,45; Romans 9:25,26; Hosea 1:10. The “Tabernacle of Witness” also known as the “Temple” or “Home of the Lord.” The city of the living God, the heavenly Jerusalem – Hebrews 12:22. It is inevitable that the Church of Jesus Christ, a living entity that exists presently in a spiritual state, will descend from heaven to manifest on Earth, where she will be visible to everyone and establish her dominion as the exclusive possessor of all that God possesses – Revelation 21:2.

The New Humanity in Christ

After eating from the forbidden tree, Adam ought to have acquired two distinct fruit-bearing trees, but God barred him from accessing the tree of life. Moreover, a soul only becomes dual-identity capable when it undergoes spirit regeneration. Although that is not how God meant for man to exist, he must put up with it until the Lord grants him a new body. By embracing the domain of darkness, which is what eating from the forbidden tree represents, Adam neutralized the tree of life, so to speak. By coalescing with the dark world, Adam rescinded the godly order. He was cut off from life and his spirit, which was the tree of life had become defunct. That is what Jesus Christ came and restored. That which is born of the Spirit is spirit – John 3:6; which is the candle of the Lord – Proverbs 20:27. The light is come, and the glory of the Lord is risen upon us – Isaiah 60:1; For God, who commanded the light to shine out of darkness, hath shined in our hearts, to give the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Jesus Christ – 2 Corinthians 4:6.

Unlike Adam, who was made a living soul – Genesis 2:7, the last Adam was made a quickening spirit. That was not first which is spiritual, but that which is natural; and afterwards that which is spiritual. The first man is of the earth, earthy: the second man is the Lord from heaven. As is the earthy, such are they also that are earthy: and as is the heavenly, such are they also that are heavenly – 1 Corinthians 15:45-48. God hath begotten us again unto a lively hope by the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead – 1 Peter 1:3.

God created a superior species of humanity in Christ, one that is composed of both flesh and Spirit. Even the Old Testament believers could only look through the prophets’ eyes but couldn’t experience it. Of which salvation the prophets have enquired and searched diligently, who prophesied of the grace that should come – 1 Peter 1:10. They were shut up unto the faith which should afterwards be revealed – Galatians 3:23.

The Heart Transformed by Spirit

Now, the voidness and formless heart have become functioning—as the spirit of man is revived or quickened by the Spirit of God. Darkness, which was upon the face of the deep in Hebrew is “Choshek”, which is the antonym of “Shalom”. The word “darkness” in Hebrew is “Choshek,” and it means darkness, misery, destruction, death, sorrow, and wickedness. It can refer to physical darkness or metaphorical darkness, such as spiritual or moral confusion. In the Bible, the concept of “Choshek” is often associated with the punishment of sin and the need for repentance.

The Departure from Darkness

The darkness is past (ignorance is past – Acts 17:30), and the true light now shines – 1 John 2:8. That thou mayest say to the prisoners, go forth; to them that are in darkness, Shew yourselves (the people that walked in darkness have seen a great light – Isaiah 9:2). They shall feed in the ways, and their pastures shall be in all high places. They shall not hunger nor thirst; neither shall the heat nor sun smite them: for he that hath mercy on them shall lead them, even by the springs of water shall he guide them. And I will make all my mountains a way, and my highways shall be exalted. Behold, these shall come from far: and, lo, these from the north and the west; and these from the land of Sinim. Sing, O heavens; and be joyful O earth, and break forth into singing, O mountains: for the Lord hath comforted his people and will have mercy upon his afflicted – Isaiah 49:9-13.

The Dual Nature of Man

So now, as new creatures – 2 Corinthians 5:17; Galatians 6:15, we must contend with two opposing forces; the spirit and the flesh. For the flesh lusts against the Spirit, and the Spirit against the flesh: and these are contrary the one to the other – Galatians 5:17; Romans 8:13.

Man is now endowed with two traits, so to speak. He through Christ is granted access to the tree of life but the effects of eating from the tree of good and evil are still stuck in his teeth that he cannot get it out, that it is so ingrained in himself that God must transform his vile body to get rid of the sinful nature – Philippians 3:21.

Personal Testimony of Inner Struggle

Coming back to me: As I said in the beginning, ever since I have grown to understand things, I realized that something was off in me; I felt a void in me, and chaos ensued. I didn’t have the slightest idea what it was. I thought it was me. It was miserable and utterly hopeless and chaotic I wanted to end my life somehow.

I would say, I was kind of a masochist. Masochism, or the pursuit of personal anguish or seeking pain for oneself, is another phenomenon that affects not only confused teenagers but adults as well. These customs were also observed by ancient civilizations or groups.

A masochist is a person who derives gratification from their pain or humiliation; a person who enjoys an activity that appears to be painful or soul-destroying. I now realize that both sadism and masochism are fueled by a craving for atonement. It is the effect of the original sin in humans, which the Savior of the world has come and taken away. One must only believe in the shed blood of Jesus Christ to appropriate the merits of the redemptive work on the cross of Calvary.

The Descent into Despair and Discovery of Faith

Because of the lack of Spirit-inspired teaching in the body of Christ, and the lack of the demonstration of the power of the Holy Ghost within the local churches, people are not seeing the life of God percolating in their lives. It took me years of learning, and the grace and mercy of God to realize what was it that I was wrestling with. Though my conversion was a radical one, and I was filled with the Holy Spirit multiple times and have experienced the joy of salvation; as I grew in the spirit, when I began walking on my feet, as a child would grow and walk on his strength—The reality strikes and the comfort of the parents’ nurturing now missing—our face droops to all of life’s struggles. The Holy Spirit of God is the one who was with me nurturing me and giving me all the comforts that I needed—and suddenly, I felt I could no longer enjoy His pampering.

The Dark Night of the Soul

It wasn’t that He left me, the truth was that I had grown and that I must now begin to walk on my own. And the pressures of the world and the lusts of the flesh and the deceitfulness of riches began dragging me again back presumably to a failed life. I started to see my life falling apart and I couldn’t achieve anything. I was a total failure according to the world’s standards. My father said, you are accursed and good for nothing and there was none left in my family that did not reject me and disowned me. Even my friends, whom I thought were friends mocked and left my life. I was left alone starting to experience the old haunting depression and oppression and hopelessness trying to drag me back to my old life.

Renewal through the Word

It wasn’t until the day that I found a Gideon pocket Bible, which I treasured and began to eat from it like a ravenous wolf—I realized how impoverished I was in the spirit, and that was the cause of my voidness. I would sit on a chair and read like I would die if I didn’t. As I read through its pages, I felt a sweetness, which I cannot describe spreading all over my mouth. As the apostle John described in Revelation 10:10; it was in his mouth sweet as honey; it was in mine too. But I wasn’t aware that it had another side. As soon as I had eaten it, my belly was bitter – Revelation 10:10.

The Struggle and Triumph of Faith

When you receive something in the spirit, your flesh will enter into a struggle. After ye were illuminated, ye endured a great fight of afflictions – Hebrews 10:32. Yeah, and all that will live godly in Christ Jesus shall suffer persecution – 2 Timothy 3:12. By activating your spirit man, you are now working against all that the devil has built in you. There will be a battle that one would have to endure. Paul charged Timothy to war a good warfare – 1 Timothy 1:18. Thou therefore endure hardness, as a good soldier of Jesus Christ – 2 Timothy 2:3. What else would wage war on us? Other than the demonic spirits, the fleshly lusts, war against the soul – 1 Peter 2:11. Though we walk in the flesh, we do not war after the flesh, but we use our mighty spiritual weapon to thwart the work of the enemy and subdue the flesh – 2 Corinthians 10:3-6.

The Lifelong Battle with Darkness

The battle did not end there. I had to contend with the devil and flesh for many years. It’s been thirty-two years now having come to the Lord, and I’ve had innumerable heavenly spiritual experiences. I have seen God change people’s lives through my ministry; I have seen lives transformed by the power of the Holy Ghost; I have seen people delivered from the power of the enemy when I would lay hands; I have seen barren wombs blessed when I prayed; I have seen God heal many when I prayed; I have experienced the saving work of angels multiple times; I have experienced the touch of the Master countless times in my life; yet I could not pray in the Holy Ghost, which is praying in tongues. Something deep down prevented me from experiencing it.

Healing through Partnership and Prayer

God started another profound work in me just a few years ago after I met my wife, who is from Kyrgyzstan. I didn’t know that I had deep wounds of rejection and childhood abuse and the spirit of failure had its sway in me, despite my spiritual stance.

Victory and Liberation in Spiritual Warfare

When all hell broke loose in my life and all my family disowned me, I felt the same harrowing hopelessness haunting my life once again. Even after coming to Christ, its hold was deep down in me waiting to pounce when the time comes. This time it emerged and showed a suicidal intent. It wanted to kill me. The Lord placed a burden on my wife’s heart regarding me. She believed that I was her ministry. I recall her attempting to persuade me that I am a king’s child and that she is come to assist me break away from my routine. She would declare, “We will defeat the adversary and reclaim what is rightfully yours—that which the devil has taken.” Was it that simple? I will tell you that my wife had to go through a lot of pain trying to fix my life. The devil was enraged at her, but God’s mercy was with us. I can’t thank God enough for my wife, whom He has blessed me with, who prayed and prayed and fought until I was healed in many areas. I am still a work in progress, and she has borne the brunt of it. “Hereby perceive we the love of God, because he laid down his life for us: and we ought to lay down our lives for the brethren” – 1 John 3:16. How effective it would be if all Christians heeded this amazing idea to act as their brethren’s protectors and defenders in times of need.

The Power of Speaking in Tongues

My spirit, which was throttled, is finally starting to speak in heavenly language after all these years of struggling and warfare; having been cleansed from numerous interior scars and traumas.

Embracing the Gift of Tongues and Divine Rest

I sensed the formlessness or emptiness that was trailing my existence disappearing as soon as the Lord opened my mouth to speak in tongues. It could no longer plague me as I employed the gift of tongues. To keep our spirits steady and avoid getting throttled once more, we must fight this war every day. It takes a constant effort to keep our flesh, through which the evil spirits operate, under check.

A Testimony to the Power of the Spirit

By the spirit, I was speaking to God, mysteries. Every time, I would feel emptiness come, the spirit would begin to speak, which my mind could not understand. But the word of God says, for he that speaks in an unknown tongue speaks not unto men, but unto God: for no man understands him; howbeit in the spirit he speaks mysteries – 1 Corinthians 14:2. He that speaks in an unknown tongue edifies himself – 1 Corinthians 14:4. I wonder how “the Cessationists” edifies themselves, and what they would counsel those who are oppressed by the devils due to deep traumas. While the presbytery’s laying on of hands is important, it is not sufficient in and of itself to finish a person’s healing process. Certain healings can be received from God’s prepared ministers, but others can be achieved only via the use of our spirit man. Because our flesh works in opposition, we cannot win the struggle unless we employ our spirit. That is why the word of God enjoins us: As new-born babes, desire the sincere milk of the word, that ye may grow thereby – 1 Peter 2:2; let us go on unto perfection – Hebrews 6:1. That is why spiritual development is so important. Every time I would experience heaviness, my spirit would spring into action speaking mysteries and I would see darkness dissipating when I prayed in tongues.

Not only do I see and experience darkness fleeing, but I have also felt refreshed and light on the inside and light/life permeating through me. This is what prophet Isaiah was saying: with stammering lips and another tongue will he speak. This is the rest wherewith ye may cause the weary to rest; and this is the refreshing – Isaiah 28:11,12. Let us labour therefore to enter that rest – Hebrews 4:11. There remains therefore a rest to the people of God. For he that is entered into his rest, he also hath ceased from his works, as God did from his – Hebrews 4:9,10. Let us, therefore, fear, lest a promise being left us of entering his rest, any of you should seem to come short of it – Hebrews 4:1. This is the promised rest that Jesus was telling about; he said, Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest – Matthew 11:28. It is Jesus Christ that will baptize you with the Holy Ghost – Luke 3:16. And one must come to him, the source of all life to obtain that rest. Not only should one come to him, but they must also speak forth what the Spirit prompts them to say for life to flow from inside. They must approach him in a childlike manner and accept without question what he has to offer them. There’s a good chance that one would be sceptical since what Jesus would offer would not make sense to a rational mind. A person who harbours subtle pride may find it difficult to receive anything from the Lord. Preachers who fail to explain to believers the importance of this rest that comes from speaking the heavenly language are preventing them from fulfilling God’s greatest promises.

This is the rest multitudes including “the Cessationists” have come short of and are guilty of. The gift of speaking in tongues may not have seemed all that important in the Western world, where the spiritual atmosphere is not as tainted as it is in Asian countries with their abundance of temples and idol worship; however, a Christian would realize that he or she is helpless without the gift of tongues if they wanted to survive in any of those nations where voodooism, occultism, sacrilege, and similar practices are common. One might just be able to survive but at what cost? People have survived without exercising this gift, but they have also been plundered by the devil in many areas. Given that the Bible itself says that we are ignorant of what to pray for, how are you going to pray? Likewise, the Spirit also helps our infirmities: for we know not what we should pray for as we ought – Romans 8:26. If not for this gift, how do we even follow the command “Pray without ceasing” – 1 Thessalonians 5:17?

The Unseen Battle: A Testimony of Spiritual Warfare and Victory

An Encounter with Earthly Challenge

I would like to end this discussion by telling you another incident. When my wife and I tried to rent a house, the owner told us that we could avoid paying rent each month if we gave him a certain amount right away since he required a big sum of money. We felt it was fantastic as it would benefit us as well. He agreed to return the money at the conclusion of the contract when it was signed. When the time came, he was reluctant to give us any money and instead tried to evict us from the residence. Numerous horrors befell us, and we were at a loss for what to do. We were powerless and could only talk to God about this and that, but our prayers were ineffective. It was a meaningless exchange of sentimental words.

The Breakthrough of Spiritual Tongues

Thank God for this trauma; it was during this period that I began speaking in tongues and received my victory. A barrage of stupid phrases came shooting out of my throat, and I had no choice but to spit them out. My natural thought claimed that it was dumb since it was so illogical. I started to clear it out, though, because what is there for me to lose? I’ve chosen specific terms on purpose to convey what I went through. I had no idea at the time that it was the start of a stream that came from deep within.

Embracing Childlike Faith

I now know what 1 Thessalonians 5:19—”Quench not the Spirit”—means. Oh, how many people stifle His presence by refusing to accept His gifts? With our conceited and arrogant attitude, how often do we grieve the Holy Spirit of God – Ephesians 4:30? Didn’t Jesus say, Verily I say unto you, whosoever shall not receive the kingdom of God as a little child shall in no wise enter therein – Luke 18:17.

The Power of Spiritual Language

Like a child, I began to speak all of the inexplicable words aloud, and that’s when I started singing in tongues. Mysteries and songs that I had never heard before began to emerge from me. When I talked in tongues, I felt a surge of energy that I had never experienced before. I understood that my spirit was binding and destroying the enemy’s works. In short, everything transpired so quickly that the entire amount of money was transferred to our bank account within a few days. I can promise that we would have lost everything if God hadn’t given us the ability to speak or pray in unfamiliar tongues.

Conclusion: 

The Victory of Faith

In the vast landscape of life’s trials, this story stands as a powerful testament to the triumph of faith over adversity. Our challenges and moments of despair served as a crucible, revealing the might of God’s power in our lives. Through the unexpected gift of speaking in tongues, we tapped into a divine strength that propelled us beyond our limited understanding and into a realm of spiritual breakthrough.

Our experience underscores the enduring truth that our struggles are not against flesh and blood, but against spiritual forces that aim to weaken our faith and determination. It is in our weakest moments that God’s strength shines brightest, manifesting in mysterious and profound ways, such as the language of the Spirit.

Now, as we reflect on our victory, our hearts overflow with gratitude, and our spirits resonate with the deeper cadences of God’s grace. We are reminded that our spiritual weapons are mighty through God for the demolition of strongholds – 2 Corinthians 10:4. The once seemingly foolish words and melodies were, in reality, expressions of liberation, a sacred vocabulary of the Spirit that transcended human languages and situations.

Our journey from despair to deliverance is not just our own, but an invitation to all who walk the path of faith. It urges us to seek God with a childlike heart, to embrace the spiritual gifts He provides, and to stand firm in the knowledge that our spiritual language is key to unlocking the chains of our trials.

May this testimony inspire bravery in the face of life’s storms, encouraging believers to cling to their faith, to trust in God’s invisible hand, and to declare, with unwavering conviction, the dominance of His power in every facet of life. For in Him, we are more than victors, and through Him, we can bring light to the dark corners of our journey, filling them with the unquenchable light of His everlasting love.